Cunt Faced Drunk

Hey friends and fiends, the name is Loni, and no its not short for anything
I was born and raised in Omaha, Nebraska till I was 21 then moved to England for 3 years
Im married to the most amazing man in the world. I love him more then anyone could ever imagine and will even after death. Hes the reason I even have a purpose in life.
I expect everyone I meet to be a shitty person, so I won't be disappointed when they prove me right.
If you ask for my honesty, you will get it. Even if it hurts.
I dont look my age and sure in the hell dont act it.
I can find beauty in the most obscure things. Some think its weird =P
I don't concern myself with other people's opinions about me. I used to, and I lost all respect for myself and lost touch of who I was. Everyone can go fuck themselves if you dont like what I wear, how I look, what I say, and/or do. I dont fucking care!
I'm very passionate in my view on things. If you disagree I respect that. But arguing with me about it will not change my mind. Sorry to burst your bubble.
I can be a very caring person.... But I am not a door mat. Treat me as one, and you'll see where that gets you.
I come from many backgrounds. I've been in many fucked up situations. I don't use them as a crutch, only as a source of knowledge.
I'm an avid gamer geek. I play World of Warcraft, PS2, and XBOX on a regular basis.
Sometimes I wonder where I will be in 5 years. I wonder where I'll be in 5 months. I don't know, and honestly I'm not going to spend my time wondering and worrying about it. I don't even worry about tomorrow, because in reality there could be no tomorrow.
I'm not trying to be accepted by anyone. I won't change myself just to fit in with a fad that everyone is following. I used to do it, and I lost respect for myself as an individual.
I like stability, this is why my profile rarely changes
I have skeletons in my closet. Everyone does. My skeletons consist of situations I left unresolved with people I've walked away from, or who have walked away from me.
I can't stand stupidity. People fuck up their lives and expect everyone else to put it back together for them. That kind of courtesy stops when you turn 13. And when you're 20+, it shows how far you'll get in life when you settle.
Despite the way I dress, I'm a very nice down to earth girl, I wear my heart on my sleeve and round my neck. I try to be as polite as possible to those who deserve it. If I feel like you don't deserve that kind of courtesy, under no circumstances will you receive it.
I'm a complete clown. I love to make people laugh...even if its at my own expense. If you can't laugh at yourself what can you laugh at?
I really like to meet people from all over, ya never know where you'll be when you need a couch or a section of carpet even.
Many people have told me that I've "Changed" I dont disagree, Im glad I have. I hated who I used to be. If you knew me in highschool..... that Loni died years ago.
Intrigue me, make me think, show me inspiration
- WABI SABI - Most people find beauty in perfection, yet perfection is only defined by how a person perceives something. I'm a firm believer in Wabi Sabi (the art of finding beauty in imperfection). It's the rose with petals missing, the tree with no leaves that's leaning slightly off center, the building covered in vines, the ocean during a storm, the abandoned and decaying hut in the woods, the cracks, the crevices, the rust and human imperfections as well. These things and more are all imperfect, impermanent and incomplete.. but to me, these things are perfect. These things are beautiful.
ATTENTION !! I'm madly in love with my HUSBAND, hes my heart inwhich I need to live. Hes my perfect drug, I'd die for him. I love him more then life itself, hes have given me a reason to stay alive, given me hope... I never want to lose him!
We can only become what we really are when we
no longer believe what others have convinced us to be
THE GODDESSES OF THEM ALL MISTRESS JULIYA
"You can turn your back on a person, but never turn your back on a drug"
Theologue - The Union of Human and Divine Consciousness Weaving the Fabic of Space and Time in which the Self and its Surroundings are blocked Contentded