too sexy for my sanity

~Time is Luck~
In all probability I am quite likely the most ethically immoral person you’ll ever come across, as well as somewhat convoluted and certainly dementedly creative.http://www.studio54.com/http://www.lamborghini.com/

The Gent
People Iced: Twenty Nine
Car Bombs Planted: Six
Favorite Weapon Sack full of doorknobs
Arms Broken: Fifteen
Eyes Gouged: Twenty Eight
Tongues Cut Off: Ten
Biggest Enemy: Ruprick


No More Legitimation!Just about the only thing I know is this: One can never over-estimate the power of an idea.Time is luck -if one exercises this perspective then little in the way regret will dare to follow.I think the most prevalent question about life, existence, and the universe we can ever ask ourselves is if we would rather be right or would we rather be happy, this clearly can and should be applied to the individual as well. The answer to this question can be found in ourselves and it is one of if not the greatest reflection of what kind of person we are as well as will become.The Military Industrial Pharmaceutical Complex: We all know the basic fundamentals of capitalism so why do we not all understand that in being a country that revolves around capitalism that we do not tend realize that our government is nothing more than an extension of our capitalistic system. The federal government and the power that it offers along with the political positions that it provides are nothing more than positions of business and have absolutely nothing to do the interests of the people (just consider the fact that cigarettes are entirely legal –cigarettes kill over 3 million people a year –that is way more people then what all guns combined kill in a year, shit, second hand smoke alone kills more people then all illegal drugs and alcohol combined does –look it up. Or don't even get me started on the U.S.'s stance or their lack of regarding global warming. Just think of how much money the Pharmaceutical/Biotech Industry is raking with all of the disease and sickness that is transpiring and will continue to transpire as the temp. continues to rise. Simply or not so simply the continued rapport between each of these industries: the U.S. military being used as a massive generator of profit for big business. Is it so hard to grasp, no it is basic supply and demand and on an unprecedented scale. Thousands of huge companies are given multibillion dollar contracts to supply the U.S. military with all the hardware needed for wars. And the figureheads in government making the decisions that put us into war –the very CEOs, executives, and majority stockholders of these companies. It is a near prefect system with using tax money to finance the trillions of dollars spent on our wars. Our figureheads of government make billions on the wars through giving their own business interests these contracts for war supplies –one stealth bomber costs half a trillion dollars, one aircraft carrier nearly a trillion, how many hundreds of fighter jets, tanks, weapons, research and development, ect, ect is funded and then purchased by the U.S. military for our wars with tax money. There are no laws or regulations that exist to prevent these conflicts of interest and that was precisely what Dwight Eisenhower warned the American people about in 1961 -(http://www.yale.edu/lawweb/avalon/presiden/speeches/eisenh ower001.htm). No wonder the former Halliburton CEO is our VP –(major U.S. military contractor for how many friggin years), no wonder 8 out of 10 of our highest heads of government also have current executive positions in major companies that all of which hold continuing multibillion dollar contracts with the U.S. military. 97% of our armed forces are comprised of people that would have been in the lowest tax bracket anyways so they are perceived as minimal margin loss in the bigger picture. The bottom line is all about the front you could say. We shouldn’t be kidding ourselves, war, this one, the last, ect, ect have been about the continuation and expansion of the military pharmaceutical industrial complex. Control of oil is only a fraction of the motivations behind all of this. If oil were our driving force then we would simply label Canada as a terrorist regime and go on a witch-hunt for their WMDs (Canada has more oil in their reserves then Iraq, Iran, and Kuwait does –look it up if you don’t believe me). U.S. troops were never meant to leave Iraq, why do you think within the last year Halliburton alone has completed their contract to build 13 new and permanent U.S. military bases in Iraq. How odd that they alone were given this contract eight moths before 9/11 and also made hell of a lot on 9/11 via United Airline stock -(public record). Insider trading is the tip of the iceberg with the WTC incident. They destroyed the towers to cover up and once again to say the least, a LOT of insider trading that transpired just few hours before the buildings were imploded. Big surprise that Halliburton was given the elusive contract to build fifteen more U.S. military bases in Iran within the next six years. We have already sent in 1,200 Special Forces, Delta Force, and Rangers into Iran –to clear the way for the Marines. If you don’t want to believe a word of what I have said hear then consider how much we have spent on “Operation Iraqi Freedom” in making this world not only a safer place for Iraq but as well as for protecting America when U.S. troops