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♪World War Z.♪

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About Me


"I wish you could see what I see..
I wish you could walk through my mind for a day
so someone can let me know if i'm crazy..
I just wish you could dream this reality the way I do..
see the mistakes for the itricacy and reflect on the confusion..
I wish you could walk in my stride and wonder
if the ground was falling out from under you,
or if you were rising above it..."
listen The band I'm blessed to be in here...
find whats left of me here...
My name is Zechariah , and I could honestly sleep my life away and be happy...maybe that's the only way I could be? I LOVE to sleep..but anywayyy, I was born Feb 26 in 1987, and I'm from a small city in PA called Hazleton that's pretty much in the middle of nowhere. I'm an asthmatic, rediculously shy but friendly person, and I'll talk to absolutly anyone willing to give me a chance to, though i don;t talk so much anymore... I have my right eyebrow pierced 2x, my left nostril 1x, my monroe, and my lip pierced 2x. I have a tattoo around my right wrist of butterflies and music notes which means alot to me...if you want to know the meaning just ask...likewise with the one I have on my right shouldr of a geisha holding a broken mirror. I also have a tattoo of black and grey flames going up my left arm with musical symbols around my wrist, and I have tattoos of 4 black butterflies on each of my hipbones. My two loves in life are MUSIC and STRIVING TO HELP OTHERS and with out either of those, I don't believe that I'd be around.. I tend to be a quiet person but I'll speak my mind if I see fit and I will fight for what I believe until the end of everything.. I love helping people and deep conversation. I really enjoy listening what people have to say, their views, opinions, feelings, problems, concerns, etc.....whatever the case, I'm ALWAYS willing to listen and I'm always willing to try to help out if someone is going through a bad time.. I'm really open to new ideas, new people, new everything and I'm always looking to have fun. I guess as far as education is concerned, I am an open book and I'm always looking to learn something new(though i'm mostly found daydreaming or in a daze 24/7). I hate stereotypes, I hate labels, and I feel that I'm still finding myself.. I feel that everyone has their own potential and personality and their own mind capable of embracing anything at anytime... and I feel people shouldn't be confined to any specific genre..I don't want to be different, I just be me and follow my heart. I tend to end up embracing and likeing things I once hated, and visa versa..times change and so do I. I am who I am, no more...no less. Closed minded people can piss right off =P and I loath racism. Spiders creep me out but they've grown on me..just like most things seem to eventually. Cat's are the best animals for sure. I hate staying in one place for a long period of time and I like road trips. I'd live on the road if I could(preferrably on tour). Once you get to know me I'll bend over backwards for you if you need me, and I try to be as up front, honest, and as loyal as possible. Honestly, I hardly eat anymore(though I always try)but beyond that... I am a vegitarian except for sea food and SUSHI because thanks to my friend Cappy, It's my all time favorite food everrr! I compulsively brush my teeth and I am extremely indecisive. I love to mosh and I love all art mediums and expression. I LOVE TATTOOS AND PIERCINGS, AND GETTING THEM. I tend to scream random things and I also fancy climbing onto my neighbor's roof at the ass crack of dawn..ballz naked, except for my indian headdress and snorkel of course...then I just pretend that I'm swimming in slow motion underwater until the fire department has to get me down. Not really but lol =D (I hope that got a smile out of you)..ummm I guess you can say I'm a hopeless romantic...or maybe a bitch as most guys see it but ehhh, whatever. I think for the most part I'm too sensitive, and I seem to take "trivial" things to heart more than I should. I'm mostly a pessimist and the only person I truely hate is myself..o and one other lowlife scum that I would probable kill given the chance..grrrnesss...but anyway, It's not that I'm ungrateful for what I've been given in life(AT ALL!), however I always feel that I can better myself or what I'm doing...I guess you could say I'm always reaching for something higher because I'm never satisfied nor have confidence in what I do. But regardless, I appreciate everything and everyone I'm blessed enough to have in my life to the fullest and and most sincere extent. My self esteem is sad to say..non-existant anymore or whatever, and I'm EXTREMELY self conscious. I don't like mirrors, and I'm always sick. When I'm not sick I'm usually convinced that I am because I'm a hypocondriac...(WoW do I suck at life lol) Its hard for me to eat alot and I usually tend to forget to or just dont care enough to (hence skinnyness)...but I'm working on it. I'm sic of being unhealthy. For the most part I'm an insomniac. I DO BELIEVE IN GOD with all my heart, however I do not follow any particular religion or denomination.I think of it more in terms of a higher power than a particular "God". I'm following both of my dreams which are becomming a piercer/tattoo artist, and my aspiration to become a hXc vocalist for a band, and to help people through music the way it helps me and gets me through alot of rough times. I'm currently blessed enough to have become a Piercing Apprentice at MARC'S TATTOOING and for that I couldn't be more ecstatic, humbled and greatful. I really love and appreciate anyone who has ever given me a chance.
If I tell you I love you, whether you be a friend, family, or an intimate relationship, just know that I mean it with all my heart. I feel not so good anymore really, blehh i dunno umm...
Chances are, you know me and you see me...but you don't know me...all there is...is distance.

