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Mei

I am currently in the process of killing myself, please leave a message.

About Me

This is my space...it is as plain and mediocre as my mind. I am as cynical and as narcissistic as any person would care to be. In the end, I won't amount to anything, because I lack ambition. I aspire to be nothing, and want to sit on my couch with a glass of lemonade as the world happily passes me by. I like to meet people, but find the act of entertaining myself through candid conversation rather cumbersome. Consequently, I will inevitably be labeled as antisocial. There's something to be said for the casually suicidal.I edited my profile with Thomas' Myspace Editor V4.4

My Interests



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Music:

Atari Teenage Riot, Anti-Flag, Nine Inch Nails, Mad Capsule Markets, Bright Eyes, Dresden Dolls,KMFDM, Rapture, In Extremo, Moonspell, Dead Can Dance, Dir en Grey, Gackt, Skinny Puppy, Joy Division, Orgy, Oghr, Warsaw Village Band, Dandy Warholes, Minor Threat, The Pillows, Brahms, The Scottish Moors, Kamelot, Say Anyhting, Blind Guardian, Nightwish, Boa, AFI, Paris Combo, Modest Mouse, Antonin Bastion, TTC, White Owl, Beltuner, Boa, Garbage

My Blog

Ah, nostalgia

Well, it seems kind of weird that all I do all day is play video games. I guess reality is starting to hit me as time moves by. I hate college, but I kind of resent the fact that I don't know when I'l...
Posted by Mei on Thu, 29 Nov 2007 05:15:00 PST

Hmmm...

After much kicking and screaming, I've gotten a facebook. Anyone who knows my name (that's pertty much everyone) and wants to yell at me there as well as here please feel free to do so....
Posted by Mei on Tue, 27 Nov 2007 06:56:00 PST

So it's been a while...

Ah, the delightful return to the monotony of life after a short reprieve...although that was probably the worst "vacation" I've had since I was nine. Anyway, not that anyone gives a rats ass...
Posted by Mei on Thu, 29 Mar 2007 03:27:00 PST

Insult to Injury...

It would appear as though my present melancholy has been cemented with a small action and an unkind word. Although it is troublesome that I haven't developed a thicker skin by now, the fact remains th...
Posted by Mei on Fri, 09 Mar 2007 04:19:00 PST

There is definitely a tail on it...I think

I know you're only being nice to me to taste the fluff oozing out of my sockets Mr. Pentigiggles. It's funny you thought I didn't see you staring...my head is itchy and my cat is fat and his dander is...
Posted by Mei on Tue, 20 Feb 2007 06:35:00 PST

Test

Disorder | RatingParanoid: Very HighSchizoid: HighSchizotypal: Very HighAntisocial: HighBorderline: Very HighHistrionic: ModerateNarcissistic: HighAvoidant: HighDependent: ModerateObsessive-Compulsive...
Posted by Mei on Thu, 07 Dec 2006 12:43:00 PST

Up yours Mister Fillibuster. I'll strip naked...

Here is a little conversation I had with them...who are like me, in that they are me. But are most definitely not me. Perhaps few can understand this concept, but here goes. ~Up yours Mister Fillibust...
Posted by Mei on Sun, 12 Nov 2006 07:36:00 PST

If in doubt, remember life has an emergency exit route...fuck it, I'll meet you there.

I'm not talking suicide just yet, I'm talking apathy. At this point, life doesn't suck. Why? Because there is no sucking of life. I live, therefore I suck. Simple logic. To dissociate one day fro...
Posted by Mei on Wed, 20 Sep 2006 06:48:00 PST

...so if everything is changing, why am I the same?

  You'd think more would be on my mind since April, but I'm intellectually lethargic and progressively lazy when it comes to my life and actually choosing to live it....which by the way I decline...
Posted by Mei on Fri, 30 Jun 2006 06:42:00 PST