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Stef ♠♣♥

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About Me

****ATTENTION!!! SITE ALWAYS UNDER CONSTRUCTION***LOL
ME:
SOME DAYS I'M LUCY...SOME DAYS I'M CHARLIE BROWN...
FUNNIES:
MOO-SHOE PORK... ;-)
WHEN ANIMALS ATTACK!!
"BLONDE" CHICKENS...wait...ROOSTERS?...lol...
SERIOUSNESS:
EXPRESSION:
Words are my savior
My reason for being
Breath, pulse, saltwater tears
Subject, predicate, noun, verb
My lifeblood is on the screen;
The faded letters on my keyboard,
the smooth spot on the space bar
where my thumb rests waiting
for that pause in the sentence,
that comma, that one hesitation
until the next word,
strings together
my world.
Paper in notebooks where is scrawled upon
my life in messy cursive connections
Small notes into long paragraphs, lists,
Leaking ink all over the faded lines,
permanently telling my story in jibs and jabs.
I cannot live without this expression.
I write it out, speak it out, yell,
hear me out...
My dreams, my angst, my carnal desires
in circles, squares, rectangles
kinetic energy that make no sense
until read in hindsight.
This is who I am.
But often in the waking hours
of the morning after I find that the
night before...
I should have written in pencil.
*(C)2007 SAE
MY THREE WORDS (photo by me):
"...you make me happy," he said in the Starbucks parking lot with caffeinated drivers zipping cars around us. Four insignificant words that when put together stopped the world spinning. "You make me happy."
That's all I needed to hear. - SAE
"Love means sticking around until the very end. You take care of each other. You don't give up; you fight for it until you win or you are utterly defeated. But you do NOT walk away from it." - SAE
AND...
EQUALS(=)
HIM-----
MY OTHER LOVE =
ARCHAEOLOGY:
~~PROOF THAT TRUE LOVE EXISTS AND THE MOST SIGNIFICANT ARCHAEOLOGICAL FIND SINCE KING TUT'S TOMB~~
MY DESTINY = POMPEII: no other story or place means more to me in my life. And I'm not the only one - SIGH...tourists! ;)(lol):
Some other cool pics from my favorite place (unfortunately NOT taken by me):
THE FORUM
THE MARINA
THE THEATRE
TOP OF THE AMPHITHEATRE SEATS
VESUVIUS IN THE DISTANCE
AMPHITHEATRE FLOOR WHERE GLADIATORS FOUGHT
CASSIA'S SATYR
RAINSTORM ON THE RUINS
ANCIENT GARDEN
A STAIRWAY TO HEAVEN - LITERALLY
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QUOTES QUOTES QUOTES:
"What I say, what I think, what I put down in ink, I'm only trying to find a way to understand. And I mean no harm, I'm just searching for calm in the storm of mankind." - David Gray
"Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it without knowing what's going to happen next. Delicious ambiguity." - Gilda Radner
"A soul in tension that's learning to fly, condition grounded but determined to try. Can't keep my eyes from the circling skies. Tongue-tied and twisted just an earthbound misfit, I." - P Floyd
"You can't take the cake out of the oven until it is ready." - Bunson
"Only YOU can prevent forest fires." - Smokey the Bear
"History teaches us that there are no people born ahead of their times. There are only visionaries, and there are circumstances. Everything else is hindsight." - Charles Pellegrino
"God does not play dice." - Einstein
"I don't believe in Beatles. I just believe in me." - Lennon
"You may think it's a rarity, but it's the only way of life I see." - Wesley Cook
"In between the moon and you, angels get a better view of the crumbling difference between wrong and right. And I walk in the air, between the rain, through myself and back again to where? I don't know..."- Adam Duritz
"Fact is only what you believe; and fact and fiction work as a team..." - Jack Johnson
"There are more things in heaven and earth, Horatio, than are dreamt of in your philosophies."-Shakespeare
"Happy are they whom the gods have allowed to do something worth writing about or to write something worth reading, and the happiest of all, in my opinion, are those who have done both." - Pliny the Younger
"And in the end, the love you take is equal to the love you make." - Lennon/McCartney

My Interests

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I'd like to meet:



"...the only people for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time, the ones who never yawn or say a commonplace thing, but burn, burn, burn like the fabulous yellow roman candles exploding like spiders across the stars and in the middle you see the blue centerlight pop and everybody goes 'Awwww!'"
Yeah, Jack... yeah...exactly...

