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~L~O~L~A~

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About Me

Not much to it. Just a soul living on this green earth til my time is done. I see the best in everything, because there is always something worse! Enjoy the simplicity of all. Love standing in the rain! When a good man stays quiet, evil prevails.. I tried being accomplished and I got bored.. Now Im trying that leap, that jump off a cliff to grab whatever dream I see fit.. I have faith in living so I know I will land where I should.. Those who are truly friends and family will be there beside me, and those who I lose along the way, I wish you the best, maybe one day you will take the time to appreciate those in your life before judging them..

Sitting through each day of life knowing what I want... Spending too many minutes wasted trying to convince myself to go get it.. Time to jump into oblivion... There is only one today, one yesterday and one tomorrow.. time to make them all mine and stop questioning and waiting for perfection... Life is beautiful, and so is letting another in it with you, its now or never...

"To love is to risk not being loved in return. To hope is to risk pain. To try is to risk failure, but risk must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing.”

I want to be the only hand you ever need to hold..

I love chocolate milk..hate whole milk..love dark hair..love the sweet innocense.. love when you put me in my place.. Hate liars.. Hate fakes.. ambition is sexy.. contentment is not.. the guitar is the sweetest sound.. next to the piano.. ill laugh at your jokes.. dont judge my quirkyness.. dont just hear my words, listen to them.. I think mayo can go on anything, but only Dukes mayo.. I yell at the tv.. nostalgia makes me smile.. ignorance makes me vomit.. A sunny day and a rocking chair can make everything better.. Or even a smiley face on a napkin in her writing.. The flame of a candle is mesmorizing (sp).. I wasnt an english major.. but enjoy my weekly crossword puzzle.. I dont like wearing shoes.. but love getting dolled up to drink a good bottle of wine.. Rain is beautiful, even when it messes up your hair..

My Interests

Im interested in anything to come. I am a competition junkie. I love my independence. Art, music, pool, wine, golf, writing or the outdoors. I enjoy viewing, interpreting, and creating expression in any form. I love contradicting opinions. I enjoy deep conversation whether it be about philosophy, religion, or just the reasons to not buy fat free cheese....

I'd like to meet:


.. Anybody and everybody... We all touch each other in mysterious ways.. I do love meeting new people and just hanging out enjoying the weather or whatever may be around.



Music:

Music is expression. I enjoy it all for the melodic beats, and the moods it creates. I listen to everything from r&b, country, jazz, blues, but my roots are classic rock

Movies:

Shawshank Redemption, best movie ever.. But I love all horror movies, teeny bopper movies, of course romantic chick flicks, suspense thrillers...

Television:

Law and Order: SVU of course, The L Word, Dead Like Me, Bones, Criminal Minds, Rockstar, anything on HG and DIY,

Books:

Pisces

You have an awesome imagination, and often put it to use for sexual purposes. You are very romantic and don’t hook-up with random people very often. Because sex to you is about showing your love, you are incredibly romantic in bed, and very giving. You tend be in a serious relationship more often then not. Sex matches: Taurus, Cancer, Scorpio
Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Heroes:

Any person who truly knows who they are...

My Blog

Utopic mania....

Its amazing to not realize you havent seen something in too long til it pops in your face and all you can do is smile this giddy smile like a kid in a candy store... I miss that sight, that thoug...
Posted by ~L~O~L~A~ on Mon, 12 Nov 2007 06:14:00 PST

Merry go round!

Sometimes i sit and daydream about how sincere life is right now.  The amazing thing that makes me let out a small laugh is this.. the fact that none of what I have right now, is nothing of what ...
Posted by ~L~O~L~A~ on Thu, 12 Jul 2007 07:30:00 PST

Words just fit.

Sometimes I feel like I never quite fit inLike I'm always a little out of placeIt's hard to be everything to everyoneThere's so many roles I have to playSometimes I'm just barely hanging onSeems like ...
Posted by ~L~O~L~A~ on Thu, 03 May 2007 07:40:00 PST

poisoned

its never enough... my eyes never seem dark enough... to hide the pain... my lids never seem strong enough.. to hold the tears... my skin never seems thick enough... to bare this world... one da...
Posted by ~L~O~L~A~ on Thu, 05 Apr 2007 10:48:00 PST

Lost

its amazing how unknown life is... Think about it... you sit in a room, whether its a coffee shop, a bar, a dr office the place has no purpose... But think who is really there... The guy over there co...
Posted by ~L~O~L~A~ on Fri, 30 Mar 2007 10:34:00 PST

Learn a little... Appreciate what you dont have to crave!

You know you're a celiac if......you've ever been caught licking a discarded Twinkie wrapper....at Christmas, visions of guar gum dance in your head....you've ever had to give a doctor a crash course ...
Posted by ~L~O~L~A~ on Fri, 16 Feb 2007 08:41:00 PST

Self Lies

Boo!!! Just wanted to give all you who hate when i block my blogs something to read... What can I say I cant have my inner secrets floating around myspace... and I have to write them down so I dont f...
Posted by ~L~O~L~A~ on Thu, 01 Feb 2007 04:02:00 PST

Aching

I sit here convincing myself it doesnt hurt... I teach myself not to feel.. Every once in a while the emotion overcomes... Then hours later I remind myself again no, its not allowed.. You can't care, ...
Posted by ~L~O~L~A~ on Wed, 31 Jan 2007 12:12:00 PST

Let it be, you dont have the right..

Evrey vision, every person saw as they glanced and made a decision of who I was, I became. So Many people, so many standards to meet. Most felt comfortable but none felt whole, All were lies, as they...
Posted by ~L~O~L~A~ on Wed, 20 Dec 2006 03:00:00 PST

...hmmm...

Just wanted to keep a  list of quotes, so you nosey people can stop reading thinking I got something to say.... Love ya mean it! You can never understand another, as you dont have the same scars ...
Posted by ~L~O~L~A~ on Mon, 18 Dec 2006 03:27:00 PST