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Chris

About Me

My name is Chris. My life is uncertain and chaotic. I am slowly fixing that problem. I'm a living member of AA (six months w/out mind-alterers). I enjoy playing the guitar. I think I'm friendly. And I hope you are having a wonderful joyful and happy day!

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

www.CaseyMcDougal.com <--visit it bitches!! Meeting other Clean and sober people who drink coffee and eat breakast before l0:00am would be absolutly fuckin fabulous. Just no trash talking, curse-slingin bandits. I'm trying to tone myself down, so why would I want to be around it. W O R D.

My Blog

Du hast mich. Lights bleed. Object's images squeeze and tighten. Always a pleasant seat in the cool shadowy side. Loneliness increases sanity like a free ride to where you already are. My wounds never hurt until I look at them.

Roses purple beach ball singing birds and your mind streaming smugly
Posted by on Tue, 09 Jun 2009 23:04:00 GMT

Miss

I am reminded by situations and people of things in my past. One in particular recently reminded me of a feeling or state of mind buried. When a song ends with a perfect crescendo I am left at a heigh...
Posted by on Thu, 16 Apr 2009 18:51:00 GMT

alright

Ego: spiritual defense mechanism. Not necessarily spiritually founded, but protects spiritual principles, ideas, and unfactual beliefs.Self-Will: The power one is granted, through practice and work to...
Posted by on Sat, 11 Apr 2009 10:24:00 GMT

No cover. The Mic is Open.

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Posted by on Thu, 12 Feb 2009 13:20:00 GMT

Open-mic in Middletown, Sunday nights

Public, downtown Middletown, is hosting open-mic nights on Sundays. I am trying to recruit musically-inclined ladies for an "all-girl" open-mic.  Sometime in February. Let me know if you're interested...
Posted by on Mon, 02 Feb 2009 08:12:00 GMT

midunno

I hope in the new year to follow the right path. I will focus on my concentration and concentrate on my focus. I will not work towards bad ends, and will try to move toward good.And I need to start wo...
Posted by on Sat, 10 Jan 2009 07:05:00 GMT

in a handbasket

There are so many damn feral children out there. Rejecting their hippy-thinking parents and trying their damndest to fall into the Lord of the Flies Hierarchy of the modern societal youth.  They'...
Posted by on Tue, 15 Jul 2008 11:18:00 GMT

You. But me. The whole thing.

I love the life in a moment quiet of mind. I know who I am through my attention and work. I have been sober now for near 9months. And it's no better than day one. Reality doesn't get better. But I am....
Posted by on Thu, 01 May 2008 13:33:00 GMT

utnapishtim said to gilgamesh

Utnapishtim, Who Joined The Assembly Of The Gods, And Was Granted Eternal Life, Said To Gilgamesh, King Of Uruk* ...we Build Houses, Make Contracts, Brothers Divide Th...
Posted by on Sat, 22 Mar 2008 23:05:00 GMT

love itself...

"It is in the absences 1. of who you think you are where there is perfect contentment. In meditation, you begin to move beyond the experiences of yourself as the body and mind, seperate from everythin...
Posted by on Tue, 24 Apr 2007 00:28:00 GMT