Dead people I would love to go back in time to meet (to list a few): Lennon, Kerouac, Plath, Marley, Kennedy, RFK, Lincoln, Frost, Queen Elizabeth I, William Wallace, Julia Felix, and Pliny the Elder...
If you get to know me, you'll understand exactly why...

AND REMEMBER:

THANK YOU FOR YOUR COOPERATION

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My Blog

Divine Inspiration

Intro: This is a pimpage.  As most anyone knows about a year ago I finally took the big step and admitted publicly that I am a writer.  Now while this is not an AA meeting, it was hard for m...
Posted by Stef ♠♣♥ on Wed, 14 May 2008 07:49:00 PST

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! Tension breaker...

...had to be done. Between workload, personal-load, and shitloads of everything else, I am stressed beyond capacity and I can't stop my vocal chords from sounding like I'm going to cry any moment if ...
Posted by Stef ♠♣♥ on Thu, 24 Apr 2008 06:55:00 PST

To Purge A Ghost That Wont Stop Haunting...

I found something last night amongst old papers that I thought I'd purged a loooong time ago (with everything else I'd purged that September of 2006).  It was a small, itty-bitty memo book that I...
Posted by Stef ♠♣♥ on Tue, 22 Apr 2008 09:56:00 PST

A Poet From My Generation - My Reconnection

It is late and I have a LOT of stuff to catch everyone up on but...it's late and I need to sleep.  So I thought I'd post a quickie cuz I found something I have to share.  Once upon a time I...
Posted by Stef ♠♣♥ on Wed, 16 Apr 2008 10:42:00 PST

"Leap"

[Forgive the girlie passage below - I am currently high on cold medicine and feeling positive so thought I’d sprinkle a little sugar for once.  It’s been awhile since I put my friends...
Posted by Stef ♠♣♥ on Thu, 10 Apr 2008 09:12:00 PST

"Bus Stop" - a free write

Bus Stop She stood with her head down, staring at her feet.  The rain fell in spurts, a variety of drops, small, large, jumbo.  The jumbo drops seemed to be the ones hitting her head, coveri...
Posted by Stef ♠♣♥ on Tue, 08 Apr 2008 09:18:00 PST

Thoughts From A Clogged Head...a mini blog =P

They should make a category called: "Thoughts" Better yet, they should make a category called "Things That Suck" too.  Yeah, can someone call Tom today before they bring down the blogs tonight ...
Posted by Stef ♠♣♥ on Thu, 03 Apr 2008 10:56:00 PST

Yeah... this one definitely applies...

I have a recent interest, hm, obsession almost, with facing my fears and living life to the fullest to spite them.  There are some reasons for my Eureka! moment but I’ve always loved t...
Posted by Stef ♠♣♥ on Sat, 29 Mar 2008 04:49:00 PST

When A Good Jellybean Goes Bad...

I need a well deserved break from the workday so here I am. What’s on my mind?  Well....work lol I am, apparently, a Jack - er, Jill - of all trades.  Like many of us in this work...
Posted by Stef ♠♣♥ on Wed, 26 Mar 2008 02:08:00 PST

Writers Block Leads To This...

I am suffering from severe writer’s block at the moment.  Sometimes I re-read old poems or stories to try and capture that muse when she is being wiley and hiding.  ...
Posted by Stef ♠♣♥ on Mon, 24 Mar 2008 02:18:00 PST