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Paradoxx (evil, right down to her maryjanes)

willkommen, bienvenue, welcome

About Me

Whats up. I'm Paradoxx. I hadn't updated my profile in awhile so here we go - I got my GED this year. With honors, I guess I'm smarter than other highschool dropouts. I, in theory, go to PCC, but because of my chronic pain condition I haven't gone this year- I'm working on it. I like music and the spiritual drugs and theatre. Also, I really really really love lolita fashion and have been dressing in it more and more as I get more and more clothes. Its a way to reclaim my innocence and to have some elegance in a completely unelegant world. On that same note, I'm really into steampunk fashion (and tech) and victorian aesthetic.I edited my profile with Thomas' Myspace Editor V4.1 Click here to get your own Unique Contact Box - Over 2080 to choose from

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My Interests

Writing, Poetry, Literature, Opera, Ballet, Steampunk, Lolita Fashion, Japanese Culture, Academics, Animals, Knowledge-Seeking, Supporting my favorite bands, Fashion in General, Cosmetics, finding beauty in darkness, the Criminal Justice System

I'd like to meet:

Those who protect the innocent - defenders. People who accept me with all my quirks. Interesting people.

Music:

Right now most of what I listen to is gothic music from the late 70s to the present : Joy Division, Siouxie and the Banshees, Depeche Mode, Cruxshadows, Emilie Autumn, and most of all - ABNEY PARK! I have also been enjoying classical music and opera a lot, Bach and Beethoven come to mind. My favorite Operas are Faust and Carmen. I love pretty much and musical/rock opera you can throw at me. My favorites being Jesus Christ Superstar, Cabaret, Joseph and the Amazing Technicolor Dreamcoat... many more, but those are what I think of off the top of my head.I pretty much listen to every type of music I'm exposed to, these are just the things I've been listening to in particular lately. Nirvana and the Pixies are still close to my heart.

Movies:

Fight Club, Princess Bride, Blade Runner, Star Wars, City of Lost Children, Ghost in the Shell, A Scanner Darkly, the Matrix, ... more to be added later.

Television:

Buffy the vampire Slayer, Babylon 5, Firefly, House, Law and Order: Special Victims Unit, Lost, Angel, Eureka, Futurama, Avatar : The Last Airbender, Stargate SG-1

Books:

Harry Potter (especially 4-6), Illuminatus!, Anything Steampunk, Good Omens, anything by Terry Pratchett, Neil Gaiman stuff, The Pern Series, ... I guess mostly Sci-Fi/Fantasy.

Heroes:

Jesus, Ted Neely (or anyone else who has been in the Broadway business for 30+ years),Robert from Abney Park, Emilie Autumn, Mana.

My Blog

I wish...

I wish someone would actually ask me to sing insstead of just putting up with it. Singing is like, my favorite thing in the world. So I just want someone would actually ask me instead of just putting ...
Posted by Paradoxx (evil, right down to her maryjanes) on Thu, 26 Apr 2007 10:14:00 PST

death

I can't express how I feel about Death, so I'll let Joss Whedon(writing for Anya) do it for me :"I don't understand. I don't understand how this all happens. How we go through this. I mean I knew her,...
Posted by Paradoxx (evil, right down to her maryjanes) on Thu, 26 Oct 2006 06:39:00 PST

My clothing wishlist

A girl can dream, right? This is in case one of my friends wins the lottery.I would like rocking horse shoes from http://www.d-decker02.com/wood.html or the cheaper option http://cgi.ebay.com/Rocking-...
Posted by Paradoxx (evil, right down to her maryjanes) on Fri, 13 Oct 2006 07:28:00 PST

BEST. COMIC. EVER.

johnl.org/articles/comics/stalinvshitler.php
Posted by Paradoxx (evil, right down to her maryjanes) on Wed, 11 Oct 2006 08:55:00 PST

advanced global personality test

Advanced Global Personality Test Results Extraversion |||||||||||||||||||| 86% Stability |||||| 30% Orderliness |||| 16% Accommodation |||||||||||||||||||| 83% Interdependence ||||||||...
Posted by Paradoxx (evil, right down to her maryjanes) on Thu, 07 Sep 2006 12:27:00 PST

best fan made show EVAR

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cherub_%28Buffyverse%29
Posted by Paradoxx (evil, right down to her maryjanes) on Sat, 02 Sep 2006 04:02:00 PST

today is a song lyrics day.

It had to be you, it had to be youI wandered around, and finally foundThe somebody who could make me be trueCould make me be blue or even be gladJust to be sad just thinking of youSome others I've see...
Posted by Paradoxx (evil, right down to her maryjanes) on Fri, 01 Sep 2006 12:14:00 PST

I love cabaret

Maybe this time, I'll be luckyMaybe this time, he'll stayMaybe this timeFor the first timeLove won't hurry awayHe will hold me fastI'll be home at lastNot a loser anymoreLike the last timeAnd the time...
Posted by Paradoxx (evil, right down to her maryjanes) on Fri, 01 Sep 2006 08:49:00 PST

wow

Things are really great rtight now. I dunno how to explain it - I guess, the easiest words would be everything is going exactly how it's supposed to. Woot.
Posted by Paradoxx (evil, right down to her maryjanes) on Thu, 31 Aug 2006 05:10:00 PST

things that are going on with doxx

Maybe I should write in my myspace blog more. It's a good way to let people know whats going on - oh except I'm always really vague. I hope my camp friends come over tonight. I don't want to go from ...
Posted by Paradoxx (evil, right down to her maryjanes) on Sat, 19 Aug 2006 12:14:00 PST