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About Me

My name is Olivia, and I was born December 12th, 1977, in Salt Lake City, Utah, to the parents of Nancy and William David George. I am the third of my Mother's children and the first of my father's. My mother had her tubes tied many years before discovering she was pregnant with me. She kept the pregnancy hidden for nearly 6 months so my father wouldn't pressure her to abort. This probably would explain my persistence; or more so that I was meant to be born on that day--to this mother, and that exact time--to that man. Maybe his only purpose in my life, was to help make me, leave me and ultimately make me stronger.
I stand 5'3 inches tall, and weigh 125lbs, wet, but I haven't shit today, so that might vary alittle. It's close to the most I've weighed, without child, in 16 years. That child I bore, is called Levi by most, and Levi CrazyPants on paper. He is 6 years old and full of life. He, as I said before, saved me from the deadly path I was choosing to travel many years before he lived. I have come to terms with deprecated my own contribution to this world in the past, but I might have just realized I'm still contributing to my own restriction...just in different areas or aspects. I'm learning and I'm working on that.
I'm alittle underconstruction at the moment, and life has pushed me to the point of being more self-aware of where I went wrong, and finding myself in this mess I call my mind.
What I can say about me at this moment is: I believe in fighting along side that hunger for the better that rests inside all of us. I'm motivated to fight only for individuals, I believe, truly have the desire to extend the effort to help make change for the better, and I will fight against those that harbor and nurture the power to do us all harm. I will also lend my voice to those that do not have one of their own.
I will rebuild my page as I rebuild my life. I will discover new things and learn how far my limits are, through time. I'm about to make a huge transition in my life, and for the first time I'm ready.
I say....Bring it on.

My Interests

Not A Pretty Girl

"I am not an angry girl but it seems like I've got everyone fooled-- every time I say something they find hard to hear they chalk it up to my anger and never to their own fear-- and imagine you're a girl just trying to finally come clean knowing full well they'd prefer you were dirty and smiling. --and I am sorry I am not a maiden fair and I am not a kitten stuck up a tree somewhere."

Ani Difranco

I'd like to meet:

I want to meet the wild at heart that are caged in their own fear, and for those I will say a prayer.

Where are the people that don't know what they want in life? That search to learn about their duality? That make excuses and sometimes don't follow through?...That scream or just takes it all in without saying a word?...People with or without a plan?...People that dance like a chicken and fart like a donkey? That are unruly and rebellious? The brave at heart that pull up their courage to be real and love through their own eyes and hearts--not through the windows of others?

Those are the qualites and behaviors you have to accept in the people you choose to be in your life, even if some seem "unacceptable" and "unclean". We're human.

But what I learned is that if you're strong enough to embrace your faults and accept others shortcomings, then you can love without fear. I'm still learning...but I know that some good has to out-weigh the bad.

Just be yourself and brave the day.

Music:

Vast scope.

Movies:

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Television:

Tell Me You Love Me. In Treatment. The L Word. Californication. Weeds. Dexter

Books:

Women Who Run With the Wolves. (change your life) Postcards From the Edge.

Heroes:

Shot at 2007-07-30

Shot at 2007-07-30

My Blog

People Are Nasty

After having a long fun night Saturday, I got to get up four hours later on Sunday morning and go help clean one of my Godmother's rent houses. Now these people ran out on the rent and didn't feel lik...
Posted by Olivia on Tue, 26 Aug 2008 03:52:00 PST

Precious Illusions

This veil that hide my eyes--My precious illusions thatjust recently died. This "difference" I swore was real--turned into the same grinding mill,making pieces of the diary confession;of a severed co...
Posted by Olivia on Mon, 16 Jun 2008 01:58:00 PST

Olivia--Age 20

Earlier I was looking for my Flash installation CD, and came across an old writing I did back in '98, (written on paper), and an old picture of me from this exact time. Okay, so to me, it's crazy to ...
Posted by Olivia on Wed, 11 Jun 2008 10:52:00 PST

Midnight in Washington

Hold on...it's coming...I've been holding back and I am gonna open my mouth now....You got time? Maybe so...maybe not...I'm gonna say it anyway....(maybe this should be blogged...?) Finally--Midnight ...
Posted by Olivia on Mon, 09 Jun 2008 01:15:00 PST

ReBuilding to Brave the Day

Recently, I've been given the opportunity to re-examine who I am, where I am, what I've lost and discover where I left it. I'm re-building myself with a soft, but yet, loud bang. I've dec...
Posted by Olivia on Sat, 07 Jun 2008 11:03:00 PST

Fall

I feel a lose of control with everything. I'm sitting here with the urge to write, b/c I just want to share, I suppose. Do you mind? If you do, then stop reading...right now. If not...then I continue...
Posted by Olivia on Mon, 02 Jun 2008 01:45:00 PST

Dear Mom

Levi brings home this mother's day card he made for me in class. It's a blue construction paper folded in half. The outside has a drawing of green, yellow and pink flowers in a blue vase. You open i...
Posted by Olivia on Fri, 09 May 2008 03:09:00 PST

Full Round Moon--For Jason, the "untrusted professor."

I danced this evening, underneath a clear blue stream. I twirled and spun, as the moon placed its light upon my eyes; then moved in and through the distant ...
Posted by Olivia on Fri, 21 Mar 2008 02:59:00 PST

"Bitch Please," he said.

I've been called to a battle of words, by someone that seemed to be "offended" by the Bitch is the New Black bulletin I posted a couple of days ago. I accept that challenge... Oh, I offended t...
Posted by Olivia on Thu, 28 Feb 2008 11:03:00 PST

The Gay Gene-A Moral Question

The Gay Gene-A Moral Question Olivia Max... Recently, I watched an episode of Law and Order, Special Victims Unit, and it had dove into the new findings that, with a simple blood test, ...
Posted by Olivia on Thu, 24 Jan 2008 11:13:00 PST