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ContradictionAmI

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About Me


argh...can I save this for later?...for the friends who come find me on this name vs. my first on myspace...you already know who I am...for the others...can I get back to you?

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My Interests

film...getting this script done and not staying up all night...full moons...mist in the morning...thunder storms & lightening...going somewhere with no computers, no phones & my man...rain, rain and more rain...

I'd like to meet:

Truly...I like to meet anyone and everyone...I'm enlightened by it all...smallest child...oldest soul...sometimes they go together.............WORDS I LIKE: disown............my path lies with thorns... in a sea of disbelief... and tides of uncertainty... where hypocrites preach... of integrity.........i the misfit... that didn't conform... i an outcast of... a world i disown...... ranni...................There are those who can see... But choose to remain blind... There are those who can hear... But choose to remain deaf... And then there are those... who want to live... who cry for help... But since we are blind... And we don't hear............They are forgotten....Ranni...

Music:

I copied my other blog over...so it's all in there...well...no, it's not, is it?...there's no way to put all that we are compelled to listen to in one place...currently Beck is on...did have in some Rufus Wainwright...prior to that...a little Ella, Aretha, Ernestine Anderson, & B.B.,...HEM, The Cure, Budha Bar series,...can I come back to this? Oh wait - I love Abra Moore's music...she's amazing and I'm blessed to have one of her songs in my film. P.S. Sorry Abra - I didn't get to our show in time...Memphis was a long way from L.A. when you're in a 90 foot RVThese two music videos are for my son Sammy...so that he can watch them EVERYDAY! :)GORILLAZ LYRICS"Feel Good Inc."Hahahahahahahahaha, Feel good, Feel good, Feel good, Feel good, Feel good, Feel good, Feel good, Feel good, Feel good.........City's breaking down on a camel's back. They just have to go 'cause they don't know wack So all you fill the streets it's appealing to see You wont get out the county, 'cos you're bad and free You've got a new horizon It's ephemeral style. A melancholy town where we never smile. And all I wanna hear is the message beep. My dreams, they've got to kiss, because I don't get sleep, no..Windmill, Windmill for the land. Turn forever hand in hand Take it all in on your stride It is sinking, falling down Love forever love is free Let's turn forever you and me Windmill, windmill for the land Is everybody in?Laughing gas these hazmats, fast cats, Lining them up-a like ass cracks, Lay these ponies at the track Its my chocolate attack. Shit, I'm stepping in the heart of this here Care bear bumping in the heart of this here Watch me as I gravitate Hahahahahahaa. Yo, we gonna go ghost town, This motown, With yo sound You're in the place You gonna bite the dust Can't fight with us With yo sound You kill the INC. So don't stop, get it, get it Until you're Jet Ahead. Yo, watch the way I navigate HahahahahhaaFeel good, AHHHHahahahah [x4]Windmill, Windmill for the land. Turn forever hand in hand Take it all in on your stride It is sinking, falling down Love forever love is free Let's turn forever you and me Windmill, windmill for the land Is everybody in?Don't stop, get it, get it We are your captains in it Steady, Watch me navigate, Ahahahahahhaa. Don't stop, get it, get it We are your captains in it Steady, watch me navigate Ahahahahahhaa.Feel good, AHHHHahahahaha Feel good, Feel good, AHHHHahahahaha Feel good....

JOHN FARNHAM lyrics

Movies:

Again - blog from another time, another place...another MySpace name...I love foreign films - Kurosawa - most especially "Dreams" ... great short films ... I like Fellini's "La Strada" ... Godard's "Breathless" ... however, I don't take enough time these days to indulge in foreign film as much as I would like ... a little too much multitasking ... "Who's Afraid of Virginia Woolf" ... most black and white films ... can I come back to this too? Wait...thanks to Lauren's suggestion...or was it Mahlea's?? "May" ... guilty pleasure ... offbeat. Also, another Sundance film I loved - "Donnie Darko"....

Television:

I mostly have on either the classics (Turner channel - no commercials) or Tivo'd episodes of Law & Order ... it's how I go to sleep if I'm not absorbed in a good book...Oh yeah...absolutely obsessed with "Rescue Me" ... it never fails to surprise me.

