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last chance closes on monday. no bs this time.

add my top friend or you'll never b able to find me again

About Me

ok, so, i started this page as something just for me, but it has evolved beyond just me. there is ever so much more than me going on on here. ville valo is my hero, so i started a petition to make his b-day, 11/22, an international holiday. i know it boarders on obscession, but who cares? so check out the blog about the holiday every so often, post the petition, get names on the list. if enough sign, i send it to ville his ruddy self (if i can figger out how) and get his approval (hopefully). i am a proud member of the HIM street team and the e-team, and will endlessly discuss any facts about HIM and ville that i know. always happy to get more. and i will comment every new add. i don't like silent numbers, so be warned, add me and get a friend wether u want one or not. i can get annoying, but i'm here if anyone needs to vent about how shitty life is. HIM - "Wings of a Butterfly" -

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Huge HIM Fan
You're a huge HIM fan. You probably have all of their CDs and a shitload of merch, and can be seen moshing at shows.
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Razorblade Kiss
You don't care about the
pain that comes with love. And if you do, you
try to hide it. And you do quite a good job.
You try to think to the postitive outcome of
things.
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Full-blown Hippie
(You are 63% experimental, 54% feral, 68% spiritual, and 30% square!)
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[Marital Status] single and on the prowl
[Shoe size] wouldn't u like to know
[Parents still together] 26 years and counting
[Siblings] 2 lil sisters and several friends i've adopted
[Pets] 3 cats
FAVORITES
[Color]
[Number] 666
[Animal] all of them, even the creepies ones
[Drinks] caffinated
[Soda] mountain dew
[Book] the one i'm presently writing
[Flower] i'm not that kind of girl sweetie
DO YOU
[Color your hair?] when i can
[Twirl your hair?] nah, too femme
[Have tattoos?] not yet
[Have Piercings?] two in each ear 14 guage and 10 guage
[Cheat on tests/homework?] i don't have to because i'm so damn smart
[Drink/Smoke?] sometimes, if it tastes good/ i value the high notes in my vocal range too much
[Like roller coasters?] LOVE roller coasters, i'm a junkie
[Wish you could live somewhere else?] all the damn time
[Want more piercings?] yes
[Like cleaning?] light cleaning, not heavey
[Write in cursive or print?] both
[Own a web cam?] no
[Know how to drive?] no
[Own a cell phone?] yes
[Ever get off the damn computer?] sometimes
HAVE U EVER
[Been in a fist fight?] in taekwondo class
[Considered a life of crime?] as a lady of the night when i was desperate to pay a bill or two
[Considered being a hooker?] see the above question
[Lied to someone?] a few times
[Been in love?] more times than i can count
[Made out with JUST a friend?] no, i'd never do that
[Been in lust?] yeah
[Used someone] no
[Been used?] too many times
[Been cheated on?] its a sore spot right now
[Kicked someone in the nuts?] not yet, but i wanted to
[Stolen anything?] once
[Held a gun] toy
CURRENTS
[Current clothing] whatever
[Current mood] bleh
[Current taste] bitter middle of the night taste
[What you currently smell like] me
[Current hair] short
[Current thing I ought to be doing] researching hitler for an art paper (go ahead and ask)
[Current cd in stereo] HIM
[Last book you read] we regert to inform you that tomorrow we will be killed with our families (for class)
[Last movie you saw] X3
[Last thing you ate] oreos
[Last person you talked to on the phone] ummmmm, my roomie jen
[Do drugs?] only the legal kind
[Believe there is life on other planets?] there has to be
Remember your first love?] unfortunately all too well, gods he was a mistake
[Still love him/her?] love yes, like no
[Read the newspaper?] for class
[Have any gay or lesbian friends?] online or off?
[Believe in miracles?] yes
[Do well in school?] somewhat. i'm graduating college soon, so it won't matter
[Wear hats] yes, all the time
[Hate yourself?] that's a silly question to ask the emo girl in black
[Have an obsession?] ville valo and the petition i started
[Collect anything?] many things, pens and happy bunny stickers and books
[Have a best friend?] not exactly, we lost touch
[Close friends?] a few, but i'm losing some soon (don't ask unless u wanna read a rant)
[Like your handwriting?] sometimes
[Care about looks] no. u can't judge me by my cover
LOVE LIFE
[First crush] omg, kevin sorbo, he was hot back in the day
[First kiss] frazier
[Do you believe in love at first sight?] no
[Do you believe in "the one?"] no
[Are you a tease?] no
[Too shy to make the first move?] yes
ARE U A
[Daydreamer] huh? what? i was just thinking of a new story idea.....
[Bitch/Asshole] that's MIZ bitch to u
[sarcastic] is the pope catholic?
[Angel] 41%
[Devil] 59%
[Shy] terribly
[Talkative] not really
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This Fortress Of Tears
You're depressed, you cry...you feel like you have nobody.
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My Interests

reading books, writing books, listening to music, wasting time with the guys, um yeah, movies, anything with fire, or explosives, petrol is good, music (93.3 rocks), science fiction, starwars, star trek, lord of the rings, anything by steven king (cuz he's my idol), anything by E.A.Poe (cuz he's my idol too), um, i probably forgot lots more...

