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let me tell you a story about the most happiest and saddest part of my life...
its about a time when i met this woman that held my heart and my life...
i thought i did my best but i guez my best it is not good enough...
it is a part when a lesson learned - "that that don't kill makes you stronger and tough...
i am hurt because i can't be with you but i'll bear the pain so i can free you...
because happiness and smiling is how i want to remember and always see you...
i miss you so much and i made a mistake that is why sometimes it hurts to know that i let you go...
even if we do not share our lives anymore i still love you just to let you know...
sorry, i did not love you the you deserve and took your love for granted...
i hope i'd be given another chance once again to our relationship so i can mend it...
i'm on my knees and beggin please that i'd be forgiven because i know that i was wrong...
i lost my only chance to love and be loved by someone i love and now your love has gone...
and at times i would just fall to my knees, breakdown and cry because my heart aches...
wishing that another chance is granted so you and i can fix our heartbreaks...
because losing you is like losing my life and leaves me nothing but all the pain...
because you're my life, heart, soul and especially my world and wishing our life is still all the same...
if granted then this time, i'd give you what you deserve and what you always long for...
because now i understand our love and i'll give you what you need and you'll always want more...
i'll give everything even life itself, just to bring back the feelings of true love that we had lost...
and i wish i could bring it all back except the suffering and pain that i had caused...
times i didnt show you happiness and appreciation was a biggest mistake of my life and i regret it all...
but good times i had with you is bliss and that is the reason why i can never forget it all...
maybe one day we will see and find our way again if we truly are meant to be...
because i was blind and now i can see that you really are my angel that god sent to me...
now i just cherished and treasured the times i had with you and now nothing but a memory...
but still i love you very very much until this day and i miss you and im praying to god that its not the end of our story... to be continued
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diz iz a piecke about poserz n wannabeez
frontin me , i'll kill y'all n dat wutz fun 2 me
best u stop acktin n pretendin 2 be hard n all
ckuz u aint shiett ckuz u never had da heart n soul
tryna be sum1 whoo u aint n never will be
u aint me, im loyal 2 da game n u ckan never feel me
u'll never feel da hard shit n da pain in my lyfe
ckuz in da hardship iz wher i lived n also wher i'll die
but still u ckopy wut u see but still u aint a g
u kno, u lame 2 me n fosho u aint da same wit me
if i wuz u shuda kept it real n be whoo u are
ckuz ur jez a posin muhfucka whoo triez 2 hard
ur soft lyk wheat bread, kno datz ur street ckred
soon u'll be found in da street dead by my heat'z led
cklaimin dat u got a glock, cklaimin sumthin u never got
cklaimin dat u repp a block, cklaimin sumthin wut ur not
u kno, u dunt run streetz howeva u run ur mouth
keep it up but watch yo bak cuz immuh gun u out
but i dunt mean cklownin u instead immuh gun u out literally
ckuz diz iz real talk bitckh n wen it ckomez 2 diz shiett im so lyrickally
pickture a flip throwin c'z down n throwin b'z up
ckuz as i kill deez c'z down, u'll see onlee b'z up
n itz c'z down as i blood walk on dat blue rag
watch me get my heat out n pop one at a blue ckrab
ckuz im ckrayzee wit diz A-K ckuz u ckant fuck wit a C-K
killin sckrapz all day frum da yay n all da way down in C(k)-A
datz how we do it, empty out a whole cklip as i go flip
on killin all ckripz, den watch my fav ckolor as it goez drip
den take hiz rag out n stuff it in hiz mouth so he'd seize breathin
im a blood bitckh, dunt get it twisted but a ckrip iz da 1 bleedin
n as he'z fucked up, he' real ckolor ckame out as he bled n itz red too
but still i dunt giv a fuck bout a ckrab ckuz a ckrab iz a dead foo
inckapackitate, mutilate n break a limb n turn a ckrip into a ckrip-ple
annihilate, assassinate n eliminate a ckrip n i'll turn dat trip into a trip-ple
ckuz assassin-1 kill all deez ckrabz n smoke em ckripz lyk treez in a zigzagz
den stomp down on a c'z flag ckuz b'z up, c'z down meanz war in a flip'z flag
fuck 3-19-07 - crkabz = u kno whoo im talkin bout u fuckin poser...
i wuz born 2 hustle
n enlightened by da struggle
lived all my lyfe in da hardship
i had no luv but i never left my heart ripped
all my lyfe i wuz poor n dead broke
hopefully as da world turnz i dunt see death row
i aint complainin n i aint miserable
n i aint wishin fo no miracle
i dunt think i wuz a criminal
cuz wut im doin iz biddable
hopefully god deliverz meeh frum da otha side
n welcome meeh 2 hiz paradize
wishin dat tearz wud come down frum heaven wen i die
but b4 i pass away immuh let u all kno, all i had iz my lyfe
i had no regret wen my lyfe started
even tho it haz full of hardship
n evil took meeh as a target
i dunt let da devil take my heart 2 da darkness
i see da light cuz i pray, night n day
cuz i'm surrounded by gunz, knivez n bladez
i juss ask god fo my safety n my protection
pluz i wuz alone in diz world n i hav no possession
i had familee n frendz but dey gave meeh no affection
my popz raised meeh wrong
but dat made meeh strong
i've done a lot of thingz dat iz 4bidden
i juss hope wen judgment day comez i can be 4given
for da sinz i've committed n i've done
but god plz tell erywun, especially my mom
dat "i luv y'all" even wen i'm gone
in da end i want redemption fo my lyfe
diz iz my story n agen let u all kno, all i had iz my lyfe
diz be da jan one -)358x209(-
