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KIMBER my little ray of sunshine.I really have no idea where to begin with this boy. He really has turned my life completely around. I haven't known him long at all, but we've probably been through more shit than I've ever been through with anyone else. But in the end, it was all worth while. I am finally happy. and absolutely nothing will change that. I really have never been so happy. My life is practically perfect right now. I hope it can stay that way, too.

I know me and him haven't been together very long, but there's just something different about Luke. When he's around me, I feel like absolutely nothing can go wrong. and he really is the only guy that I've ever been actually nervous to see. He really does give me a feeling that I can't explain. I can't stop smiling when I'm with him. I really can't even begin to explain it all. The butterflies, the happiness, and everything else that comes along with it.

He really has no idea how much he means to me. and I have no way of proving it to him. Except to do all I can to keep him as happy as he keeps me. Which is on the edge of impossible.

I hate that he brings his self down so much. That's the only thing that really bothers me about him. because to me, he is perfect. He doesn't need to change anything about himself, as much as he thinks he does. I'm not gonna break up with you. I PINKY PROMISE. I would be completely stupid if I did. You are absolutely amazing. Every little thing about you is amazing. I wouldn't give you up for anything. I just want you to know that. So you should seriously stop being so harsh on yourself.

As most people know, I have HUGE commitment issues. But when it comes to Luke, I want to stay with him for as long as I can. because I really feel like me and him have something incredible. Something that actually lasts. I just hope he feels the same way.

OH, and just to let you know, don't bother wasting your breathe or my time to tell me what you think about me and him being together. because honestly, I couldn't care less what you or anyone else thinks. I really like him, and don't even begin to think YOU are gonna change that. so just fuck off if that's what you here to do :D

And especially about his age. I'm aware that he's only 14. lYk3 0# mY fR1Ck!nG g0D! I don't care. And either should you.

I think this pretty much concludes what I want to say about Luke. I'm not scared of commitment anymore, and I'm not scared of being hurt anymore. I'm ready for it all :D

I know I am far from the greatest girlfriend, and I know I do some pretty stupid things. But baby, I don't want you to ever think that I don't care about you, or anything like that. Eric is right, I treat you like shit. But I'm gonna do better. You really do mean everything to me. and I'm sorry I suck at proving it to you.

WE'RE GONNA LAST AND I WON'T LET ANYTHING CHANGE THAT.

IT DOESN'T GET BETTER THAN THIS!