My Interests





YOU'RE NEVER ALONE. If you're out there and hurting, hopefully you'll find what you're looking for here...
Substance Abuse

http://www.addiction-rehabilitation.com/
http://story.news.yahoo.com/news?tmpl=story&u=/hsn/20040 319/hl_hsn/teenagealcoholabuse
http://www.nlm.nih.gov/medlineplus/substanceabuse.html
http://alcoholism.about.com/
http://www.alternative2rehab.com/
http://www.helpaddicts.com/?source=Overture
http://www.findtreatment.samhsa.gov/
http://www.samhsa.gov/centers/csat2002/csat_frame.html
http://www.aacap.org/publications/factsfam/subabuse.htm
http://skepdic.com/sat.html
http://www.alcoholics-anonymous.org/

Suicide

http://www.metanoia.org/suicide/
http://www.save.org/
http://www.suicidology.org/
http://www.cdc.gov/ncipc/factsheets/suifacts.htm
http://www.psycom.net/depression.central.suicide.html
http://www.spanusa.org/
http://www.suicideinfo.ca/
http://www.nimh.nih.gov/publicat/depsuicidemenu.cfm
http://www.mentalhealth.org/suicideprevention/

Depression

http://www.depression.com/
http://www.nimh.nih.gov/publicat/depression.cfm
http://www.depressionalliance.org/
http://www.depression-screening.com/
http://www.nlm.nih.gov/medlineplus/depression.html
http://www.psychologyinfo.com/depression/
http://mentalhelp.net/poc/center_index.php?id=5

Manic Depression

http://www.mdf.org.uk/
http://www.psycom.net/depression.central.bipolar.html
http://www.ndmda.org/
http://www.sane.org.uk/About_Mental_Illness/Depression.htm

Mental Illness

http://www.nmha.org/
http://www.mentalhealth.org/
http://www.min-ucc.org/
http://www.miepvideos.org/
http://www.nimh.nih.gov/
http://www.nlm.nih.gov/medlineplus/mentalhealth.html
http://www.mentalhealthscreening.org/

Eating Disorders

http://www.raderprograms.com/overtureindex.htm
http://www.something-fishy.org/
http://www.edauk.com/
http://www.nlm.nih.gov/medlineplus/eatingdisorders.html
http://www.nimh.nih.gov/publicat/eatingdisorder.cfm
http://www.bulimia.com/
http://www.edreferral.com/
http://www.caringonline.com/
http://www.eating.ucdavis.edu/
http://www.eating.ucdavis.edu/
http://www.bulimia.com/

Self Mutilation

http://www.kolobcanyon../
http://www.cyc-net.org/reference/refs-self-mutilation.html
http://www.focusas.com/SelfInjury.html
http://www.palace.net/~llama/psych/injury.html
http://www.ehendrick.com/healthy/002170.htm
http://www.healthyplace.com/Communities/Eating_Disorders/pea celovehope/mutilation.html
http://www.suite101.com/subjectheadings/contents.cfm/13795
http://www.safe-alternatives.com/

Rape Counceling

http://www.rainn.org/
http://www.hopeforhealing.org/
http://www.mencanstoprape.org/
http://www.pbs.org/kued/nosafeplace/
http://www.nlm.nih.gov/medlineplus/rape.html
http://www.lacaaw.org/
http://www.rape101.com/
http://survive.org.uk/
http://www.soar99.org/
http://www.speakout.org.za/
http://www.truthaboutrape.co.uk/
http://teenadvice.about.com/cs/daterape/
http://www.vachss.com/help_text/date_rape.html
http://www.geocities.com/Wellesley/4350/
http://128.121.17.146/cms-upload/ncpc/files/daterape.pdf

Date Rape

http://abcnews.go.com/sections/scitech/DailyNews/daterape_de tection021006.html
http://www.scarleteen.com/crisis/drug_report.html
http://www.edc.org/hec/drugs/club-drugs.html

Abuse Counseling

http://www.dacc.net/
http://www.actabuse.com/dvindex.html
http://www.silcom.com/~paladin/madv/dvagencies.html