Books:

"In the Half Light" ... absolute fave of the last two years... "More, Now, Again" by Elizabeth Wurtzel the author of "Prozac Nation" and "Bitch:In Praise of Difficult Women" ... I'm currently reading "Constantine's Sword" by James Carroll - Carroll, a Catholic, writes this book about the Church's battle against Judaism. I think it is an engaging read but can't speak further than that as I have only read the first 5 or so chapters (having temporarily lost it at the car wash), ... I pretty much enjoy reading anything - regardless of whether the writer agrees with my sensibilities or not - I read to be entertained as well as provoked and inspired.

Heroes:

Again - blogville please...Although my heroes could fill the computer, some are very personal and some are shared by the majority of human beings. I prefer to just state - as I have in my blog - that it's anyone who makes the choice - sometimes difficult choice - of putting one foot on the floor in the morning and then the other...those who,despite their trepidations or misgivings, just do it and get it done."We must learn to reawaken and keep ourselves awake . . . by an infinite expectation of the dawn, which does not forsake us in our soundest sleep. I know of no more encouraging fact than the unquestionable ability of man to elevate his life by a conscious endeavor."- Henry David Thoreau, "Walden, from “Where I Lived, and What I Lived For”"

My Blog

Mahlea's wedding...sangria & goat cheese dip recipes

The wedding was lovely and the bride and groom were gorgeous as could be expected....As promised to the several who asked...I'm blogging the two recipes which were requested again and again tonight ;)...
Posted by ContradictionAmI on Sun, 29 Jul 2007 01:22:00 PST

Photos from film

If you want to see photos from the film....go to our actual film MySpace page:  http://www.myspace.com/wendycooperporcelli  
Posted by ContradictionAmI on Thu, 05 Apr 2007 12:07:00 PST

Biggest Pet Peeves

People who choose to remain ignorant.  People who wear dark glasses indoors.  People who don't go to the dentist ... People who talk during movies (and those who don't stay for the closing c...
Posted by ContradictionAmI on Mon, 04 Sep 2006 05:23:00 PST

Favorite Music

Robbie Robertson ... I'm done ... that's enough said ...okay, if you insist, I will continue ... I'll admit I'm a Stones' fan and Aerosmith .. all those bad boys that I wasn't supposed to listen ...
Posted by ContradictionAmI on Mon, 04 Sep 2006 05:19:00 PST

Birthday

It's my birthday and I have no desire to be sad.  Why do so many women feel that way?  A friend of mine cried last week because she was turning 45.  I don't get it - she's smart, c...
Posted by ContradictionAmI on Mon, 04 Sep 2006 05:10:00 PST

Favorite Books

As said, anything by Jon Krakauer ("Under the Banner of Heaven" and "Into Thin Air" being my favorites) anything by Julia Cameron (especially her recent bio ... I had no idea to the extent she underst...
Posted by ContradictionAmI on Mon, 04 Sep 2006 05:06:00 PST

Goals

The mothering thing ... yes, it comes up again ... lets just say from now on that that goes without saying ... raising this bad chocolate lab of mine for another year without strangling His Royal Swee...
Posted by ContradictionAmI on Mon, 04 Sep 2006 05:02:00 PST

Favorite Pastimes

Hmmm, other than being with the big B to the little H? cooking, mothering, writing, reading newspapers, drinking coffee with my man on a rainy Sunday morning and then watching old black and white film...
Posted by ContradictionAmI on Mon, 04 Sep 2006 04:56:00 PST

Biggest Accomplishments

Biggest Accomplishments: Ummm...can I say the kid thing?  Opening my eyes and getting out of bed this morning.  Learning ... okay, never mind.  Mastering crispy pancakes.  Working ...
Posted by ContradictionAmI on Mon, 04 Sep 2006 04:52:00 PST

Biggest Mistakes

Must I mention those accidents by name?  You give a little piece of yourself away each time ... you never get it back.  They are - with one exception - each regrets.  My regrets...my ba...
Posted by ContradictionAmI on Mon, 04 Sep 2006 04:48:00 PST