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IM 24 YEARS OLD HISPANIC WHO'S LIVED IN STOCKTON HIS WHOLE LIFE.GROWING UP MY LIFE WAS A PURE SHIT HOLE MY PARENTS BROKE UP WHEN I WAS 9 AND I GREW UP AROUND DRUGS AND GANGS,VIOLENCE,DRUG ATTICS BUT.... I DID HAVE ONE PERSON THAT LOVED THE SHIT OUT OF ME AND TOOK CARE OF ME WHILE I GREW UP.SHE WENT THROUGH ALOT MORE THEN ANYONE ELSE I KNEW.SHE DIDNT EVEN HAVE THE MONEY BUT SHE DID HER BEST.BUT THAT AINT ALL THAT AINT EVEN 1 PERCENT OF THE SHIT I SEEN AND DONE AND IF U WANNA KNOW WHAT ELSE THERE IS ABOUT MY PAST THEN U WILL HAVE TO ASK CUS I WOULD END UP MAKING A BOOK IF I TOLD IT ALL.BUT KNOW I CONTROL WHAT HAPPENS FROM HERE ON OUT.BUT THERE IS ONE THING I HAVE NO FUCKIN CONTROL OF AND THATS MY SONS SICKNESS GRRRRRR IT MAKES ME SO FUCKIN MAD KNOWING THAT I CAN PROTECT HIM FROM ANY HARM BUT THIS CANCER.IT JUST MAKES ME SO FUCKIN MAD AND I FEEL SO WEAK ABOUT IT.BUT HE'S BEEN GETTING BETTER THESE LAST 4 WEEKS HAVE BEEN HEAVEN FOR ME AND MY WIFE CUS HE'S BEEN ACTING HIS OLD SELF.LAUGHING,PLAYING.TALKING,LOL EVEN GOING TOE TO TOE WITH ME.I ALSO GOT A PROMOTION AT WORK LAST WEEK SO ALOT OF THINGS...GOOD THINGS HAVE BEEN HAPPING THESE LAST 4 WEEKS.BUT THE REAL BATTLE BEGINS AT THE END OF AUGUST.THATS WHEN MY SON GETS HIS BONE MERROW TRANSPLANT THATS WHEN IM GOING TO VANISH FOR A FEW MONTHS TO BE WITH HIM UP IN OAKLAND.LIKE I SAID FOR THOSE OF U THAT WANNA KNOW MORE HIT ME UP.