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About Me

So I've been in New York for a little over a year and I love it here. I find myself walking down the street and I'm still overcome with the incredible feeling of knowing that I live in this city. Some people will say that's silly, but it's truly how I feel and I don't care what others think anyway. I'm always looking to make new friends, I love meeting people, and yet people really get on my nerves. It's a love/hate thing I guess, hit or miss. I like to sit alone in my bedroom and write, work on music and listen to my favorite bands. I love to read as well. But I always have this feeling of loneliness. It really sucks. I'm still searching for the perfect man, and although I know he doesn't really exist, I still have hope that I will find him one day, or at least someone perfect enough for me. I'm working on getting into college. I am planning to go to college for audio technology. Music is my passion and I know that I must follow my heart and my dreams if I want to be happy. If anyone is interested in chatting, send me an email and we'll talk. Until then....
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What does your birth month reveal about you?

October
Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.
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What Kind of Soul Do You Retain?

Loving
You have a very warm and loving aura about your soul and believe in the virtues of Love. To you, there is a bright side to everything! You are the polar opposite of the Dark soul.
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Your Deadly Sins
Sloth: 40%
Greed: 20%
Lust: 20%
Wrath: 20%
Envy: 0%
Gluttony: 0%
Pride: 0%
Chance You'll Go to Hell: 14%
You will die while sleeping - and no one will notice. How Sinful Are You? Myspace Extended Network Banners Myspace Codes

My Interests

Music, cars, and photography; three of my favorite things. Walking on the beach, romantic dinners, cuddling (I know, that's gay) movies, traveling, hanging out with friends, laughing, loving, living, dreaming and making my dreamz come true.... there's more, but you can ask if you want to know.Take the quiz:
What does your FAVORITE COLOR say about you??

You chose BLUE
You are very sweet. Most people who pick blue tend to be popular, but a select few do not. You tend not to brag very much and you like a good adventure whenever you can get it.

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How Homophobic Are You?
Rainbow Flag Flyer
You are as gay as it comes and not homophobic

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Music:

ROCK N ROLL, Drum 'n Bass, Jungle, Breakbeats, a couple other genres in electronic music, a little Hip-Hop, Jazz, some Pop and a few things that I just may keep a secret. I'll name a few: Hybrid, Demon Hunter, Thrice, Glassjaw, Dead Poetic, Atreyu, Saosin, Paramore, The Human Abstract; Scar Symmetry, Head Automatica, UnderOath, Evanescence, Story of the Year, Strata, The Roots, Pendulum, Dieselboy, DJ Krush, DJ Shadow, Mudvayne, Staind........... and many more.
You Should Be a Musician
You have a rare combinations of talents: an ear for music, nimble fingers, and the willpower to practice.
You could master almost any instrument you choose to play (if you haven't already!) What Sort of Artist Should You Be?

Movies:

I love HORROR movies!!! Action/Thriller, Comedies & Anime. Fight Club, Sin City, Saw I, II& III, The Hills Have Eyes, Hostel, Ghost in the Shell, Appleseed, Akira, Vampire Hunter D, and Ninja Scroll just to name a few of my favorites.

Television:

Family Guy, Aqua Teen Hunger Force, Robot Chicken, American Dad, Futurama, The Boondocks, Drawn Together....... you get the point. ( I like animation.)

Books:

Currently reading...Taltos by Anne Rice

Heroes:

My Mom, Sister, and Niece, because of their unconditional love and support.(Also the reason I have 3 stars on my chest.)
What kind of jewel are you?
Diamond
Your beauty is both breathtaking and stunning. Your friends could see you everyday and still be enchanted.

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My Blog

untitled

Without pain     do we feel anything?In contrast to pleasure     is it all in vain?Compare your happiness to mine    and tell me who winsI sit here and suf...
Posted by Secques© on Fri, 08 Feb 2008 11:04:00 PST

Broken

I am so broken now You can't save me from all the darkness inside Everything I run from and try to hide It's sitting beside me Why am I alone? I realize this dream will never come true All I think ab...
Posted by Secques© on Wed, 07 Nov 2007 08:29:00 PST

A Realization

Basking in the sunlightI know things will be good againAs I feel the warmthMy heart is filled with hopeI know this feelingAt any moment may disappearBut for right nowI enjoy it since it's hereNo reaso...
Posted by Secques© on Fri, 06 Apr 2007 08:58:00 PST

Lost

Being lost in loveIs quite distressingSpending time Constantly assessingThis situationAllowing my imaginationTo run wildWith thoughts and dreamsOf what could possiblyBecome of he and IYet I'm here Wit...
Posted by Secques© on Wed, 28 Mar 2007 06:12:00 PST

A Feeling Shared

I reach out for you,     but you are not there I want to touch you,     to feel your air I want to smell your skin,     on my pillow again  Fe...
Posted by Secques© on Wed, 21 Mar 2007 09:32:00 PST

A Moment to Dream

I'm tired of this loneliness I feelI'm tired of being aloneAll I really wantIs a man to holdMe and love me for who I amTo smell his skin on the pillowAnd wake up next to him everydayTo hear laughter i...
Posted by Secques© on Thu, 15 Mar 2007 10:02:00 PST

The Beginning?

My will is starting to be broken byThe insanity that's taken over myLife and destroying everything that IAm working forLooking back over life it'sBeen difficult, feeling like shit sinceI've done a goo...
Posted by Secques© on Thu, 15 Mar 2007 09:58:00 PST

I Need C.P.R. (complete personal renovation)

I'm drowningLosing my grip on lifeHolding on to the edgeSlowly slipping awayUnder the surfaceCalm and greyI feel my heartAs it starts to decayI could stay hereCold and aloneIt feels like deathIt feels...
Posted by Secques© on Thu, 15 Mar 2007 09:51:00 PST

1st

Inside the mindA great divideInside the heart A spark to startThe future holdsA world unknownTo everyone but youClose the gapFuel the fireBy all means neccessaryFulfill the desireTo boldly goWhere no ...
Posted by Secques© on Thu, 15 Mar 2007 09:48:00 PST

Engulfed

I'm lost without your guidanceTrying hard to find my confidenceTo make sense of all that isMove past all that's notIt's effortless to fall into the darkEnveloped, comforted, safe aloneA struggle to cr...
Posted by Secques© on Sat, 06 Jan 2007 11:08:00 PST