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Graham... cracker!!

Moments like these, I understand that I'm no ones first choice. Yet I take a moment to realise...tha

About Me

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First off, if you go by the whole "If you don't have anything nice to say then don't say anything." Well get the fuck off my page. OR you can duct tape my mouth shut.. but I dare you to try. I'm bad at keeping my mouth shut and I offend people in lots of different ways, maybe what I say or what I do or what I look like, even, but you know what? If you don't like something about me or you want to judge me, you can SUCK MY COCK. It just weeds out the people around me until I'm left with only the ones that can fucking take it and I'm down with that. I'll be your ear to listen and your shoulder to cry on and your teddy bear to cuddle with (if I'm comfortable with you anyway, I don't really like touching people). The reason I have so many really good friends is because I don't waste my time on the bad ones. I care about individual people and their problems and troubles, but people as a whole I have no use for them. Your opinion of me does not mean jack shit. Nobody's weird just everyones different. I take literally everything with a grain (or two) of salt. Life isn't easy, none of it is. It happens and you move on. The things I see in most people I meet that are my age or younger or, hell, even a bit older, it disgusts me. I see people with low morals and values, looking for quick fixes to their problems instead of doing it the hard way and fixing the problem for good. No ambition, no drive, no dignity and pride for all the wrong reasons. I see no humility or stability. Forget fidelity, honesty, responsibility, good judgement, and loyalty. Most people are more than willing to sell your ass down the river if the reward is big enough, but they'll lie right to your face and say they're your best friend. If you dare sit there and try to tell me that the glass is half full, I'm going to throw it at your face. Not just the water, the whole cup. I like having debates or constructive arguements. I respect the opinions of other people on topics of interest and I fully understand that not everyone sees things the way I do. I only get mad when you tell me that my opinion is wrong, because who are you to be the judge of that? Don't judge on my appearance, it will be nothing but your own loss. I work at a job I despise but I'm taking the steps to get into college. I'm going to go to the Utah College of Massage Therapy. I'm good with my hands already, and it's relaxing. DO NOT message me with "so are you really a lesbian or are you bi?" READ MY FUCKING PROFILE AND TELL ME WHAT THE FUCK IT SAYS! As for dating, don't bother, those emails get annoying. People who cruise Myspace for a piece of ass.. Jesus get a life. Why would you even do that? It's not such a big deal that you have to lower and degrade yourself for looking for ass online. At least go to the bar... better luck there. There was a time that I started planning out a marriage with a girl I hadn't so much as seen naked, if that tells you anything. I'm one of the most honest and genuine people you're going to meet. Most people annoy the living hell out of me, so take your chances if you think you're up to friendship with me.

My Interests

In general, I'm usually down for whatever. I love to dance and party and drink (among other things sometimes) I like to have a lot of fun, dress up and go out clubbing or raving. I like to just go chill with my friends doing whatever, I like being mischevious lol. I also LOVE to read, don't have any books at the moment though. I like drawing but I'm not THAT good at it, but I love to write, and that I am damn good at. I like and am interested in waay too many things to list.

I'd like to meet:


James J. Braddock. Russel Crowe. And average people who see things in more depth than the general population, see things more for what they are than what they seem. No bullshitters. No whiners. No players. I want real fucking people.
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Music:

Everything but R&B. :D Sorry Clare lol. My faves are Industrial and techno. But like I said I like almost everything, I love country, and hard rock, classical, jazz, alternative, oldies, pop, rap, etc.

Movies:

Hard Candy, Juno, Doomsday, The Talented Mr.Ripley, Copycat, Bound, Alien Ressurection, X-Files movies, Dirty Dancing, Pearl Harbor, SWEENEY TODD, From Hell, Welcome to the Dollhouse, But I'm A Cheerleader!, I love a lot of movies.

Television:

SPONGEBOB!!!, House, M.D., The L Word, Degrassi, South of Nowhere, Discovery Health, National Geographic, The History Channel, The X Files...

