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such pretty bones

Without you, everything falls apart. Without you; it's not as much fun to pick up the pieces...

About Me


Sometimes, we'd never know what's wrong
without the pain ... My name is April Roze.
I'm 20 years old.
I'm Irish & Scottish and I have the temper to match.
I have a pretty amazing boyfriend.
I'm attending the International Culinary Arts & Sciences Institute to work towards a diploma in both Culinary & Pastry arts. I love to cook & bake for family and friends. If you want me to bake you anything, just ask, and I'd be happy to. Sometimes the hardest thing
and the right thing are the same. I'm really into creative writing as well as photography. A lot of my work is posted in my blogs. So I'll just sit here now and hold your hand.
It's these last few hours that make me what I am. I have Kidney Disease, as well as many other minor & major health problems, including Obsessive-Compulsive disorder (which makes me crazy with cleanliness & organization).
I only like red candy, prefferably cherry. And do you miss me,
when I'm feeling sad? I'm really into tattoos & body modifications. I have eight tattoos right now, and I hope to get more in the near future.
I really love roadtrips. I like driving to random places for no reason. Abandoned buildings & houses, "haunted" places, concerts... I just love driving and getting away from everything for a little while. I called your friends
to see what you said. I have so many things that I want to do with my life career-wise that it's hard for me to pick one thing. I'm going to school to be a chef, but I want to explore other career opportunities also. It's the weekend;
go and have fun. R.I.P. Dan Schnoor, Daina Howell, Tylor, Corey, & Austin Brownlee. It's the weekend;
you never loved me at all. If you want to know anything else, just ask.
aim = SuchPrettyBonesx
Oh, and when you forget her ...
don't you dare remember me.
tell me something i don't know
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My Interests

Hoping for the best, just hoping nothing happens;
A thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins... Reading; Creative Writing; Singing; Cooking & Baking; Outdoors; Nature; Body Art; Tattoos; Body Modifications; Egyptian Culture; Futhark Alphabet; Roadtrips; Forensics; Mortuary Sciences; Photography; Movies; History; Graffitti; Where every move & each impulse brings clarity;
to stay like this is all you'll ever need. Criminology; Parapsychology; Religious Psychology; Religion; Law; The Paranormal & Folklore; The Occult; Primitive Religions; Mythology; I won't ever ask if you don't ever tell me;
I know you well enough to know you never loved me... why can't I feel anything for anyone other than you? Home/Interior Design; Driving Around; Exploring; Cherry-Flavoured Candy; Changing My Hair; Cats; Crime Stories & TV Shows; Hanging Out at Taco Bell... And all of this, is all your fault. And all of this... I stay wrecked & jealous for this, for this simple reason.
I just need to keep you in mind, as something larger than life...

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Music:

Time is running, it's running on empty and the gas is running out.
I've decided tonight is the night that I let love aside... Metal; Punk; Grunge; Industrial; Rockabilly; Ska; Indie; Protest rock.
Arch Enemy; Otep; My Ruin; Chimaira; A Perfect Murder; Misery Signals; Underoath; Bleeding Through; Bullet For My Valentine; Five Pointe 0; Iced Earth; Misery Signals; Zao; Ill Nino; Drain STH; Nothingface; Spineshank; Metallica; Rise Against; Rage Against The Machine; My knuckles have turned to white;
there's no turning back tonight... Evanescence; Flyleaf; Paramore; Save Ferris; Scarling; Jack Off Jill; Strawberry Switchblade; The Birthday Massacre; Goldfrapp; Kill Hannah; Portishead; The Yeah Yeah Yeahs; Pretty Girls Make Graves; The Dresden Dolls; The Vincent Black Shadow; Stefy; The Distillers; The Donnas; The Sounds; Chris Daughtry; So hold on tight;
kiss me one last time; just shut your eyes... Fiona Apple; Garbage; Hole; Lennon; Leah Andreone; Oasis; Cake; Bush; Sarah McLachlan; Tori Amos; Sarah Brightman; Natalie Imbruglia; Britney Spears; Eminem. In your eyes, you were the one that tried...
December stayed the same; nothing ever changed but you...

Movies:


...But I love her; she's the reason for the lesions,
Man, I love her; I start bleeding when she's leaving... White Oleander; Crazy / Beautiful; Homeroom; The Sweetest Thing; The Hills Have Eyes; The Rage: Carrie II; Stigmata; Drowning Mona; But I'm A Cheerleader; Don't Tell Mom The Babysitter's Dead; 10 Things I Hate About You; 80s & 90s teen movies; Mean Girls. And every scar on my fingertip is a reminder of all of my lessons learned on my missions trying to find her, but...
I can't complain, I kind of like the pain...