Music Video:

    FUNERAL OF HEARTS (H.I.M.)JOIN ME (LIVE MADRID 2006) (H.I.M.)KILLING LONELINESS (H.I.M.)FOR YOU (LIVE) (H.I.M.)RAZORBLADE KISS (LIVE) (H.I.M.)UNDER THE ROSE (LIVE IN DETRIOT) (H.I.M.)WINGS OF A BUTTERFLY (H.I.M.)SOLITARY MAN (H.I.M.)KILLING LONELINESS 2 (H.I.M.)

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I'd like to meet:

ville valo, e.a.poe, steven king (i've got an uncle working on that), h.p. lovecraft, and isaac asimov just to ask them what inspires/ed them, how i could become better, and any other gems of knowledge about our common trade they can give me, so i can share it with my writer friends.

Music:

H.I.M., five iron frenzy, disturbed, staind, incubus, red hot chili peppers, velvet revolver, puddle of mudd, nickleback, ozzy ozbourne, system of a down, linkin park, kid rock, switchblade symphony, TaTu, more that i can't think of right now...
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Movies:

star wars, lord of the rings, matrix, pitch black, chronicles of riddick, triple x, spider man, monty python and the search for the holy grail, monty python's life of brian, the order,
Ville Valo Icons by Brittney Henson
Name
Happy
Love
Depressed
Mystery
Funny
Sexy
Random
Name: bevin
Birthdate: sept5
Birthplace: wilmington de
Current Location: newcastle de
Eye Color: blue
Hair Color: brown and blonde where the bleach from the purple hasn't washed out yet
Height: 5'7-5'9 i dunno
Weight: somewhere in the vicinity for 180-200lb (i'm working on it)
Piercings: #1) 10 gauge in each ear #2) 14 gauge in each ear
Tatoos: not yet, its a graduation present to myself
Boyfriend/Girlfriend: not anymore. ask at ur own risk
Overused Phraze: um, dude, don't make me have to hurt u
FAVORITES
Food: chocolate chip cookies
Candy: extra dark chocolate (its bitter, but yummy)
Number: 666
Color: ooohh, its a tie black silver and purple
Animal: all of em
Drink: mountain dew and monster khaos
Alcohol Drink: peach schnopps and mountain dew (its really yummy)
Bagel: um, i don't eat those
Letter: all of them
Body Part on Opposite sex: um, don't really care about the body, but nice eyes don't hurt any
This or That
Pepsi or Coke: mountain dew
McDonalds or BurgerKing: both
Strawberry or Watermelon: both
Hot tea or Ice tea: hot tea
Chocolate or Vanilla both
Hot Chocolate or Coffee: both in the same cup. poor man's cappucino anyone?
Kiss or Hug: both
Dog or Cat: cat, i'm allergic to dogs
Rap or Punk: PUNK!!!!!!!!!!!
Summer or Winter: both
Scary Movies or Funny Movies: scary, i love being scared
Love or Money: love, *sigh*
YOUR...
Bedtime: whenever
Most Missed Memory: if its missed, how do i remember it?
Best phyiscal feature: i've been told my ass is nice, and my chest, but i just hate myself
First Thought Waking Up: well, fuck, this means i gotta live another day.
Goal for this year: GRADUTE!!!!! and then get a tatoo
Best Friends: all of my friends are pretty much equal right now
Weakness: guys with a great voice and kind eyes, and a great personality
Fears: spiders
Heritage: welch, irish, french, english, american, german.....
Longest relationship:
HAVE YOU...
Ever Drank: ya, a bit. never been plastered tho
Ever Smoked: no, i like the higher parts of my vocal range
Pot: no
Ever been Drunk: no, not that i haven't tried to b
Ever been beaten up: nope
Ever beaten someone up: nope
Ever Shoplifted: once, maybe twice
Ever Skinny Dipped: no
Ever Kissed Opposite sex: yeah, loads of times, and enjoyed it most of the time
Been Dumped Lately: i was the one doing the dumping this time.... again.....
IN A GUY/GIRL
Favorite Eye Color: don't care
Favorite Hair Color: don't care
Short or Long: don't care
Height: don't care
Style: don't care
Looks or Personality: personality
Hot or Cute neh, either
Drugs and Alcohol: in moderation
Muscular or Really Skinny: neh, either
RANDOMS
Number of Regrets in the Past: too many to count
What country do you want to Visit: france, wales, ireland
How do you want to Die: in a ball of flames
Been to the Mall Lately: to get large gauge earrings only (i hate the mall)
Do you like Thunderstorms: LOVE them
Get along with your Parents: not really
Health Freak: not a bit
Do you think your Attractive: not a bit (like i said, i hate me)
Believe in Yourself: see above
Want to go to College: btdt, about to get the piece of paper to prove it
Do you Smoke: no. i like singing with the sopranos
Do you Drink: sometimes
Shower Daily: no
Been in Love: too many times
Do you Sing: lots. i love singing
Want to get Married: someday maybe
Do you want Children: yeah, i love kids
Have your future kids names planned out: some, but everything's open to change
Age you wanna lose your Virginity: dun lost it sweetheart
Hate anyone: only myself. i don't hate
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Television:

