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Clayton

I am not the hand of God, I am the Thorn

About Me

My name is Clayton. I was born and raised in Paramaribo, Suriname (that’s in South-America). And currently I still live here. In a few months I should attend college and I want to study either psychology or web-development. But I prefer web-development, because I love to work with computers. I’m already a web designer, but now it’s mostly a hobby. But I want to go that professionally and turn my hobby into my job.I’m pretty much an open-minded person and I stand open for new things. I’m very energetic and I can’t really stay still with the same thing for too long and I get easily bored of the same thing.At the moment I’m 20 years old, and when I look back at my life so far I see that I’ve changed so much. Change in a positive way. Before I was more shy and quite and more into myself. But recently I’m trying to live more open and speak my mind. In this way I feel free and I am able to enjoy life more.Things I love: web designing, photo manipulation, chatting on MSN, sending text messages, hanging in the mall, eating, reading, swimming, singing, playing keyboard, listening to music, writing poetry and more.Things I hate: people who are narrow-minded, who judge others before they get to know themThings I can’t live without (anymore): my computer, the internet, my cellphone, my ipod and last, but certainly not least my best friend ;pThat’s it for now, maybe I will update this bio sooner or later, but I will just end with a quote: “Don't let people break you down with their prejudice against you. Just be yourself!”.



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My Interests

Web developing, graphics design, music, poetry, reading, gothic culture, witchcraft & magic, the occult, astrology, vampires

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Music:

I love to listen to music. Music is my therapy. I mostly listen to symphonic-, gothic-, melodic-, death-, black-, power metal. Or just any other sub-category of metal music. But I also have a passion for classical and film music. (like movie scores/soundtracks).

My Favorite Bands:

Adema
After Forever
Amon Amarth
Angtoria
Arch Enemy
Atritas
Children of Bodom
Cradle of Filth
Deathstars
Dark Moor
Dimmu Borgir
Disturbed
Edenbridge
Eluveitie
Epica
Evanescence Favorite local bands:
Morrighon

Favorite soundtracks/movie scores:
The Phantom of the Opera
The Score: An Epic Journey (by Epica)

Movies:

The Phantom of the Opera, Titanic, Queen of the Damned, The Craft, Underworld, The Ring 1 & 2, Freaky Friday, Eurotrip, Bedazzled, The devil wears prada

Television:

I watch a lof of tv. TV has thought me more than school ever can, I always say.
The Simpsons, Desperate Housewives, Charmed, Supernatural, Friends, Everybody Hates Chris, My Wife and kids, Gossip Girl, Dharma & Greg, Mindfreak, American Idol, Deal or no Deal, Dancing with the stars and much more.

Books:

The Da Vinci Code, Angels & Demons, Romeo and Juliet, Harry Potter (trilogy), Dracula, Rosemary's Baby and more. And books on witchcraft or the occult, myths & legends.

Heroes:

I don't have real heroes, but I do have people I look up to and those are: Criss Angel, Mark Jansen, Tuomas Holopainen, Roy Khan and Simone Simons.

My Blog

Moving my blog

I want to announce that I'm from now on moving my blog to another website. Just the blog, I'm still gonna be here on myspace. Just lately I want to write some more and not only things related to mysel...
Posted by Clayton on Thu, 01 May 2008 11:28:00 PST

School & Stress

I just finished making my economics homework and I must say that I quite like this subject. I already knew that, but I like it more every time. Anyways, aside from feeling good about this subject I'm ...
Posted by Clayton on Tue, 29 Apr 2008 10:08:00 PST

*sigh* yet another stressful day :-(

Every now and then there comes this time in life when your days are all fked up and there really seems no end to the chain. Everyone has them and to some it may appear more often than others& current...
Posted by Clayton on Wed, 23 Apr 2008 12:22:00 PST

Easter Break (Reading Marathon)

Hey friends,Today is my first day off school. The ester break has now begun. I don’t hav any school for about 3 whole weeks. Woohoo!! Time to lay back watch tv all day long, surf the web till I ...
Posted by Clayton on Wed, 19 Mar 2008 07:44:00 PST

The Rising Tension [poem]

The Rising Tension The pains still remainsIt’s here to remind methat I’ve not beendreamingSoundless screamsand a numb feelingSweet silenceThe rising tensionStill I feelit moving insideWit...
Posted by Clayton on Mon, 17 Mar 2008 02:29:00 PST

Very busy week

hey,At the moment I'm not at home, I'm at my best friend's house, because I was early free from school and didn't feel like going home yet, so I came here to hang out. While she is taking her vio...
Posted by Clayton on Fri, 07 Mar 2008 07:29:00 PST

Wounded & The Final Poem

Wounded and fading out How blind can you be not to seeThat the hate within meis invoked by youYou've inflicted mewith your selfish actsand unspoken wordsLeft me to die in the coldwithout even looking ...
Posted by Clayton on Thu, 28 Feb 2008 08:45:00 PST

Worst week ever :(

Oh God why do you hate me? It seems like my madness never seems to end. An endless chain of madness.  my head hurts so bad now and I'm at the edge of a very serious mental breakdown.   I sti...
Posted by Clayton on Mon, 25 Feb 2008 09:33:00 PST

A letter written to ......

For once in my life I thought things would get better. I felt a glimmer of hope, somewhere. I really thought I could be happy. And I wouldn't take anything for granted. I never wanted those moments to...
Posted by Clayton on Wed, 20 Feb 2008 06:10:00 PST

Love-death before birth

Love-death before birth Where did this go wrong?Or was this never meant to be?Couldn't I even get the chance,To enjoy this until it died?But this died before it bloomedA withering love waiting to dec...
Posted by Clayton on Thu, 14 Feb 2008 07:15:00 PST