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xkillxjoyx

you have no choice. today you will die...

About Me

I am a: asslicker, asskicker, cunt thief, singer/song writer for Decapitated Housewives...:wink:! fetish queen, sass-box chew toy, ultimate destroyer, professional mutherfucker, romper stomper, baller, shot caller, rough-neck hussy from da hood, tattooed/peirced honeypot, freak of nature, ANALyst, world traveler-China,Japan,Thailand,Costa Rica, Europe, N.America and beyond! as always, your worst nightmare...PS dont fuck wit me or I'll punch you in da mouff! I love: bikes, dogs, water with fish in it, conversion vans, loud shows, dancing naked, gogo boots and pleather, peanut butter smoothies, passionate conversations, anything abstract or obscure, blood n guts, boxing, extreme endurance challenges, scaling walls, walking thru fire, cutting/peircing flesh, severing heads, you know...all the shit your mother disapproves of. etc etc Free Horror layouts at SatanSpace.com
go check out bmezine.com iam:kadettexxx. I gotta whole shit ton more photos up that myspace wouldnt approve of.I dunno whats going on with where I'll be or what I'll be doing in months time, but it really doesnt matter as long as Im conent with today and what ever happens happens. I am trying not to think about it too much... Home | Browse | Search | Invite | Film | Mail | Blog | Favorites | Forum | Groups | Events | Videos | Music | Comedy | Classifieds

My Interests

breaking bones and slowly recovering. causing permanent brain damage and never recovering. hiking, biking, walking for miles, talking to myself, chewing gum, thrift store shopping, working hard til I burn out, walking down the same street but with a different perspective each time. Simple easy living...Peircings,tattoos, suspensions,or other forms of body mod. Fetish gatherings, guns and ammo, photography, live fuckin music and dancing all night! You'd be surprised... I love to write. Maybe I'll write a book one day. I am into alot of shit...jack of all trades, master of nothing! I box and love to hurt people in others ways besides using my fists. pain is my pleasure, pleasure is my poison. I am prolly the most honest person out there. I cannot tell a lie. I have nothing to hide. so ask away...

I'd like to meet:

people. real ones...not the fake kind. Anybody interested in suspensions, body modifications, flesh hooking, blah blah blah...all that bloody, poking and proding, ripping and tearing of the flesh. And this guy...he's hot.
Evil, Satanic, and Horror pictures

Music:

Mostly anything from Rhymesayers and Def Jux. Drum n Bass, Break beats, Disco/Jazz House, hard/grindcore...anything I can put my dancing shoes onto, which is basically anything...Q and Not U, Radio 4, !!!, the Rapture, Yeah Yeah Yeahs, Pistol Grip, Bar Room Heroes, Anything from Hidro's collection, El Guapo/Supersystem,- Terranova, DJ Cam, Bebel Gilberto, BB King, Sage Francis, RJD2, Hangar 18, Blueprint/Soul Position, the Postal Service, Cool Calm Pete, Eyedea&Abilities, Cex, Pretty Girls Make Graves, the Notwist, Action Action, Mono, Rob Sonic, Heiroglyphics, Mr Lif, Bad Religion, LCD Soundsystem, The New Year, the Clash, Out Hud, Rise Against, the Dandy Warhols, DJ Shadow, Hot Water Music, LTJ Bukem, Antibalas, Aesop Rock, Radiohead, TV on the Radio, Ani DiFranco, Money Mark, People Under the Stairs, ArcadeFire, Atmosphere, Peter Gabriel, Thrice, the Faint, Al Foul and the Shakes, Thursday, Common, Dead Prez, Public Enemy,the Dead Milkmen, Johnny Cash, the Album Leaf, Ween, the Black Dice, anything from any bands any one of my friends played in...I love you all! etcetcetcetetc.....

Movies:

I've seen alot of em, but I cant remember much of any...short term memory loss. PORN. Free Satanic layouts at SatanSpace.com

Television:

PORN. the Office. Family Guy. but its mostly just background noise...

Books:

PORN.Any books by Crimethinc. Green Anarchy mag. AK Press. The Match. Escape from Freedom. Bukowski. Keruoac. Books on dream analysis and interpretation. Psychology and human anatomy takes up most of my collection. Natural health and food, eastern medicine and philosophy. Spirituality. Science magazines, news of the weird, simple shit that makes you think.

Heroes:

anyone who lives outside of the grips of manipulation and mainstream society without fear of rejection. Being able to sustain yourself and remain content once you realize you are all alone. I am my own hero, I saved myself...

My Blog

nothing but a ramble..

i just feel like writing right now so let me ramble for a bit.  I dont even know that to talk about. Whether it be my new scalpelled labret, or that the fuckin dogs shit in my room while I was ou...
Posted by kadettexxx on Sat, 19 May 2007 08:48:00 PST

quick update

ok here's my quick update for the moment... I had an interview yesterday at an art gallery and it went really well. But Im not gonna jinx myself and hype it up so thats all Im revealing about that. Im...
Posted by kadettexxx on Sun, 13 May 2007 01:33:00 PST

I said GADDAMN!!

Back from the APP convention in Vegas. Phew! In between the Jello shots, Makers, Captain, Corona and everything else I had a fuckin blast. Met some really great people. Talked to a few that I never as...
Posted by kadettexxx on Sun, 06 May 2007 11:44:00 PST

Im off...

to APP for a week. Its prolly hella obvious but whatever. its gonna be a blast none the least! if your out there roaming the floor stop by the Kaos Softwear booth and pick up some new pieces and hang ...
Posted by kadettexxx on Sat, 28 Apr 2007 03:17:00 PST

I love my life except for...

the fact I cant fuckin sleep!!! yeah..Im pretty fuckin straight with my life right now. im still battling insomnia which i finally came to terms with. After years of wakin in th night and restelessly ...
Posted by kadettexxx on Thu, 19 Apr 2007 03:07:00 PST

pig in shit

yeah so there isnt much to talk about when yer happy as a pig in shit. So there hasnt been much to rant on about. Everything is fuckin great and for now I've been busy with other stuff so I been negle...
Posted by kadettexxx on Tue, 17 Apr 2007 12:08:00 PST

goodbye, hello

Im really fuckin excited to get up and go. a little too anxious but Im ok, sorta. hellooo, Phoenix! Jesse and Teri have no idea what they signed up for! This is gonna be great! JUST KIDDING GUYS!!! se...
Posted by kadettexxx on Sat, 07 Apr 2007 04:01:00 PST

Im leaving Tucson for good

So for those who dont know already, im moving to Phoenix. I been kinda M.I.A. lately with contacting people but Im just busy with shit and getting things together for the BIG move. Im really fuckin ha...
Posted by kadettexxx on Tue, 03 Apr 2007 04:19:00 PST

whose to say im totally losing it?

Toiling in my own madness, I stand before the bathroom vanity, brushing the teeth of my reflection, then penciling in big red lips into a clown-like grin. My disguise can fool no one. not even me as h...
Posted by kadettexxx on Wed, 21 Mar 2007 11:56:00 PST

I liked this one

Definition of a Poet By Kerouac   a poet is a fellow who spends his time thinking about what it is that's wrong, and although he knows he can never quite find out what this wrong is, he goes ri...
Posted by kadettexxx on Mon, 12 Mar 2007 12:27:00 PST