perpetually silent |
it s always like thiseach time leaving me that much more rupturedthere is no one here playing intense power cordsno screaming ballads led along by an angry vocalistI haven't found anyone pounding out...
Posted by ZeRo on Mon, 02 Apr 2007 12:12:00 PST |
For those of you who actually read these... |
I just wanted to thank all of you for caring enough to take the time to read these, as rare as they are. Believe me, it means a lot to me. Sometimes I am not that great of a friend and I tend to skip ...
Posted by ZeRo on Sat, 27 Jan 2007 04:19:00 PST |
So... |
Here I am, no internet again. I didn't leave, I'm still around. Working the gas station job, smoking more cloves and cigarettes then ever. I reak of death and denial.
I don't pay my bills on time, and...
Posted by ZeRo on Tue, 25 Jul 2006 05:18:00 PST |
Hilf mir. |
I found myself at work today, with thoughts in mind of deep revelations about my current situation. I stood quietly in front of the cappachino machine wishing that I wouldn't have to tear it apart and...
Posted by ZeRo on Mon, 03 Jul 2006 10:24:00 PST |
how things work out... |
Well, I went to go look for a second job monday, and then by weds. I already had a job interview, so things we're looking up for me.
I said to myself, I sure hope I get this job, I really need this jo...
Posted by ZeRo on Sat, 27 May 2006 04:35:00 PST |
I will embrace |
I will abuse the deepest part of youthe part that I will erasethis is something you will never make it throughthis is the one thing that I will embrace
tonight I will become your goddesstomorrow you'l...
Posted by ZeRo on Thu, 18 May 2006 12:44:00 PST |
three things I want for myself... |
there are only a few things I really want in life...
To play the music I am listening to really loud.
To gain a full since of self-respect.
and finally...
to smoke my motha fuckin cloves and drink som...
Posted by ZeRo on Wed, 17 May 2006 07:36:00 PST |
Redemption |
Redemption is like a whore...
&n...
Posted by ZeRo on Wed, 17 May 2006 07:19:00 PST |
Blog posts... |
I was just thinking calmly to myself, and it just occured to me, I feel like an internet stalker when I read other peoples blog/journals...
I feel like I am reading their diaries... suddenly, I know ...
Posted by ZeRo on Wed, 17 May 2006 06:55:00 PST |
pristine |
there is no need to get alldramaticI am too good to show them mybloodso I will remain cleanpristineso soft and subtleand I won't make a soundnot for younot nownot everyou're too good to see mybloodI'...
Posted by ZeRo on Sun, 07 May 2006 11:34:00 PST |
