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M a T i K

Fuck What You Heard

About Me

myspace layouts for Get this layout for your myspace page.I'm trying to get back on my feet and be like how I was. I'm slowly getting there and with support from all my friends and even from the people I don't know I think I will be back partying it up soon. To those who don't know what happened then I'll just say this, I got into a fight and someone stabbed me in the back and I almost died but I didn't and here I am. Good enough for a summary of what went down. I'm currently trying to get into college and hopefully I'll be getting a job when I can. The only thing I must do now is just live everyday like it's my last and not take anything forgranted anymore. Nothing is going to be there forever, it is going to go away or die or fade or become boring but it's what we make of it is what is most important of all. I've finally seen that for what it is and it took me almost dieing to figure it out. Like I said I'm just a guy that has been though a ton of shit and I know what it's about what ever it may be... everything from losing a loved one, to getting being on top of the world (no matter how brief it was for me I still know). Point is I know what it's like to want somthing so bad but it always just out of reach. You just got to keep going for it and NEVER let it go... not EVER. Thats what makes us...us we can dream of somthing and WE have the power to make it happen....

My Interests

my intrests are simple Guitar, Bass, Music, Singing, Writing, Video Games, PS2, Baseball, Football, Basketball, Comedy Clubs, smokin weed then wonder what was I going to do ........... you know things to fill the day and then do it all over again

I'd like to meet:

THE JOKER !!!!!Big Pimpin

Music:

some bands :Lamb Of God, Pantera, Killswitch Engage, Shadows Fall, Slayer, Jet, AC / DC, OZZY, Down, Super Joint, (old) METALLICA, (old) Super Joint........ theres a lot moreold school rap, country, motown, war music, and other stuff that makes a beat/groove to it

Movies:

Nightmare on Elm Street, Caleb's Closet, Jacobs Ladder, of Gods and Generals, Ancor Man, Salt Lake City Punks (SLC PUNKS), Omen, Four Brothers, any WAR, KILLER, and ACTION. and anything that makes you think bout who did it or why or well you know or do you

Heroes:

Henry Rollins

My Blog

Life Story

Well I'm up till forever again and thenwake up early and nothing to do since noones up at this time. Just hanging out and being bored is my new story oh wait thats what I've been doing for the past 2 ...
Posted by M a T i K on Fri, 27 Apr 2007 04:38:00 PST

Dude

I get an unfair shake at everything... When will it be my time ???
Posted by M a T i K on Thu, 19 Apr 2007 10:51:00 PST

???

    End me now and I'll rest peacefully, End me later and I'll bring hell with me
Posted by M a T i K on Mon, 09 Apr 2007 12:05:00 PST

Random Thoughts

Tonight sucks cuz someone would rather get drunk...... I was talking with somone the other day and they made me relize the magnatuide of what happened to me...... The kid that stabbed me wasn't just t...
Posted by M a T i K on Sun, 08 Apr 2007 10:13:00 PST

Fed Up

I'm trying so hard for somthing, somthing that I've been fighting for months for and finally got but then had it stripped away because jelousy, not from me but from one to another. I just got out...
Posted by M a T i K on Wed, 04 Apr 2007 07:24:00 PST

What Really Happened

Well yesterday I actully found out what really happened the night I got stabbed. It makes me feel better that I know now and what really went on, cuz I was thinkin something different and I'm just gla...
Posted by M a T i K on Sun, 01 Apr 2007 09:44:00 PST

Hmmmm what am I thinkin ???

THAT I DON'T GIVE A FUCK ANYMORE !!!!!!!! Thats what, every good deed doesn't go unpunished and I'm paying big time for mine.... So I don't wanta hear shit from anyone about anything about somthing th...
Posted by M a T i K on Fri, 19 Jan 2007 10:53:00 PST

Spilling my guts .....

I'm thinking about doing that again.......... another message that will end everything but yet I don't want it to....... and yet if I don't it will end me soooooooo I may have no choice. I haven't don...
Posted by M a T i K on Thu, 28 Dec 2006 12:32:00 PST

The Master Plan . . .

The Basement is 90% finished ....... LOL few here and there touches I gotta make but its DONE !!!!!!!!!! We jammed down there Friday night and it was fuckin awsome. Theres a some sound leaking out and...
Posted by M a T i K on Tue, 12 Dec 2006 09:35:00 PST

Biting my lip

Theres things that I wanta say but it's pointless cuz it won't change anything.............. Ever have that feelin that your being watched ??? Well I got that right now so heres the finger to those wh...
Posted by M a T i K on Fri, 08 Dec 2006 12:45:00 PST