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Tim-Chang Loves Charlotte (The Cake is a Lie)

I want justice for the voice that can't be heard, Vindication for every suffering and hurt. - VNV Na

About Me

Once upon a world, I found myself and two of my closest friends sitting where the earth meets the brink of the vast universe above.
And as we looked down upon that insectoid hive we so often find ourselves helplessly part of, a revelation came to pass, and barrowed my lips to better explain.
Explain as to why we were together, here at the top of the world...
A thought that might explain our little island.
Our little raft of souls.
Us vs the Mechanoid Wills of Life.
One was the Believer,
Another the Thinker,
And I, the Twisted Dreamer.
And it came to be said that my sharp, pessamistic insight into the truth of many things leads me to have the most lucid dreams of the future,
and an eye for the sad beauty of those things already come to pass.
A short glimpse of cosmic rules,
that so often come into play.
And as some will say,
We doubt I'm sane,
But I am so full of dreams.
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We were all caught dancing;
When came the world explode
I'm Tim-Chang.
The Tim-Chang
And I change.
I never stop. It's something I'm quite proud of, my ability to always be different from myself in the past.
I suppose it disappoints some people, sometimes, these changes. It also makes alot of people happy. As for their opinions, usually I am uncaring, but sometimes not so much.
So life is good. It spirals sometimes to bottom, but what is a top without a bottom, or vice-versa?
Bitch when it sucks, Rejoice when it's good.
Just dont get stuck on one or the other.
So I preach. So I do it alot. I probably should have joined some sort of service with the Church, I think I would have been great, aside from the whole "Agnostic" thing. I won't say God doesn't exist, but if he does I won't say he isn't watching, but if he is watching it isn't too closely. I think it's a little too scary for the world to think that we have to be the enforcers of karma. How scary is the world if nobody is watching to make sure that good people get good things? It means you can't be weak. You can be good, you can be evil, but you cannot be weak. And if we were to suppose that there can be no weakness, it means that all Evil is strong, and the thought that the human race has to muster up strong good is a scary one indeed. There are people in the world who are parasites. There are people in the world who are testaments to mankind.
So whether or not "The End is Near" enjoy today. Plant your feet in the earth, and progress, never to falter.
Life means: Make fun of everything. Make fun of yourself. Randomly make peoples lives better. When requested of you, make their living days hell. Never leave life stagnent.
I love how sick things can get before they get better. I love how batshit crazy the people I know and I can be.
I'm immature. In the utilitarian way. I can handle problems (most of the time) and stress, but I refuse to subscribe to the belief that I am not allowed to laugh at something rediculously silly. People need to lighten up, and if growing up means I can't be a rediculous, giggley spooky kid, kill me when I peak.
Struggle is the way of things. Pain is the muse of things. Idealists are kidding themselves when they state that anything good would come forth from a removal of a survival of the fittest. Without the things, the people, the anguish, what would be your story? What would be your inspiration? Without the deliciously evil, and the horrendously stupid, who would we hate? Who would we strive to be better than?
Never regret the inevitable.
Love and Hate are blastphemy. Thought-Terminating cliche used to tell an entire story in a horribly over-simplified statement. Entire stories reduced to single words.
Yet I indulge in them.
I firmly believe that the two things that have killed the most people in the world are religion and firearms.
Humans are only lethal if taken in large doses.
If you intend to add me on here and
A)I don't know you
or
B)You're not local
give me a good reason why, or I won't add you. I'm getting stricter about it, so don't add me to your collection of fake internet friends.
Ph'nglui mglw'nafh Cthulhu R'lyeh wgah'nagl fhtagn
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My Interests

The things that tend to wry themselves from my head and make it onto paper before I loose the will to eject them into the world.

These would include puking out drawings, Writing, and, most visibly, ranting.

Making noises human beings really shouldnt make.

Being without restraint.

Late nights in a car with the proper EBM.

I'd like to meet:

Someone with a self-destruct button.

Music:

Too many to Recount. Here are the favorites.
KMFDM
Grendel
Mindless Self Indulgence
Zeromancer
Razed in Black
Orgy
The Cruxshadows
Psyclon Nine
The Postal Service
The Birthday Massacre
Alice in Videoland
Flesh Field
VNV Nation
Flyleaf
Bright Eyes
Dethklok
Funker Vogt
Streetlight Manifesto
Chiasm
Hate Dept.
God Module
CombiChrist
Freezepop
Ladytron
MC Chris
Rasputina
Reel Big Fish
Voltaire
Dresden Dolls
Dragon Force
FrouFrou
Imogean Heap
Infected Mushroom
Juno Reactor

And many, many more...