have killed many times over what Saddam ever did in regards to Iraqi civilians. The United States basically could have turned most of Africa into a friggin Garden of Eden with the amount that we have spent Iraq. Do people not read history books anymore or something. It was us and England that created the friggin country of Iraq to begin with and it was us that financed, trained, and enabled Saddam to become president of Iraq with setting him up to be able to kill the preexisting leader of Iraq to begin with via the C.I.A. –all of which is in any friggin world history book that discusses that regime and time frame. It was us that sold Saddam the chemical weapons that he used against Iran and on his political opposition within Iraq –the country that we gave him for freakin sake. This all isn’t rocket science and it sure as hell isn’t some big hidden mystery. I don’t even believe in the labels of right and wrong and I still get pissed off by it all. This is exactly why I am the type of person that chooses to be right rather than happy, I guess. They may have a point in that ignorance may truly be bliss at least some of the time, eh.“If you think the price of education is expensive then try the price of ignorance.” I do not embrace this quote through implying some sort of conceded fashion that I am educated, quite the opposite actually –all I need to do is step into a library and count how many books have I yet to read in comparison to the few that I have had that honor. No, this quote’s significance I find in the fact that one of the greatest hindrances to humankind’s progression can be found in the causality of ignorance only spreads more ignorance. One of the greatest abilities humanity has is in our ability to pass down information to future generations -on the flip side -one of the worst things (in relation to our progression) we can do is pass down invalid information to future generations. Just keep this in mind when in teaching youth –be it your blood or not- those ideals that you believe to be of importance –at the very least make such youth aware to the possibility that your beliefs may be less then perfectly accurate. I know enough to be able to realize that with the more I know the more I realize that I don’t know. Right, wrong, good, evil, ect. are labels created by human beings to serve human beings’ interests. The concept of a god is exclusively arbitrary to the human species. The mother of all oxymorons is religious freedom. Religion was created to control people by playing on a person’s own psychology. The deceptions of religion are met with open arms because of people’s weak minds. There is a great illusion of mental security in believing that one has the “meaning to life” in hand and that they have a “higher purpose” and have the “universal and infallible” instruction booklet to existence. Religion has a focal point of strength in that it offers answers to questions that most likely do not even have answers but non the less are questions that most of us perceive as important and meaningful questions and our desire for answers over rules our desire and judgment of whether those answers are any in any way shape or form valid or true –I’m sure I’ll repeat myself with this within the following but it is point that I try and drive home. Religion feeds every facet of the human species’ greatest weakness and greatest strength –(HOPE) –of course people WANT to believe stories such as an eternity of perfection –living in a city where the streets are paved with gold, to say the least, this tale is going to leave a few sorely disappointed –not to mention even if they have the possibility of realization after death in this life, that they had spent their entire lives living for another and the real kicker is that that is “another” doesn’t even exist or at least in the context that they were lead into believing “it” existed. The origins of religion can be traced back to the very minute the first person realized that by creating the concept of mental police (God(s)) looking down on us while incorporating the concept of these mental police having the authority to inflict consequences (both “good” and “bad” ones) for people that the author(s) to such concepts could control the majority –thusly resulting in the greatest productivity and rather the illusion of such productivity -of society and especially for the creators of such ideas.In short, religion is both a means of controlling the actions of people by manipulating their psychology in feeding into their egos, hopes, and above all offering all the answers to questions that may not even have answers to begin with. Thusly, this is exactly why the majority of the human population’s greatest mental crutch is religion. Why do you think Norman Rockwell painted himself with such intense introspection smack dab in the middle of his “Golden Rule” –it is because he was expressing his realization that virtually every mainstream religion and/or spirituality to grace this planet is rooted in the Golden Rule. He must have been asking himself WHY and HOW is such a reoccurring phenomena possible and what could it possibly mean in the sense that the object (one to inspire) of each of these religions and/or philosophies could have been embracing this same ideal time and time again. The answer to this is meant to be fully grasped by a mind less bound by traits of weakness –it’s not an answer that can be