(8) I sat about in the shadows, waiting for your call. But you never showed up at my bedroom door. I had everything planned, Candles and roses, But when the clock struck twelve, I knew my heart had froze. YOU NEVER SHOWED, YOU NEVER CARED! I HAD THE WORLD TO GIVE YOU. BUT LIKE A CHILD YOU RAN SCARED!! Why did you leave me to face the world alone, you know very well I can't handle things on my own. Im waiting for you. waiting for you in the cold, the rain is soaking my skin and the skies grew old....(*) That was a song called "Waiting." written by myself, Kaz.
I love my Fiance more than anything, he means the entire world to me. Anybody hurts him or his best friends I will damage you! Hes my gig buddy, my cinema buddy and shopping buddy. We do almost everything together, hes the best thing to happen to me in a long time and I PLAN ON SPENDING THE REST OF LIFE WITH HIM AND NO ONE ELSE. Just because I have mostly male friends doesnt mean Im not faithful, maybe you should try and understand my reasons before making judgements about my choice of friends. I love my friends just for being there for me. I play keyboard and write my own songs and compositions and occassionally get dragged into being a band such as ones with my FUTURE HUSBAND, Gary and his best friends which I get along with fantastically (I was scared to meet them at first, they play a really big part in his life)I also change my hair alot, as you can tell from my pics. Yeah I get bored easily but meh, always has a good effect.I have 7 best friends in total. Rob is my bestest best friend cos he'll just listen to me rant for hours and never tell me to shut up even though we both know I can be a bitch even to those I love. Im his Number One Minion, fuck with him and you die, simple as. Best friend number 2 is Kymba!, One of my brothers from another mother, hes weird but cool. He's rich and I have to beat him up so he'll stop wasting money on other people *Shakes angry fist* . Thirdly we have Daz, Hes like my big brother, protects me from nasty chavs, along side Rob, These two are like my brothers and drag me out too many times but I love it. They threaten to come kidnap me, I know they're serious but I wouldnt have it any other way. Next its Rachel! my best female friend, the first girl I trusted since high school, I loves her shes small and cute and an overall awesome girl, shes my wrestling partner, our matches last absolute ages cos we're equally matched! Moving on we have Steven! Hes the bestest best friend of my fiance, they are mental together and I often find myself playing Mummy with them but hes always there when I need someone to talk to and always takes sense into me! The last member of the Crazy Trio is Hickman! The baby and our youngest of the group, hes like my gay straight friend and like Steven hes always there to talk sense into me and I love seeing Steven, Hickman and Gary together having fun and smiling, I admire their lasting friendship and would hate for something to ruin that. Finally hes been mentioned several times before, My Gary! Not only is he my beautiful, talented and intelligent fiance, hes also my best friend, hes always the first person I go to if I need to talk and he gives the best advice and is always willing to do stupid stuff with me.
