10ya

10ya 's
emo , the GNP, the GGNP, amsterdam , tim burton , being colorblind , dramione , drops of dewpiter , fanta , her bestfriend , her mum's insanity , joanne's laugh , live music , playing god , sam's singing , schadenfreude , strawberries , avenue q, tennis , the fight club , absinth, airsoft, anna's butterflies, being a movie critic, converse, david spade's funniness, dreaming, drugwars, fall out boy, kaye's naivity, the "back to the future" trilogy, fireworks, flying, football, going to merville, really old witchcraft movies , hash brownies , samina's bike skills , her bass guitar , her firebolt , her friends, jack black's stupidity, leather wristbands, liquid cocaine , masochism, mesh caps , mice, gino's kayabangan, monkey language, abi's criticism, ara's listening ear, night, scissors, scuba diving, seth cohen, stick figures, kim's childishness, the oc, the atomic matchbox, the number 5, tofu, white fluffy clouds , g , her lucky green band, tuna, reptar, really malabo cartoons like the fairly odd parents, adventure quest, frogs, tricycles, old school Nick, joanne's mum's oatmeal cookies, fred and george, sam's dog - chance, wolves, her necklace with a soda can tab for a pendant, her NUMNUTS .
the drugs begin to peak. a smile of joy arrives in me. but sedation changes to panic and nausea. breath starts to shorten, and heartbeats pound softer. you won't try to save me! you just want to hurt me and leave me desperate. you taught my heart, a sense i never knew i had. i can forget the times that i was lost and depressed from the awful truth. how do you do it? you're my heroine!