just handed out through writing or such, though it is one that is much more affective through self enlightenment and discovery –that is all I have to say about that. The why part of this question I can answer in part for it is related to maxim productivity. All roads that lead anywhere worth walking down lead to the town of Productivity. Profit, fulfillment, perpetuation, what ever label you attach, the bottom line is the same –happiness –this is all we know and it therefore what we may find most time worthy embracing –(we may find certain answers we long for in the nature that we know from birth and the fact that we are born such information –for example -happiness we know about as opposed to other intangibles that we do not -to this realization; -just remember that as Larry Flint once said, “Happiness isn’t a destination but rather a mode of travel.” Coming full circle, right and wrong are nothing more than labels with implied meanings behind them, non the less, this does not establish them as actually existing. But, the reasons behind why such concepts have been created (the nature of) leads to the point to all of this –in a most general sense –treating others as you want to be treated leads to maxim productivity (be it money, power, giving, taking, ect.) –whatever may bring one most fulfillment (happiness). Points to ponder: maybe Existence doesn’t have any other choice but to exist, therefore, even though logic may imply existence should have purpose this by no means validates such purpose.Making the huge assumption that there is a point to life but once we know what that point it is then it is highly probable that that knowing of that point with change our entire perspective on life and thusly change our question from what is the point to an entirely new question r most likely an entirely new line of questions. The point is that everything is in relation to something else and everything we as a species perceives currently as important and vital is entirely arbitrary so us alone and holds no currency what so ever to the rest of the universe or existence. One good way to hel pput this in to perspective is to look at the universe without the human species never of existed, only to hold what we know outside ourselves in doing so and once this is done, we see that everything that humanity has created in the sense of ideas, ideals, and concepts must follow humanity accordingly an none of these things in themselves are real or ever existed. What is left is more real in the sense of the concept of reality after having subtracted humanity and all of our fickle whims –our labels. Time does not exist for anything outside of humanity, neither does the concept of a god, nor does right and wrong, morals, ethics, ect, ect, ect. This in itself should say something about our gross tendency to place such weakly perceived validity of fact onto mere concepts; how scary it truly is for us as a race to simultaneously create nuclear weapons while establishing laws of the universe that are nothing more than conceptual labels. Death appears to be the transition from one calling upon the conscious memories of how in they perceive themselves to how others perceive their memories of that one. In short, when we die we transform from who we were into what others will remember us as. Thusly, this existence is merely a transfigured state of perpetual causation based upon the influxes of relativity. In being open to possibility one discovers that “feeling empty” is nothing more then an illusion. Such an illusion exists in the sense that if one is too closed to possibility then they do end up “empty”. Deep down, it is deeper for some and may require some serous soul searching and admittance to self. The appeal to faith as t-h-e means is an excuse that we so conveniently pull out of our hat as to avoid having to address the fact that we are simply digging ourselves deeper and deeper into a hole because this is imply reflecting the fact that we are in embracing a system of belief(s) that is in fact a fancily wrapped pile of dung; it is a pathetic attempt to circumvent truth, reality, and any sense of logic and reason. FAITH is nothing more then blind allegiance to ideals that deny the greatest natural processes that define being human and to choose to go against that hardwiring of human nature is to choose to be unhappy –it is inevitable. I’ve seen, met, known, and will continue to meet so many that are looking every place for strength and support in living their lives but they fail to look in the one place that they will find all the strength, means, and ability they will ever need –yes –it is within themselves. If one’s decisions and actions are made based upon anything less then self then there is no return value for such choices. One of my greatest fears is that I’ll become old one day –my definition of old is when someone has reached such a state of closed mindedness through thinking that they know so much and what they think that they know is immune to the possibility of being incorrect that through such they can no longer allow themselves to learn new things, ideas, and possibilities –that is when the point to existence is truly lost. No, I don't find it self-appealing to repeat myself, rather a certain level of prudence in doing so -I like to remind myself to these things since I fall into forgetting these things at times: Morals and ethics are not here for some higher purpose of right and wrong. They are here because in following those things can only equal being most fulfilled ergo -happiness. We all fall victim to the mathematical equation of existence thusly binding the universe to cause and affect. The Golden Rule equals most productivity in affect resulting in maximum profit, what ever that may be. Existence would in a logical sense imply purpose but by no means validates such purpose. Maybe existence doesn't have a choice but to exist. I guess my interests are always changing yet still the same. Some words of wisdom in my old age: Making people think what one wants them to think about one's self doesn't really change anything. If getting what you want causes others pain then conflict will be the end result."