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About Me

Hey, my name is Rhiannon, for almost the past decade I've been surrounded by my friends and family, up until april that is, when I left them all behind for the sunny shores of Oxnard. A big part of me still wishes that I lived back home, but I've been adjusting and things don't look as bad anymore here. And I know that everything happens for a reason. I had to learn to take the good with the bad. Anyway, I'm a light hearted girl, with a broken heart, I'm outgoing, silly and as most would say, I have my own sense of style...lol... I'm trying as hard as I can to better myself and stay out of trouble. But the staying out of trouble part doesn't come so easily...lol... I love skimboarding, skateboarding, and soccer. The 3 best "s" words in my world. lol. my aim is swirlthewhirl424, I'm a dork so I'm on myspace a lot...Um, I think that's about it...
They say that I'm different,
they say I've grown a bit tough,
they know I no longer bullshit,
Honestly I just don't give a fuck.
I don't care what they think,
I could give a rats ass,
I no longer need to see a shrink,
honestly on drugs I still pass.
I'm different I wont lie,
I'm standing a lot taller than before,
I'm better off than most will ever be,
Honestly you can no longer call me a whore.
So tell me again how weak I am,
now that I've done this on my own,
they never did know i wanted a hand,
Guess I'm the only of us that's grown.
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My Interests

I like to make those around me smile. I try to be the best I can be. I am all that I'll ever be, and I'm happy with my life right now. I play soccer, I go to meetings, I hang out at the beach, concerts, hangin out with my best bud Melinda, and yeah....

I'd like to meet:

someone who isn't crazy...doesn't have kids...smokes the herbal and yeah...haha

Music:

I listen to almost everything. anything that can catch my ear with a good beat and steady tune has got me hooked.

Movies:

i hate horror movies if i'm watching them alone, but if i've got someone to cuddle up next too, they're my favorite. otherwise, I'll watch just about anything except sci-fi...not too big a fan

Television:

i don't watch much television, but when I do, it's mostly the cliche shows that everyone else watches...i'm obsessed with nip/tuck and CSI- the original...in Las Vegas! haha

Books:

um...different types...

Heroes:

cinderella...how many other people do you know can go from rags to riches in one day flat, live to tell the story, and be happy...all at the same time. money means nothing to me, but either way, cinderella's awesome. lol.

My Blog

fuckin babble bullshit...that's what this is...haha

i tried to write different thoughts or poems down but when that didn't work...i just resorted to just ranting...it feels like this world has gone upside down, like everything has been turned around, t...
Posted by hi. cram it. ♥ on Tue, 28 Nov 2006 01:24:00 PST

October 4, 2006

Unfortunatly I have some terrible news....I was very close to my grandfather, so his death on the 4th has taken a great deal on me. I'm sorry for neglecting anyone lately but I've been in a world of m...
Posted by hi. cram it. ♥ on Sun, 08 Oct 2006 05:09:00 PST

Dieing slowly...

There's a cycle I'm following,there's no sense in controlling,the thoughts in my head,cause i'll end up dead.Confusion is friendly,but knowing is deadly,and the cause of this culprit,has yet to b...
Posted by hi. cram it. ♥ on Sun, 23 Jul 2006 01:10:00 PST

Underneath Me

Underneath Me there it is again inside my bones, that feeling you get when you know you're alone, it's creeping it's way throughout my body, and slowly taking what's left of me. my loneliness is a c...
Posted by hi. cram it. ♥ on Fri, 30 Dec 2005 01:41:00 PST

tons of my old poems...

please don't steal my stuff... A Fairy-Tale Ryhme Once upon an innocent mind, thoughts were scrambled intertwined, leaving unique to be a precious find, but this girl's demon was redefined. My pr...
Posted by hi. cram it. ♥ on Fri, 11 Nov 2005 02:05:00 PST

Truth and Reconciliation

truth and reconciliation take me past the color of your eyes take me from the past of all my mistakes to where the future lies i know that my moods were changing like the weather do you ever d...
Posted by hi. cram it. ♥ on Fri, 07 Oct 2005 10:17:00 PST

Just Another Love Song

Just Another Love Song Don't say what you don't really mean, because you're having difficulties I see. You're a disgrace to guys everywhere, the way you dance around with out a care. I would tell you...
Posted by hi. cram it. ♥ on Sun, 21 Aug 2005 03:10:00 PST

just a few blurps...

got a new shirt. got new glasses! being super honest...still thinking about him, I wish there was something more I could say, to make all this confusion just go away, but I can't ease your pain that ...
Posted by hi. cram it. ♥ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

To Whom It May Concern

To Whom It May Concern a thief to my everything, my voice you've stolen, just simply by existing,. was I mistaken? I felt something more, was I crazy to think that, perhaps it's been done before, and...
Posted by hi. cram it. ♥ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

What Else?

They're tattered and frayed, I feel something isn't right, It's the quiet thoughts that invade, The inner depths of my mind tonight. I try so hard to disregard them, these feelings of inadeqacy...
Posted by hi. cram it. ♥ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST