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Organ Grinder

Memories Decay In The Heart Of Darkness

About Me

Gag me with barb wire and release the poison from within. We live to die and we've only got one chance. Look at me and call me crazy, but don't judge me cause i'm different. Take this vile from around my neck and drink the blood to help feed this nightmare.
My name is Shadow. I'm also known as The Black Death. I love snowboarding and being in the mountains, especially during winter. I wouldn't give the feeling of the freedom of riding down a mountain and flying through the air off a jump for the world. Snowboarding is my life and is the definition to freedom and self-control. Snowboarding is so relaxing yet so thrilling at the same time. I forget about the daily life and just enjoy the cold air blowing around me. I also love paintballing and having my heart race as I don't know what to expect. The feeling of knowing you're oppnents are out there somewhere waiting to shoot or be shot. I love going out on the weekends and meeting new people and just paintballing, playing speedball, hours on end. I listen to all types of metal music including: Thrash Metal, Death Metal, Black Metal, etc. Call me close-minded, but metal is the only typse of music that have bands that are original and don't care what the media or anyone else thinks. I love sitting at home alone and writing songs/poetry about the deeper and darker sides of life, death and everything in-between. I love just being alone away from the world listening to music. I try to go to concerts whenever I can. I have an obsession with Spider-Man and I have since I was six. I love collecting things such as knives, anything Spider-Man, comics, toys, etc. I hate money because it only brings greed and it can not buy happiness.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

.. width="425" height="350" .. 20 Reasons To Date A Paintballer (I Am A Paintballer)

We aren’t afraid to get down and dirty

We know how to listen to directions

We have at least a 10 inch barrel

We can fire off 100's of rounds without getting tired

We always wear protection

We LOVE to be aggressive

We never forget to lube

Money is no limit

We can squeeze into tight spots

We play in different positions

Were quick to reload

We always make sure our balls are in perfect condition

We can use any holes

Spraying is no problem

We have quick finger action

If we run out of air, it takes less than 5 seconds to get us going again!

We know how to work any position front, back, and all in between

We're used to 2 on 1 and 3 on 1 situations

We will play any chance we get

When we play we look good doing it


Music:


A Life Once Lost

Agoraphobic Nosebleed

All That Remains

Amon Amarth

Arch Enemy

As I Lay Dying

The Autum Offering

Between The Buried And Me

The Black Dahlia Murder

Bleeding Through

Bloodlined Calligraphy

Burn The Priest

Cannibal Corpse

Chimaira

Commit Suicide

Cryptosy

Darkest Hour

Dead To Fall

Deicide

Demise Of Eros

Devildriver

Dew Scented

Dimmu Borgir

downthesun

Dying Fetus

Full Blown Chaos

Hate Eternal

The Haunted

Heavan Shall Burn

Himsa

In Flames

Into The Moat

Jack Off Jill

Kataklysm

Kittie

Lamb Of God

Misery Signals

Motograter

Mushroomhead

Napalm Death

Otep

Paths Of Possession

Rammstein

The Red Chord

Sanatorium

Sepultura

Shadows Fall

Six Feet Under

Skinless

Slaves On Dope

Soulfly

Still Remains

Suffocation

Superjoint Ritual

Torture Killer

Unearth

Vampire Moose

Walls Of Jericho

Winter Solstice

Zao

Movies:

BloodRayne

Inside Man

River King

Underworld

Underworld Evolution

Annapolis

Into The Blue

Television:


CSI

Cartoons

Paintball 2 Xtreme

Forensic Files

Headbangers Ball

Uranium

Books:


Body Of Lies

Reap The Wind

No One To Trust

Firestorm

Blind Alley

Ugly Duckling

Face Of Deception

Killing Game

Countdown

Fatal Tide

My Blog

life like knife

life is like a knife...some are sharp, some are dull...sometimes you're wanted and sometimes you're not.
Posted by Organ Grinder on Thu, 27 Apr 2006 08:35:00 PST

the bunny story!!!!!!!

i don't even know how to start the bunny story. last year sometime, i don't remember exactly when, but me and a friend (malcolm) were shooting are paintball guns in my parents backyard. we had set up ...
Posted by Organ Grinder on Sat, 15 Apr 2006 11:42:00 PST

snowboarding

i'm going snowboarding really soon. snowboarding is so much fun. the adrenilane rush is undescribable. SNOWBOARD FOR LIFE OR DIE TRYING!!! LIVE TO SNOWBOARD AND SNOWBOARD TO LIVE!!!
Posted by Organ Grinder on Fri, 14 Apr 2006 09:40:00 PST

paintballing

paintball is so much fun and so stress relieving. i finally finished making the ultimate paintball gun and i got to go in my back yard and shoot helpless little toys. it was so much fun and all m...
Posted by Organ Grinder on Fri, 14 Apr 2006 09:24:00 PST

look forward to nothing and look back on nothing

why look forward to something that may never happen? why look back on the past and remember pain and sorrow? live now and let time tell what will happen.
Posted by Organ Grinder on Fri, 14 Apr 2006 09:18:00 PST