Birth Conrol

http://www.nlm.nih.gov/medlineplus/birthcontrol.html
http://www.plannedparenthood.org/
http://www.birth-control-options.com/
http://www.4woman.gov/faq/birthcont.htm

Abortion

http://www.abortionfacts.com/
http://www.policyalmanac.org/culture/abortion.shtml
http://www.prochoice.org/
http://www.roevwade.org/
http://www.gynpages.com/
http://www.prochoiceamerica.org/

Often in life...there are many hardships in which we have to endure. Whatever the case, please never feel as though all of your options have run out, and please never leave us behind. People DO care and there are always ears open. Please know that you're not alone in this fight. We are allpart of this big picture united in our times of strife and sadness. BELOW are some links to sites that can help with a vast amount of topics ranging from substance abuse, depression, suicide etc...You are not alone, and there are most deffinantly people out there that care. We stand arm in arm...please don't give up..dont leave us behind..

I'd like to meet:

Everyone truly inspires or influences in some way

I'd love to meet everyone, and anyone willing to meet me that has an open mind, and a genuine heart. Musicians, poets, artists, liberals, people of all races, orientations, religions, and classifications.
I also would love to meet...Trent Reznor, Dir En Grey, Kurt Cobain(I know I can't but..~sighs~) Lacey Mosley, Spencer and the rest of UnderØath, Bear Grylls, Jonathan Davis, Chester Bennington, Edgar Allen Poe & Salvador Dali(I know I know), Johnny Depp, Hunter S. Thompson...and I don't know, just anyone in general that will give me a chance honestly...

Mi FAMILIA
(in NO particular order so chill!!

Music:




MOST RECENT ALBUMS

Heroine
Go west young man,let the evil go east
the Marrow of a bone
White Pony
On Letting Go
Define The Great Line
The Thirteenth Step
His Last Walk
Worse Than a Fairy tale
Saosin...

Movies:


STAY
The Crow
The Warriors
Requiem For A Dream
Children of Men
Reign Over Me
Memoirs of a Geisha
Dark Water
300
Silent Hill
Queen of the Damned
Spirited Away
The Fountain
CloverField
POTC 1-3
Clean
The Adams Family
Gus Van Sant's Last Days
Pulse
Waynes World I,II
Ace Ventura I,II
The Butterfly Effect
Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind
Constantine
The Shining
Walk The Line
Fight Club
Sid And Nancy
Gothika
The Breakfast Club
Stir Of Echoes
Kill Bill I,II
The Return
Fear And Loathing In Las Vegas
The Warriors
The Boondock Saints
Elizabethtown
Just like Heaven
Pirates of the Caribbean 1 & 2
The Jacket
Undiscovered
Army of Darkness
The Corpse Bride
The Devils Rejects
28 days
Girl Interrupted
Saw I,II,III,
Batman Begins
Batman 1-2
Street Fighter
Wicker Park
SE7EN
Raise Your Voice
One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest
Who Framed Roger Rabbit?
Mr. and Mrs. Smith
Dawn of the Dead
Day of the Dead
Night of the Living Dead
Shaun of the Dead
Land of the Dead
28 Days Later
Resident Evil Apocalypse
Halloween films
Friday the 13th films
A Nightmare on Elm Street films
Jason vs Freddy
Texas Chainsaw Massacre(original)
Ginger Snaps 2
Sleepy Hollow
A Clockwork Orange
Blow
Mostly all Johnny Depp Movies...and many..MANYYY more.

Television:


House
Man vs. Wild
Fight Quest
Survivorman

I LOVE ANIME.

ERGO PROXY
Death Note
Noien
Tactics
Blood+
Bleach
Witch Hunter Robin
Mushi-shi
Ghost in the Shell(stand alone complex)
Trinity Blood
Lain
Naruto

ATHF!!
The Venture Bros.
Robot Chicken
The Simpsons
Family Guy...

Books:

More Help LinksLinks Provided by
"To Write Love On Her Arms"
NATIONAL HOPELINE NETWORK (1-800-SUICIDE)
WWW.HOPELINE.COM
 The National Hopeline is a non-profit organization that fights suicide at the front lines. Their toll-free call line is available 24 hours a day, 7 days a week and links the caller to the nearest crisis hotline in their area. To date, they have received over 2 million calls from individuals struggling with thoughts of suicide.
TEEN CHALLENGE
WWW.TEENCHALLENGEUSA.COM
 Teen Challenge is a rehab program with locations in 70 different countries. "Teen Challenge endeavors to help people become mentally sound, emotionally balanced, socially adjusted, physically well, and spiritually alive." Many Teen Challenge centers offer treatment for free, and that is made possible through donations.
MERCY MINISTRIES
WWW.MERCYMINISTRIES.ORG
 Mercy is a non-profit organization for young women who face life-controlling issues. They provide residential programs free of charge designed to address the whole person: spiritual, physical and emotional. Mercy homes are located in the USA, Australia, and the UK. Construction is underway for Mercy's first home in Canada.
S.A.F.E. (Self-Abuse Finally Ends)
WWW.SELFINJURY.COM / 1-800-DONT-CUT
 "S.A.F.E. Alternatives is a nationally recognized treatment approach, professional network and educational resource base, which is committed to helping you and others achieve an end to self-injurious behavior."

