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......jus call me si....

true love is out there.....it may be right under my nose.....

About Me

it seems to be that how u get treated is a result of what is projected... the perseption of others can change the corse of your projection... ....but you control your reality... dont take it for what it iz... what it iz, is what you want it to be...-Sierra Rios........................................................ I grew up in spanish harlem, Im half black and Half Puerto Rican and am very proud of both sides! I REALLY REALLY REALLY LOVE MUSIC, I love to shop, I love to dance.I try to keep myself DRAMA FREE. At times I can be missunderstood cuz I def still got my New York swagga, and these down souf people b thinkin I'm mean and shit but I'm not at all! .(so when Im mad its not as bad as you think it just comes out that way :-) haha)I love liveing life....i love loveing love....and only deal with positive people....my friends are limited but my love isnt.....sho me love and i show it back....but keep dat fake shit for the losers.....
Have You Ever...
Been arrested? yes
Kissed someone you didn't like? ....ugh ...yeah
Do you like someone? YES
Kissed someone on your top friends? lol YUP!
Held a snake? yea
Been suspended from school? .....shit...HOW MANY TIMES IS THE QUESTION!
Sang karaoke? yeah baby
Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? ....all the time
Laughed until you started crying? yeah
Caught a snowflake on your tongue? yeah that and other things...
Kissed in the rain? no :-(
Sang in the shower? EVERY MORNING!
Sat on a roof top? nah
Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? umm i think so?
Broken a bone? my finger tip
Shaved your head? HELL NO
Played a prank on someone? yeah
Made an ex girlfriend/boyfriend cry? no i dont think so....
Shot a gun? yup
Donated Blood? yeah
Had your heart broken? yeah like the other day
Broken someone's heart? i dont think so
Who Was Your Last...
Person you made love to? I dont make love i Fuck so i cant answer that Question...sry
You hung out with? Britney and Djourn
You texted? Dennis
You were in a car with? Britney
Went to the movies with? Djourn...i think
Went to the mall with? Djourn and Mitchell
You talked on the phone? Dennis
Made you laugh? Rob
You hugged? Dennis???
You cried with? myself
Would You Rather...
Peck or Frenchie? a lil bit of both
Be serious or be funny? FUNNY CUZ I LIKE TO LAF!
Drink whole or skim milk? 2%
Die in a fire or get shot? Get shot
Sun or moon? SUN
Winter or Fall? Fall
Left or Right? Right
Bottom or Top? hahaha!! bottom
Sunny or rainy? both
100% Honest...
Where do you live? Ladson
Do you want to get married? YES YES YES
Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? idk! I JUS EAT IT!
Have you ever eaten S.P.A.M? hell yeah on a sandwich BITCH
Do You Cook? yup i da best!
Current mood? sleepy
In The Last 48 Hours Have You...: .....
Kissed someone? yeah
Sang? yup
Danced Crazy? lol yea
Cried? nah
Like someone you can't have? yup every single day since he came back...
100% Honestly SURVEY @ MyHotQuizI have recently reduced my friends from 48 pages to 14 pages....LISTEN! DONT HIT ME UP TO HOLLA AT ME HIT ME UP IF U ain TALKIN DOLLAS OR IF U ain TRYING TO NETWORK.....i ain got time to make friends on dis shit....if you try to holla at me on some WACK shit you will NOT get a response....half of yall ain even gonna READ DIS SHIT! but im jus saying.....imma cool person but Im not trying to "MIX" or get hollad at on dis, So to all yall non business ass niggas and bitches...FALL BACK! (unless u know me personaly....then get at me) lol

My Interests

Turtles.....Silly gooses.....Fame.....Money.....Niggas....sex.....God....LOVE. ...BMW's.....and More money

I'd like to meet:

Spuuaduppa cool peopleI LIKE TO SHOW MY HARLEM RAPPERS SOME LOVE!!!THE CLIPSE!FU-GE-LA!

Music:

err thang....