Movies:

-Alien
-Fight Club
-Little Miss Sunshine
-Jesus Flavored
-War of the Worlds
-Star Wars
-Alice in Wonderland
-Lord of the Rings
-Constintine, because he's an asshole.
-Addams Family
-Better Off Dead is the best 80's movie ever.
-Matthew Brodrick Movies
-Final Fantasy:Advent Children
-South Park: Bigger, Longer, and Uncut
-The Star Trek Movies
-Deep Rising
-Hellboy
-Leon: The Professional
-Kung-Pow
-Predator
-FLCL
-Read or Die

-Saving Private Ryan From the Blob

Television:

-Invader Zim
-FLCL
-Family Guy
-The Grim Adventures of Billy and Mandy
-Titus
-Star Trek

Yeaaaah I dont watch much TV...

Books:


The Call of Cthulhu
The Thing on the Doorstep
Dreams in the Witch House
Johnny the Homocidal Maniac
Fight Club
Choke
Squee!

I Feel Sick

Everything Can Be Beaten

Filler Bunny

I Luv Halloween
MegaTokyo

Lenore
Lord of The Rings

The Thief of Always
Alice in Wonderland

Heroes:


-"I'm Penneh and i lick what i WANT!"

-Charlotte Koczera, she's essential to me and I love her

My Blog

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Did you feel that?Did you feel all that suffering?Did you feel it eat at your chest?Did you feel it pump the hate?Straight from your soulTo your heartTo your brainTo your fistTo clenchAnd shakeAnd wan...
Posted by Tim-Chang Loves Charlotte (The Cake is a Lie) on Fri, 28 Sep 2007 09:05:00 PST

Low Battery

It's easy to forgetForget.How quickly I break downI.Break.Down.Without you. So don't go thinking itthinking itDoesn't all revolve aroundRevolve. Around.You. The days are glued togetherThe days remain ...
Posted by Tim-Chang Loves Charlotte (The Cake is a Lie) on Tue, 25 Sep 2007 09:37:00 PST

Everybody

Everybody eat your heart outEverybody sighEverybody kill ambitionEverybody lieEverybody bitch and moanEverybody cryEverybody grow stagnantEverybody dieI feel bored with the thingsThat probably should ...
Posted by Tim-Chang Loves Charlotte (The Cake is a Lie) on Wed, 12 Sep 2007 09:04:00 PST

Tailspin

Needy little leechesSucking eachothers bloodWhat will they do when they're exhausedWhen there's no more victimhoodWhen they will just realizeThey're feeding off eachothers shitWill they draw back in h...
Posted by Tim-Chang Loves Charlotte (The Cake is a Lie) on Tue, 11 Sep 2007 07:23:00 PST

Break Faster

Nobody likesWhat they see in the mirrorNo restraint is closerNo danger is nearerNo faint-heartedness, weaknessOr lamentation dearerThen those then reflectedIn the face of a mirrorInstead when we seeTh...
Posted by Tim-Chang Loves Charlotte (The Cake is a Lie) on Sat, 25 Aug 2007 10:18:00 PST

A-List

The reels spin.And we go.To places and parts unknown.Finding things new and old.There's alot of waiting and learning.But waiting is learning even if what you're learning fromIs part of the waitin...
Posted by Tim-Chang Loves Charlotte (The Cake is a Lie) on Sun, 19 Aug 2007 11:46:00 PST

Conglomerate

Here is a compilement of the shreds of thoughtThat might be found lying in documents around my computerEndjoy=============================================Y ou're ridiculous.You're crumbly.Don't you see...
Posted by Tim-Chang Loves Charlotte (The Cake is a Lie) on Tue, 17 Jul 2007 06:16:00 PST

Our Places Will Be Empty

Crumble Crumble CrumbleWe all go tumbling downWith assortment of mortarsPummeling new groundHow does it workWith the wrench and the carHow does it work withThe mechanic and the wrenchAnd is the point ...
Posted by Tim-Chang Loves Charlotte (The Cake is a Lie) on Tue, 10 Jul 2007 02:30:00 PST

Tra-La-La, An Exit

TaptapWe're sickTaptapWe're all sickSo when perfection came a'knockingI bailed out on you allIt doesn't seem surprisingSince I did once watch you fallA click, A clackSo watch the course of thingsOur t...
Posted by Tim-Chang Loves Charlotte (The Cake is a Lie) on Mon, 25 Jun 2007 11:45:00 PST

I get really sick

I get really sickI get really sick of beingI get really sick of being the onlyThe only oneI get really sick of being the only oneI get really sick of being the only one who neverNever everI get really...
Posted by Tim-Chang Loves Charlotte (The Cake is a Lie) on Fri, 22 Jun 2007 05:09:00 PST