Books:

Anything Dean Koontz or Stephen King! I love the book Jane Eyre by Charlotte Bronte. The Mists of Avalon was amaaaaazing. The Harry Potter books. Candy. Montana Sky. The Giver. Twilight. I've read so many good books it's hard to think of them.

Heroes:


[brandon] he took over where my mother left off when she just up and decided she was fucking done being my mother. [amber] is my sister and my very closest friend i owe her my life. [kypepper] is my twin. she understands me and the way i think in a way that nobody else does. we've both been through a lot of the same kind of hurt and we just get it. [clare] is my little slightly-homophobic buddy. she's been there for me through some hard times the last like 8 months. [jenni] is my newest friend, she's beautiful and clumsy and hella funny. oh, and i have a thing fer her.. even if she did mix plaid and stripes... [kayleen] is one of the most beautiful girls i know and is always a sweetheart to me. ily! I'm always here when you need me girl.

My Blog

Drugs.

If it wouldn't eventually ruin my body and mind, and thus my life, I would be fucked up every day, on something or other, and I would never know the difference. I even considered doing it just for a ...
Posted by Graham... cracker!! on Mon, 05 May 2008 07:45:00 PST

If I say it, I mean it, but sometimes I wish not saying it made it not true....

As much as she hurt me, I still want to protect her from the world, I still want to save her. I want to pull her up out of the grave she's digging herself into. I still want to help her and be there ...
Posted by Graham... cracker!! on Sat, 19 Apr 2008 05:47:00 PST

Trish’s crazy side, in a nutshell. (seriously)

UNORTHODOX : meaning unusual, peculiar, unconventional. Synonymous with heretical, which means of ideas or views contrary to mainstream or accepted opinion. NEUROTIC : As an illness, neurosis represen...
Posted by Graham... cracker!! on Fri, 11 Apr 2008 03:25:00 PST

No-Sexual

I don’t just not like men. They full on creep me out. Once anything with a guy goes at ALL past the confines of friendship, I start to sweat a little. Well, less like sweating, more like cringi...
Posted by Graham... cracker!! on Thu, 10 Apr 2008 06:03:00 PST

Its a little like dying (For Brandon)

I wrote this for Brandon, because I’m good at putting his feelings into words, and the more I read it, the more I think it applies not only to Brandon and Fuckface, but also Myself and Tasha.&n...
Posted by Graham... cracker!! on Thu, 03 Apr 2008 05:54:00 PST

Homosexuality. GAY: it’s not a four letter word.

It really isn’t. You know they think they can almost  detect the "gay gene" now? Well I don’t know if its nature or nurture, if its mental or biological, but I don’t care. Being...
Posted by Graham... cracker!! on Sat, 29 Mar 2008 07:51:00 PST

Yay for crazy

I was just thinking about the world and everything in it. I just watched Girl, Interrupted and firstly, it’s a good but very depressing movie. A lot of people that are on pills for mental illnes...
Posted by Graham... cracker!! on Sat, 22 Mar 2008 11:01:00 PST

Love isn’t enough, anymore.

No, love isn't enough. They say love is all you need, right? Well I'm sorry. It doesn't work that way. The world doesn't work that way anymore. It would be nice if it did. Nowadays, the divorce rate ...
Posted by Graham... cracker!! on Thu, 21 Feb 2008 05:52:00 PST

Ive been thinking, and oh my God Ive actually thought of something that makes me HAPPY

I am good enough. There's nothing wrong with me. I've realized that I am loveable, and responsible, and likeable. There's nothing about me to be ashamed of. The last couple months I've had someone mak...
Posted by Graham... cracker!! on Sat, 09 Feb 2008 04:03:00 PST

What do you do?

Still not my best, but good. WRITTEN: Early 2005What do you do When you're all alone And you can't stand the pain How do you hold it in Keep from lashing out When you're drowning in your tears And you...
Posted by Graham... cracker!! on Wed, 23 Jan 2008 02:19:00 PST