Movies:

GLADIATOR, THE SANDLOT, HOOK, GOOD FELLAS, A BRONX TALE, and sum otha shit,

Television:

Andy Millonicis, mtv2, Sex and the City, Real Sex, Wild'n OuT,THE WAYENS BROTHERS...THAT IS MY FAVORITE SHOW!!!, Fresh prince, In living color, ROB AND BIG!!! i love that sho!! THATS MY OTHER FAV!!! ummmm anything on MTV JAMZ VH1 is pretty cool too Runs house blah blah

Books:

The Bible, How We think, The road less travled, The Art Of war, Collection of Langston Huges Poems,How to know god... and other shit...

Heroes:

THE ONES WHO WERENT AFRAID TO B DIFFERINT, THE ONES WHO ALWAYS TOLD ME TO B MYSELF, AND THE ONES WHO LOVE AND SUPPORT ME...Depack Chopra

My Blog

ummmm......jus read it

blue colors....the smell of 87 gass.....passion fruit......that feeling that u have after an agrument.....that little greenish and purple figure that floats around in ur eye after u stair at a light b...
Posted by ......jus call me si.... on Wed, 18 Jun 2008 03:04:00 PST

once again.....

how in da hell is this shit happening ONCE AGAIN!???? I find sum 1 id ride or die for and shit falls to the floor.....I cant do anything but move thru it like i have dun all the rest.... I dont wanna ...
Posted by ......jus call me si.... on Tue, 08 Jan 2008 08:18:00 PST

just STUCK....

Musiq's song "teach me" plays in the background and im realizeing that i forgot how to love...I wanna know what that feels like again....too much pain....too much hurt...i dont want that any more...bu...
Posted by ......jus call me si.... on Wed, 18 Jul 2007 02:03:00 PST

Lets be unconditional

I think i love you but its conditional.....fuckd up it seems. yup. but this is a lot like the last my past is jus one of conditional love Teary eyed, smuged eyeliner, and the urge to jus SLAP THE FUCK...
Posted by ......jus call me si.... on Fri, 13 Jul 2007 11:31:00 PST

Boys, Niggas, and Men

Here's a lil thing I got off my homebois page but it seems like it jus from a guys perspective, so imma brake it down the way WE see it....BOYS****boys are not usualy young, but there young minded. Bo...
Posted by ......jus call me si.... on Sun, 13 May 2007 02:06:00 PST

this is what goes thru my mind when I'm quiet.....

He says I'm sensitive.....I will agree....cirtan situations I've had to deal with have made me the way I am....I still find my self doing things to make myself feel better about who I am, as if I'm tr...
Posted by ......jus call me si.... on Thu, 03 May 2007 11:07:00 PST

YES I CHASE DA PAPER!

Maaaaannnn haveing determination is everything! YES I will have my house by the end of the summerYES I will have my New car by next monthAndYES I will be fuckin your man JUST CUZ I CAN BITCH!.....list...
Posted by ......jus call me si.... on Thu, 26 Apr 2007 10:18:00 PST

haveing on a short skirt or shirt DON'T MAKE U SEXY!!!!

So I'm at this club yesterday nite (april 16 o7) and I wasant too sure about going out to this particular club because well being that I was by myself I was a lil worryed.....so I step in wit vans on ...
Posted by ......jus call me si.... on Tue, 17 Apr 2007 10:06:00 PST

U CAN HATE ME OR LOVE ME! BUT EITHER WAY IMMA STILL LOVE MYSELF...lol

......he wants me to love him the way i love my self, just the thought of myself is a mental masturbation, and my reflection is a climax...........
Posted by ......jus call me si.... on Thu, 14 Dec 2006 04:23:00 PST

........SHE JUST TO DAMN FROST!!!

the nights are cold and im wondering if this feeling that i have for him are ones of  a true emotion, or ones from a fragment of my lust that i keep inside me to satisfy some sort of self worth ...
Posted by ......jus call me si.... on Wed, 13 Dec 2006 08:20:00 PST