Television:

... And all that wants, and all that needs...
All I don't want to need at all. CSI; Law&Order SVU; Cold Case; Court TV; Gilmore Girls; Grounded For Life; Antique Roadshow; Ambush Makeover; What Not To Wear; 10 Years Younger; America's Next Top Model; Dirty Jobs; Pimp My Ride; Jeopardy; Who Wants To Be A Millionaire; HGTV; Beavis & Butthead; Singled Out; Daria; The Golden Girls; Unsolved Mysteries; The Head; Aeon Flux; anything old that used to be on MTV when it was good. Now I'm on my own side, it's better than being on your side;
It's better that I see it through your eyes.

Books:

She keeps repeating; I bet she needed...
She says she's right here; she seems so distant... "Dreamland" by Sarah Dessen;
"Ice Queen" by Alice Hoffman;
"Echo" by Francesca Lia Block;
"The Torn Skirt" by Rebecca Godfrey;
"Beauty Queen" by Linda Glovach
The "Sweep" series by Cate Tiernann
"Blue Bloods" by Melissa De La Cruz
"Keeping You A Secret" by Julie Ann Peters
"When The Bough Breaks" by Anna Meyers
"Witch Child" by Celia Rees
"How It's Done" by Christine Kale MacLean Saying goodbye is the hardest part,
I wish we knew that from the start...

Heroes:

All around me are familiar faces, worn out places, worn out faces...
Bright & early for their daily races; going nowhere, going nowhere... Michele Wortman; Suicide Girls. And their tears are filling up their glasses; no expressions, no expression...
Hide my head, I want to drown my sorrows; no tomorrow, no tomorrow...

My Blog

"He"

022007 He is beautifulHis rage wrapped in fireSmoldering in his depth I look awayHe holds his personaWith such masked fearCreeping in at the edgesDemanding attention His demeanor is breathtakingHis sk...
Posted by Such Pretty Bones x on Tue, 20 Feb 2007 10:29:00 PST

"Adrienne's Lullaby"

012607 this fire burns within me longing that only you can cease your eyes stir up emotionslocked away deep inside of me i've never felt this passionthis desperate need for another's embracebut when i...
Posted by Such Pretty Bones x on Fri, 26 Jan 2007 09:52:00 PST

"Porcelain"

011707"Porcelain" Beautiful broken child, Hold your heart to the wind Emptiness, in time just growsA tarnished dream Eyes to the sky,Watch the lights fadeAs life passes her by Brittle, discarded She ...
Posted by Such Pretty Bones x on Wed, 17 Jan 2007 11:09:00 PST

"Valium"

"Valium" January 17, 2007 My words are cold on my lips As I feel their weight slip to its deathHolding off honesty,Just one last timeI can feel time wasting, passing byAnd I am here, Alone, in this wa...
Posted by Such Pretty Bones x on Wed, 17 Jan 2007 10:54:00 PST

"Untitled"

November 2, 2006 Lately all the words that I find inside my mindAre pieces of the puzzle that I've left behind When I packed up my emotions and my heart in timeI never thought to let go of the sullen ...
Posted by Such Pretty Bones x on Thu, 02 Nov 2006 10:39:00 PST

"Giving Up, Giving In"

100706 Empty words spoke in a fit of rageLost inside the memories And I have so much left to sayAs I watch you walk away And now I sit alone in this placeWondering why I let you leaveAnd wishing I...
Posted by Such Pretty Bones x on Sat, 07 Oct 2006 11:27:00 PST

"Shame"

August 21, 2006With hopeless regret I fill these pagesReleasing broken words into the midnight skyI feel the tears rising against my will And I cannot force myself to lieDarkness clouds my judgementAn...
Posted by Such Pretty Bones x on Tue, 22 Aug 2006 07:06:00 PST

"Restrictions"

August 3, 2006 All the memories burn inside my heartI haven't given in to my instincts yet And I refuse to start I fear for my own heart's existenceA life of heavy dreadMy only concern is for your sak...
Posted by Such Pretty Bones x on Fri, 04 Aug 2006 09:14:00 PST

"They Can't Save Us Now"

Despair lingers under a deep cover of hopelessnessAnd I have given up hope; taken a restOpened my eyes to reality; take a deep breathThe future is unclear, yet I fail to resist I push on farther, tho...
Posted by Such Pretty Bones x on Tue, 25 Jul 2006 09:40:00 PST

"Apology"

July 20, 2006 Falling from graceThis heart such a wasteTo hold onto truth --A minute too lateTo face the unclearA whisper; a tearTo have and to holdForever ; unfolds This vision of splendor is just a...
Posted by Such Pretty Bones x on Fri, 21 Jul 2006 07:13:00 PST