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Cashew

Everyone else is either asleep or having sex. I've been watching cable television and eating jello

About Me

Anything you want to know all you have to do is ask. I am never afraid to meet new people and do new things. I work for an Ophthalmologist as a technician. I have amazing friends that I know I can count on. I am a very fun and easy going person. When I say I am going to do something I do it. I live in Elmwood Park, IL. I have a sister and live with my parents still.

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My Interests

Cooking, Drinking, Dancing, Scary Movies, Thunder and Lightning, Rain, The Cubs, Da Bears, Being with Friends

I'd like to meet:

I want a guy that would move the hair away from my eyes and then kiss me. I want a guy that would hold my hand in line at the mall and make everyone jealous. Someone that would sing to me at random moments. A guy that would let me sleep on his chest, who would get mad at someone if they called me ugly or was mean to me. I want someone who would call me 3 times a day if he went away. Someone who would just let me gossip to him, and would smile and agree with everything I said. He would throw stuffed animals at me if I acted dumb and then kiss me a million times. Someone who would make fun of me just to make me laugh, he would take me to the park and put his hands around my waist and give me big bear hugs all the time. He would tell his friends about me and smile when he did it. We would make out in the pouring rain, and he would never be afraid to say I love you infront of his friends. We would argue about silly things and then make up. I want a guy that would kiss me on New Years and count stars with me. Who would stay home with me on friday night just to help me make dinner and watch movies together under the same blanket. Someone who would tell me I'm beautiful but not too often. Someone that could make me laugh like no one else could. But mostly what I want is someone who would be my bestfriend and never break my heart.

Music:

Kelly Clarkson, Hilary Duff, Britney Spears, Madonna, Pussycat Dolls, All American Rejects, Evenescense, Pink, Avril Lavigne, Fall Out Boy, Plain White T's, Frank Sinatra, Garth Brooks, Elvis, Gwen Stefani, Maroon 5, Michelle Branch, Nelly Furtado, Rascal Flatts, Rihanna, Sarah McLachlan, Snow Patrol, Sugarland, The Frey. And I am always open to new music too.

Movies:

Kill Bill Vol.1,Kill Bill Vol.2, Xmen, Xmen2, Harry Potter, Star Wars, The Matrix, Lord of the Rings, V for Vendetta, The Da Vinci Code, Cursed, The Grudge, Clue, Resident Evil, Resident Evil: Apocolypse, Armagedon, Austin Powers, Fun with Dick and Jane, Flight Plan, Just Friends, King Kong (the new one), Red Eye, When a stranger call (The Original), When a stranger calls back, Pirates of the Caribbean, The Thomas Crown Affair, Pretty Woman, Run away Bride, Mr. and Mrs. Smith, National Treasure, Batman Begins, Batman, Batman Returns, Constantine

Television:

Grey's Anatomy, Smallville, CSI, NCIS, Queer as Folk, Charmed, Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Brothers and Sisters, Heroes, Desperate Housewives, Futurerama, Family Guy.

Books:

Angels and Demons, The Da Vinci Code, Odd Thomas, Forever Odd, Brother Odd, The Perks of Being a Wallflower, and of course Harry Potter

Heroes:

My heroes are those that stand up for those that can't stand up for themselves.They are the people that even in the roughest times can still show a smile. The people that aren't afraid to bare on even when it looks like all hope is lost.

My Blog

Family

We all have the family we are born into. However this is not what this blog is about. We meet people in our lives that for one reason or another touch us in such away that it changes our life. These ...
Posted by Cashew on Mon, 01 Oct 2007 11:33:00 PST

A new beginning

So I have realized that lately I have been a foolish person. I have been doing things for people and expecting that the things I have been doing to have some sort of change on them. I realize now...
Posted by Cashew on Thu, 27 Sep 2007 08:41:00 PST

Stress relief

So with all the ways to channel my stress I have decided to channel it into something creative. Those of you who know me know that I use to just sit around and sulk about things and I would never get ...
Posted by Cashew on Thu, 27 Sep 2007 08:47:00 PST

Thoughts on Love

what each kiss means-Kiss on the stomach; I'm ready.-Kiss on the Forehead; I hope we're together forever.-Kiss on the Ear; You're my everything.-Kiss on the Cheek; We're friends.-Kiss on the Hand; I a...
Posted by Cashew on Sat, 04 Aug 2007 09:04:00 PST

my great job

 What could be more fun than going to work and making people laugh? I actually get paid to talk to people and make them feel better how awesome is that... My job is to examine eyes and while in t...
Posted by Cashew on Fri, 03 Aug 2007 07:54:00 PST

3 Wishes

If you had three wishes what would you wish for? For me that is really a difficult choice... I think my first wish would be for more self-confidence so that maybe I would have the self-esteem to funct...
Posted by Cashew on Sat, 28 Jul 2007 06:46:00 PST

I never should have

I never should have opened that email. That one a few months ago that sent my world spiraling back down into the bottomless pit. If I would have just left it closed and never opened it I would be happ...
Posted by Cashew on Wed, 18 Jul 2007 08:07:00 PST

Giving up and Growing Up

I'm not sure what the point is anymore. Relationships don't seem to be my strong suite. Maybe it is time I grow up and give up on trying to build any relationship. I have my friends and family and tha...
Posted by Cashew on Sun, 03 Jun 2007 01:14:00 PST

Death

Death By Matthew Ammer The wind blows across the sky, as people walk down below. Tears fall as they start to cry, the fire remains aglow.   No words here are spoken, but still all know how to spe...
Posted by Cashew on Sun, 06 May 2007 05:38:00 PST

An Independent woman

An Independant Woman By Matthew Ammer She Stalks along the open plain ever full of anger and disdain No need for the love a man Her passion burns like no one's can.   Her Life alone is her's to l...
Posted by Cashew on Sun, 06 May 2007 05:33:00 PST