dr. who, because he is the man! at least, the last incarnation, i have yet to watch the new guy in action... um, let's see, reruns of sliders, kolchak the night stalker (the old show, not that new crap), stargate, even tho the plot has grown thin and the characters old, stargate atlantis, andromeda... notice a pattern of sci fi here? o, and most extreme elimintaion challenge, that's some funny shit right there.... hi hi puffy ami yumi!

Books:

dune, hitch hiker's guide to the galaxy (the movie sux, it doesn't have the talking cow!), this series of witch detective novels (wicked freakin cool man!), anything by steve king, e.a.poe, isaac asimov, h.p.lovecraft nothing to do with books:Ville Valo quotes: “I love hearts. They are symbols for life, love and humanity.”(right on man) “I have a big heart and a small brain.”(and a hell of a lot of talent) “It's horrible when you're giving a microphone a blowjob and it's giving you negative feedback.”(man i hate that) “I know all men think with their dicks but my dick's different.”(can i find that out for myself ville darling?) “I've never had casual sex, I have always dated the girls I've done pyshical things with. I like knowing the person and them knowing me.”(same here, but men, not women...yet) “Everyone wants to pretend their cock is big and metal is the medium, but ultimately it's about the songs.” “They'd double-booked the whole place, so at the same time, Playboy was shooting films there. So we're in this nunnery where Playboy models were hanging around, and we were talking about porn and recording a rock record — pretty good combination, you know?”(sounds like they had fun) “I hate talking about my own songs. They're all about women anyway...” (we knew that) “Hurting linde is like hurting bambi, you just can't do it.”(awww! hopefully no one shoots linde at the end of the movie....)

Heroes:

e.a.poe,cuz his mind was f-d up like mine; isaac asimov,cuz he's the god of sci fi; steven king,cuz his mind is f-d up like mine; my daddy,cuz he's my daddy, duh!; steve the canadian,cuz he talked me out of suicide, even tho he never knew it; pop-pop, cuz he's 77 and still lucid and active; cruce stark, cuz cruce is the man! and he helped me get into the creative writing concentration at school.

My Blog

Love and Razorblades

love and razorblades part one. love and razorblades, a fanfic, by me, i don't own, not trying to make money, and definately not trying to offend. unless ur a total prude, then i'm tota...
Posted by broken by love on Wed, 27 Dec 2006 12:57:00 PST

thoughts on religion, or lack thereof

so, i've been thinking about religion again. i just found someone else who is confused about religion on myspace, and got to thinking about what it is i believe in anyway. so, yeah, i believe in the g...
Posted by broken by love on Wed, 13 Dec 2006 10:23:00 PST

all the steamy dirt on me...

ok, just to cover what those surveys don't.....here we go, this is the part of me that doesn't get into the surveys. i am a statistic. i have been for about 4 years now. domestic abuse victim. rape vi...
Posted by broken by love on Mon, 11 Dec 2006 09:25:00 PST

a song or two i wrote (they have no music)

Writing in the Darkbld 11/17/06life is fadingthe desire to continue got jadedlove doesn't matterhow could i continuein all the mess i've createdlove is part of the porblemis death the answer?i don't d...
Posted by broken by love on Wed, 06 Dec 2006 10:52:00 PST

the new petition

ok sweethearts, i'm ammending the petition without u saying anything to me. here it goes......the names below represent loyal HIM fans who are in accord. we are claiming the following days as internat...
Posted by broken by love on Thu, 30 Nov 2006 10:36:00 PST

the petition to make a new holiday for ville...

hey, all u lovelies who have been reposting and helping me and my idea fly, check this list i have so far. if there are names that sould b on it, but u don't seem them, let me know. send me ur lists d...
Posted by broken by love on Sat, 25 Nov 2006 05:11:00 PST

where i got my display name.....

so, there may be some confusion as to how i became like the living dead. it has nothing to do with the band the living dead. HIM fans will recognize the lyrics. "Soul On Fire" There's a flame that lea...
Posted by broken by love on Fri, 17 Nov 2006 06:02:00 PST

the razor blade romance of me

so, the more i live in the world, the more i realize that all good must be counter balanced. if something great happens to you, something bad will inevitably befall you. and the reverse is also true. ...
Posted by broken by love on Sat, 16 Sep 2006 05:52:00 PST

some poetry

Shadows and Dust bld invisible i touch your cheek ignored i fade away breathless at the sudden turn of affection to nothingness you can't see me but i'm standing right in front of you i'm screaming y...
Posted by broken by love on Fri, 26 May 2006 01:24:00 PST