...people are beginning to wake up on some level. I think that, as I was saying earlier, there's just no denying the impact that showing people the truth can have. It allows people to understand themselves, and when you understand yourself you can understand the people around you. And then you can begin to let go of all the bullshit that leads into things like world wars, racism, stereotypes, and bigotry" -Gale Harold."Giving every man a vote has no more made men wise and free than Christianity has made them good." -Henry Louis Mencken“If we don't believe in freedom of expression for people we despise, we don't believe in it at all.”—Noam Chomsky"A god who would let us prove his existence would be an idol." -Dietrich Bonhoeffer"Religion is excellent stuff for keeping common people quiet." -Napoleon Bonaparte"Life is neither good or evil, but only a place for good and evil." -Marcus Aurelius 121-80 AD, Roman Emperor, Philosopher"America is the best half-educated country in the world." -Nicholas Butler"I think it's good that men are being objectified because since forever women have been objectified. We're flipping the coin because things have been lopsided on TV and film for so long. Another good point to the show is that it portrays men's sensuality. They're not just all about sex and only sex." -Gale HaroldI think that Taoists have hit the nail closest to the head thus far: “There is no good or evil nor right or wrong, there just is.”Morals and ethics were thought up in order to keep function and production in society."The face is the mirror of the mind, and eyes without speaking confess the secrets of the heart." - Saint Jerome A.K.A. Adam WeishauptTraveling is the best, Rome and London are two of the most beautiful places I've ever been to. Learning new things and meeting new people, reading, music -the arts.Why do you think the world is the way it is, it because this way because society is a tool that is trying and is doing a dementedly splendid job I may add, in force-molding the masses’ minds and thusly their lives into a fear driven and controlled entertainment blinded consumerism perpetuated by debt embracing mindless plastic emptiness and no wonder Latin America meets the U.S.’s unprecedented demand for drugs (Latin America dumps 50.3 metric tons into the U.S. daily & the U.S. citizens consume 50.3 metric tons of drugs daily). (people are unhappy and dissatisfied with all of this b.s. that their lives have been turned into and even if the masses’ cannot quite put their finger onto the cause as to why they feel the way that they do, they none the less are quite dissatisfied as they should be because they have surrounded themselves with ideals, values, beliefs -labels that are bullshit, all fake and all pretend and all designed for the intent and purpose of exploitation of the many for the decadent benefit of the few.If you are denying what naturally drives you as a human being and believing that you, for any reason what so ever, have to or are supposed to compromise any of your natural hardwiring then something is wrong. Do what makes you happy, be it helping others or helping yourself, happiness is all we are born into this world knowing so it therefore all that matters and it is the only thing we can know for sure is real in the sense of any form of pretext for validity.On February 27, 1933, after Hitler came to power, the Nazis burned down the Reichstag (Parliament) building and blamed it on the Communists to justify a "temporary" suspension of civil liberties to cope with the "terrorist threat". This is how Hitler became an absolute dictator. The "temporary" suspension of freedom lasted until German was in ruins. If there is one thing that is in fact true about history it is that it repeats itself. People or groups that know history use this to thier own advantages.To say the least, I am a multifaceted dichotomy…I like to entertain the idea that I am Will Hunting’s and Brian Kenny’s love child –yeah that sounded fabulously gay but what can I say I am and for lack of a better phrase –a straight Brain Kenny."Who has the best advice for handling women?" -FHM "A hostage negotiator" -Christopher Curtis, former hostage negotiator"If being sane is thinking there's something wrong with being different.... then i would rather be completely fucking MENTAL....."Traveling is the best, Rome and London are two of the most beautiful places I've ever been to. Traveling can really change one's perspectives on a whole lot of things.Learning new things and meeting new people, reading -the key to learning, music -the arts."Religions are all alike -founded on fables and mythologies." -Thomas Jefferson