I try to be as straight forward as possible...I expect people to do the same for me. I appreciate the finer things in life, but there should be substance to what someone has to say to me...I don't waste my time with the typical day to day shit. I work at a restaurant where people boss me around all day, I don't want to get off work just to hear more meaningless babble. Do me a favor, be interesting. Some say I'm a bitch. I agree...sort of. I care about my friends and my family. I'm kind to those I love. I just had a very close friend break my heart, and she and I no longer speak. I find it very sad, but somehow it must be for the best. To you-I will always love you. This was your decision. Music is my life. It has a way of influencing one in such a way that other things cannot begin to touch. I hate ordinary. I will respect and trust as long as I am given the opportunity...but am very quick to tell you to fuck off if crossed. Some believe that there is only one true love of your life--I believe otherwise. Once you have fallen, and gotten your heart broken, it becomes easier to find lust, yet harder to find love...you become picky, selfish, lonely, bitter,...(you fill in the rest) That doesn't rule out the option of finding a love greater than the one prior. As you may have picked up, I'm in love with the idea of love. All I ask is that I find someone that will allow me to love as I wish, and will love me the same in return. I'm an honest person. I have a huge heart. My mother is my world. I have never met a kinder heart than hers. She is never selfish, always willing to listen, no matter the situation, no matter who you are, and never judges. Nobody is perfect, no matter how much money your daddy has, or how you were raised..or sheltered.. Social status does not make up a friendship. Live and let yourself love. Life is much too short to hold grudges and be so negative all the time. Enjoy being you and all you have to offer...the rest will fall into place.