Heroes:


My Grandmother
"STRAND KIDS"
My Friends
Single Mothers and Fathers
Those that manage to live their lives and keep a sincere smile on their face, despite their troubles
Factory workers that hate thier job but manage to keep their chins up in order to provide for their family
The everyday "Average Joe"
The most obscure "Black Sheep"
Teachers
The doctors and nurses who pull excrutiatingly extensive shifts in order to save lives
Those who do what others won't
Those who think they can't..yet they keep trying
Those who express themselves with devotion and unbridled passion for their muse..be it Music, poetry, writing, art...etc
The Underdog
People who genuinely care about the world around them, and those they share it with
The Bands I love, that stand where I dream of even tip-toeing
People that have gotten there
People that are still trying
Charities and their participants
The Red Cross and Peace Corpse
Those with a kind, sincere heart and an open mind
Those who fold under pressure, yet keep up the fight
Recovering drug addicts and those who have beaten addiction
People who were once homeless,whom now are not
People who are still homeless and still hoping
People who stick to what they believe in
Martyrs
those who can't take anymore...but keep on taking more..
And Every single one of you that took the time to read this. I truly appreciate and feel blessed to have everything I have, and whom I have in my life.As Far as I am concerned, you are all heros to me. I sincerely admire each and every one of you...I just dont know how you do it..

My Blog

Emotion sickness...

Never better...I dont't know what to do.. By "Silverchair" EMOTION SICKNESS (Daniel Johns) Erupt again ignore the pillAnd I won't let it showSacrifice the torturesOrchestral tear cash-flow Increase de...
Posted by jWorld War Z.j on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

When My Conversation Fails Me..(my thanx to you <3)

I felt I'd do this differentthan the previous beforeI feel I owe you somethingthat no one owes you more.As I look up to the lightingand catch a glimpse belowsoo many eyes upon mefrom the family that I...
Posted by jWorld War Z.j on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

wasted breath...

Awake and fighting sunrise..I spit on all thats medead ends down every pathwayno looking up to see.Can't stand how you perceive meno hope for who I amso hard for me to tell youcause you...
Posted by jWorld War Z.j on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

fuckk my assss........

its like 8:00...I slept for an hour and now i'm on here again...i dont know what's wrong with me.  I have this horrible feeling in my chest like..that feeling you get when you get excited, yet i'...
Posted by jWorld War Z.j on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Church Show.....THANK YOU ALL <3

Hey everyone, this is Zach from "Skye Is Falling" and I just want to thank ALL of the AMAZING and extremly talented bands that played lastnight and I want to personally thank each and every one of you...
Posted by jWorld War Z.j on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

UPON HOOKS....

UPON HOOKS...It's obvious to mesuch harm envoking flattercould stain the rays of whitewith ruthless crimson splatter.Not obvious to meto trust a stranger's toungewhen lacking lucid sightnot knowing wh...
Posted by jWorld War Z.j on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

it gets better only to hurt more than before....

I dont know whats wrong with me...I feel like i'm retarded or somthing. Like, just recently I met this girl that is truely incredible..like beyond any words I can type here...the first time her eyes l...
Posted by jWorld War Z.j on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

zolas show..i <3 you soo muchh ppl

Hi everybody...i just wanted to thank everyone who came out to the zolas show this past friday from the bottom of my heart because seriously...even though alot of ppl had to leave because of how late ...
Posted by jWorld War Z.j on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

MY HEART IS YOURS...THANK YOU ALL!!!!<3

Wow this is going to get emotional as fuck....but I just want to say that...tonight was the happiest i have ever been in my ENTIRE life and to go from feeling dead and worthless to alive again is just...
Posted by jWorld War Z.j on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

THANK YOU ALL!!!!!!!!!!

I just wanted to thank all of you that came out to the show because ...honestly...i'm soo grateful for all of you and believe me when i say...every glance, every comment , every second of your time we...
Posted by jWorld War Z.j on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST