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About Me


My name's Rian.
[rye-en. not ree-anne.]
Hmm. Things of importance in no particular order. My workplace is comparable to an asylum, & I wouldn't have it any other way. I'm a psych major whose "semester off" turned into a 4-year hiatus. I'll have you pegged within minutes of meeting you & I'll never need a degree to spot a fake from miles away. Don't bullshit me or think your psychosis is in a category all it's own & it somehow makes you special...I'm really over whack jobs & the weight they have on this earth. I don't need a big rack or a perfect ass - my mother gave me enough personality, sense of humor, intelligence, & self-respect to hold my own & it thankfully paid off. Respect & reciprocation are pretty big in my book & I won't entertain the company of those who lack it. Sarcasm is as big of a staple in my life as food, water & shelter. I try taking as little as I can too seriously but being opinionated and hard-headed is deeper rooted than my new-found sense of fuck-all. I'm really into starting artistic endeavors I most likely will never finish in my natural lifetime...I should have a doctorate in procrastination. The little girl kick boxing my internal organs has given me a purpose in life beyond all comprehension - I already love her with everything I have in me; as anxious as I am to meet her, to hold her, and to love her, I already know she'll be well worth the wait. I have all of two family members - my mom & brother are my absolute world. My boyfriend and the endless, countless number of ways he's amazed me every day of the past 5 years have literally given life reason, meaning, & purpose; I'd be nothing & nowhere without him at my side. If I left anything out and it's of utter importance, feel free to message me.
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If there was a better way to go, then it would find me.
I can't help it, the road just rolls out behind me.
Be kind to me, or treat me mean.
I'll make the most of it, I'm an extraordinary machine
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My Interests

shark week on discovery channel and stealth shooter video games. i have life-long fascinations with batman, johnny cash, pb&j, zombies, asian-inspired tattoos, and metal.

and this boy.
after 5 years, he's still my best friend.

I'd like to meet:


They're all dead.

Music:

Always:
-Zeppelin
-The Beatles
-Tool
-Nine Inch Nails
-Radiohead
-Bjork
-RATM
-Johnny Cash
-Incubus

Currently:
Metallica - Death Magnetic (and it's surprisingly good!)

Movies:

-American Psycho
-Batman
-Se7en
-Lock, Stock & Two Smoking Barrels
-Lost Boys
-Caddyshack

Television:

-Weeds
-Dexter
-The Riche$
-Clean House!

Outside of that, I hate TV.

Books:

The Bell Jar
Malcolm X
Oh, The Places You'll Go!
The Motorcycle Diaries

Heroes:

Most of my heroes don't appear on no stamps.

Bill Hicks.
RIP.

My Blog

Further proof that Sarah Palin is out of her mind.

A Kenyan witch-doctor blessed Governor Palin prior to her winning the election for office in Alaska by way of exorcism so that she could have "better luck" in the race.     If you're capa...
Posted by Rian :] on Mon, 06 Oct 2008 07:49:00 PST

Tessie.

From this moment forward, the only thing I can ever hope to do is become half the mother and human being you were.  no more anger, no more resentment.  you not being here by my side for this...
Posted by Rian :] on Tue, 01 Jul 2008 06:21:00 PST

to the little person inside me.

i promise you you'll have everything you want and need.  i cannot wait to see your face and kiss your nose and hold you.  i've dreamt about you for so long; what you'd look like, how much yo...
Posted by Rian :] on Sun, 11 May 2008 11:57:00 PST