Why am I not happy? Today of all days.... |
So I'm in VA Beach about to nap because of a long over night drive. I should be more excited to be here :( Nicole's with me but I still feel a bit lonely....I know why, I just don't want to admit it....
Posted by (Sharla) It hurts 2day but will hurt less 2morrow on Fri, 23 May 2008 08:04:00 PST |
It all fell apart |
Well it's over. It's done. It's through and it HURTS! I don't want to rehash too much of it but here are a few thoughts on what happened.
1. I was into him more than he was into me.
2. He was insecur...
Posted by (Sharla) It hurts 2day but will hurt less 2morrow on Thu, 22 May 2008 09:53:00 PST |
The Issues |
Am I a hard person to get a long with? I don't think so. I think I strive for happiness and unfortunately that leads to negaitve behaviours. How do I explain that? Hmmm... I just think that some of t...
Posted by (Sharla) It hurts 2day but will hurt less 2morrow on Sun, 04 May 2008 10:51:00 PST |
American Boy.... |
Dating, arrggghhhh!!!
Why is being single so rough? WOW! I don't remeber things being ike this before. I guess the difference is now I am actually focusing ALL of my attention on one person. I've...
Posted by (Sharla) It hurts 2day but will hurt less 2morrow on Mon, 14 Apr 2008 03:37:00 PST |
Rough Week |
Well, I had a pretty rough week. I am moving two floors up to a new space and the move has been exhausting. Carting all of my personal belongings, all my personel files, travel stuff etc was alot. Wor...
Posted by (Sharla) It hurts 2day but will hurt less 2morrow on Fri, 11 Apr 2008 03:52:00 PST |
I should be asleep but.... |
I'm not sleeping. Arrrrghhh I am so frustrated right now. I want my own space. It's hard not having your own, and after living on my own for the better part 7 yearsI don't want to go back to living un...
Posted by (Sharla) It hurts 2day but will hurt less 2morrow on Wed, 09 Apr 2008 08:58:00 PST |
Feelings.... nothing more than feelings..... |
I am writing! Wow! Not just here. I am writing again. Seriously! I didn’t really realise it, but I am. I picked up an old notebook and penned a few pages of prose. It was not a thought...
Posted by (Sharla) It hurts 2day but will hurt less 2morrow on Thu, 27 Mar 2008 10:20:00 PST |
Update: My Life |
It’s been a while since I have been on here to post anything. Got all caught up in the Facebook thing, but I felt better when writing my blogs here. It was my opportunity to free myself of thoug...
Posted by (Sharla) It hurts 2day but will hurt less 2morrow on Mon, 24 Mar 2008 03:30:00 PST |
The move |
Well as you know I am in the process of moving back to NY. I am really excited about being closer to my family and friends and my support system... ONCE I MOVE OUT! Right now I hate it.
I am sure tha...
Posted by (Sharla) It hurts 2day but will hurt less 2morrow on Mon, 16 Jul 2007 05:08:00 PST |
Constantinie |
Forced to put pen to paper
I begin Again.
Back to that dark place
That place I see in my dreams that I try to escape.
Pulled under again by the lack of emotion
The incessant plague of man's hurt and t...
Posted by (Sharla) It hurts 2day but will hurt less 2morrow on Wed, 23 May 2007 09:37:00 PST |
