*Lucy~Kitty*

MY HEAD
~by K. Manfredi~
swiming, drowning, everyone watching, falling more and more.
can't stand it, my body is getting sore. i wish it could stop.
all thses thoughts running though my head.
why won't they go away?
sometimes i feel like i'm dead.
floating above myself.
is it a dream?
is it real?
please tell me, can you make it stop?
will you make it end?
you say you understand,
do you, do you realy?
look in my eyes, do you see how emptey?
NO i'm not loney!
i just don't know where i belong.
i wish i knew, but i don't.
sometimes shy, or come off as a bitch.
not that i mean to,
i just don't let people in my head.
if i let you in,
you would get lost in my secrets.
secrets that no one will every know.
so i gard myself, no one aloud in, no sectets aloud out.
you still say you understand.
i don't think you do,
i know you want to.
but if these secrets get out,
i would get hurt.
and i do get away, i do everyday.
right in front of you. how?
my secret, my gift, my curse.
oh? you don't understand anymore.
why not, you said you did before.
you lied to me,
see what i mean?
if i let you in my head,
you would run away.
am i crazy?
no not in my head.
I HATE WHEN PEOPLE COME ON MY PROFILE OR BLOG WITHOUT LEAVING COMMENTS!
Ok, well here are a few things about me...
I have meny names, a few are- Katie, Kate, Kat, Kitty, Kitty Kat, Katie Kat, Meow, Katman, Fredi, Lucy Kitty (LK), KK, Kangaroo, Kanga, Roo, Ninjashrimp, Ninja, Shrimp, Animal, Babies, Angel Eyes, Pixie, ect. (any you want to add?)
Also, I come from a big blended family. My mom and dad split up when I was 3 or 4. I have 4 siblings (full, step, and half), 3 nices, 2 nephews, and a stepmom. I grew up in Buffalo NY and suburbs of Buffalo. My mom moved my family and I to CT for a better life but I miss home and my family. I also have a wounderful boyfriend, Twitchy, who i love so much words can not discribe. What else... oh work alot of weird hours and i tend to post my hours on here, however when i do have time i'm online. LOL. So I tend to leave alot of comments to my friends that comment me. lol. Oh, before i forget, I tend to kick people when I get mad at them, and I've been told it hurts like hell.
Anything else just ask!