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~mOtive~

the circus tent is falling

About Me

MyGen Profile GeneratorThis is the modified space of another person, another number another face from another crowd in another city within another country placed on another planet revolving in another galaxy, This is one perception. Perhaps i am the entire earth and everything that happens to me reflects on every other happening known to man, or me so it seems. Just another theory. Maybe i don’t exist; i am a single figment of someone else’s imagination, a memory, an idea a thought or a dream. About me? There can’t be much said if anyone one of these is possible, they are certainly all probable. All i know is that i am perceived to be a good person or so believed to be through the experience of others, and only good judged by memories of other people, compared to other people, people who may in fact or probability be nonexistent, in that case they wouldn’t “be” at all because to “be” is to exist and if they do not, then there can be no comparison. Knowing this you can see why I cannot tell you anything about myself only you can create me, to be who ever you think I am. So go on take a gander maybe you can tell me.I get bored ..

My Interests

I am interested in you; i have yet to meet a person whose light has not shawn through the outer crust they have made. I am interested in art; in essence life. A mud puddle is as incredible as all the rainbow plastic colours of any paint pallet. I am interested in writing; i love it more than air, though breathing comes as a close second. I am interested in classic novels in these the flavor of the most intricate verbal recipes are found. I suggest you indulge in at least one of the works of John Steinbeck, Oscar wild and one of the more worldly play writers William Shakespeare. I am interested in Music and all that accompanies, I am learning guitar,in the beggining it was mostly self taught madness, and now i have a Great tutor, also the Adam to my Eve Alex Bergeron. I am interested in films directed mainly before 1999 when acting was beauty unmasked by graphics. I Am interested in voice, Sing to me i will do the same in return.

I'd like to meet:

My maker

Music:

Deftones Smashing pumpkins Aerosmith The cranberrys Bjork Apc The beatles Nirvana Frank sinatra Bette midler Blondie Guns N' roses Pat benatar Sarah McLachlan Portishead Holly Mcnarlan Pink floyd Queen The beach boys LedZeppelin New kids on the block Tool Msi Bif naked Nine Inch Nails Marilyn manson KoRn Madonna Orgy David bowie The lasy susans Scantily Clad Whitey and much more

Movies:

The Phantom of the paradise

Television:

I have not had televistion for over three years and counting. It may not rot your brain but it controls your mind traping you in a state of vegetation. Who ever heard of a meat vegatable.

Books:

Romeo and Juliet, red pony, excusit corps, Titus, house of the scorpion, to kill a mockingbird, ghost house, of mice and men, the outsiders, the comedy of errors, the dictionary, the complete fairy tales of oscar wilde.

Heroes:

Jesus, have you heard the tale? everyone can use a little insight from a man this selfless.

My Blog

walk down

Slowly learning life lessons Hoping to break the chain Feeling youthful teachings burning in our veins The trace will never seem the same When mountain walks are gone Yet I hear the sound of chanc...
Posted by ~mOtive~ on Sun, 29 Apr 2007 01:40:00 PST

Paranoid

To come to grips with the fact that the cold machine is taking over I don't want to be cruel; I can't help but seem a fool But the cold machine is taking over Tell me again that I'm not right in the...
Posted by ~mOtive~ on Sun, 29 Apr 2007 01:34:00 PST

I love her Alive

Are you alive my little picture perfect project Are you divine like all that's kept in angel's pockets? Are you sublime as time in ways you never have devised Dilutions of self portrait schemes Im...
Posted by ~mOtive~ on Sun, 29 Apr 2007 01:31:00 PST

chemical stones

You suck us in like diamond drops of rain And drip us out safire drain Addicted like a crystal cane You use us up we slip insane Ruby dust and diamond rain Addicted to you slip insane Intoxicate w...
Posted by ~mOtive~ on Sun, 19 Nov 2006 08:30:00 PST

Turn Bottles

Turn around I love you Turn around I care Turn away from everyone Who isn't really there Bottle up your old charm Turn it into humble tears Look at your false reflection And battle yourself Bott...
Posted by ~mOtive~ on Tue, 24 Oct 2006 05:12:00 PST

Eyes of Neptune

  This is for you Neptune This is for the beauty in your eyes This is for you Neptune This is for you Scream at the top of your voice Scream it away Neptune Shout away the darkness that sur...
Posted by ~mOtive~ on Wed, 11 Oct 2006 04:22:00 PST

humble mumble

Failed fellow Take to wallow Big step back again Bound to loose track again Followed back again We are all hollow Fellow failed again Track back Loose step City stack and then Come back again...
Posted by ~mOtive~ on Fri, 29 Sep 2006 10:53:00 PST

dieing skin

It doesnt make sense Watching them Do this idiotic dance Watching them Turn light into flesh Rotting in them Where can I go? To get away Were is my place in this space Were is the magic in hi...
Posted by ~mOtive~ on Tue, 22 Aug 2006 04:15:00 PST

water

I wish I could stay here and be happy I wish I could stay here and servive But if I stay I will rush through myself No more brown eyes I need water No more brown eyes I need oceans No more brown...
Posted by ~mOtive~ on Tue, 22 Aug 2006 04:11:00 PST

hope to hearts

Milk white majesty Your fate had been a tragedy With rainbow lies and blackened eyes So clearly do you tell A story of a little boy lost inside a fairy tale Mountain peaks are sleek To thoughs so i...
Posted by ~mOtive~ on Thu, 10 Aug 2006 12:09:00 PST