losin it |
I feel like I'm losing it because I just spend the majority of my time lost in a crazy fantasy world that I've made up. That I escape to whenever I'm bored, frustrated, angry, sad, or anything else. A...
Posted by Lily on Fri, 07 Jul 2006 11:26:00 PST |
Bidin my time (to be matriarch) |
Bidin my time Treadin treacherous tides Anxiously awaiting that huge wave Past due to come by To carry me on through To assume the abused throne Havin been recently occupied by bitter, selfish,...
Posted by Lily on Tue, 04 Jul 2006 05:44:00 PST |
Foreboding |
I know I shoulda put down all the previous reasons I felt something bad was gonna happen, and maybe I still will, just not tonight. But anyway, last night I had a dream that a friend of mine, Barbara ...
Posted by Lily on Tue, 20 Jun 2006 11:27:00 PST |
My Pretty, Pretty Princess |
Her laugh is melodious. So delightful and contagious. The loud chimey sound becomes infectious - filling your soul with palpable happiness. To happen upon her fresh, lightened, smile-filled face emitt...
Posted by Lily on Fri, 26 May 2006 04:02:00 PST |
My Bedroom (PLEASE LEAVE COMMENTS!) |
When giving others tours of my home, I don't think one person has ever been able to not gasp upon entering into my private quarters. The French double doors with thorned roses intricately and exquisit...
Posted by Lily on Sat, 20 May 2006 09:28:00 PST |
Angel - Number One |
Angel quickly became my right-hand, number-one man, although I tried my best not to let the other men know it. Because, as one of them blantantly told me back when I was in a "monogamous" relationship...
Posted by Lily on Sat, 20 May 2006 08:44:00 PST |
WARNING: Greener Grass |
WARNING: Greener Grass Caution for those always lookingJust think about thisThe grass may be greener on the other sideBut mind your step cuz every pastures full of shitDid you think about thisThat our...
Posted by Lily on Sat, 13 May 2006 04:43:00 PST |
Why I am |
I searched for so long for a way to explain the reason I am the way I am. And I think I finally found it. I long for the support I believe I'll never really have and I give the support I long for, kno...
Posted by Lily on Thu, 09 Feb 2006 12:02:00 PST |
Pac's Whereabouts |
There has always been an exile in the story of any true hero's journey. Usually an exile that delivers the hero to exclusive training grounds where he is able to concentrate and focus on getting his m...
Posted by Lily on Sat, 28 Jan 2006 05:26:00 PST |
Testaments to His mysterious ways |
I often wonder how it could be that an immigrated, devout pussy-worshipping atheist could lead me to the place I'd buried my soul and thus thrust me upon God's glory. This gentle brute, without paying...
Posted by Lily on Thu, 26 Jan 2006 05:24:00 PST |
