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Your Personal Vampire [MOTGT]

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About Me



I'm just like everyone else now. I'm not amused with messages from people saying, you're hot got a guy? Yes, I do. And he doesn't try to hook up with people over the net, get a life mmkmay? I love listening to music. I don't stay to one type, I usually listen to the radio cause it's less depressing then what's on my playlist. I don't fit into one sterotype, get the fuck over it. I haven't changed my clothing style since 8th grade, and I don't plan on it. Because it's just who I am. You probably think you know me, well you don't. I lie to everyone all the time, trying to make things okay. Cut the drama. I look at the glass half full, and if you don't. And don't try to look on the bright side I'm not going to listen to the shit you have to say. Life is short. So let go dance in the rain ♥

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My Interests

Writing,Hanging out with Harmony,Going on the computer,making the campground living hell,listening to music,partying,running out in the middle of the night to lay on the road and stair at the stars thinking about life, talking on the phone, reading, being crazy, caring to much about my friends, watching people skate, trying to skate and falling on my ass, doing anything and everything that's emo, screaming at my mom when she's a bitch, getting screamed at by my dad, hating school, hating life, loving gothic guys, loving emo guys, loving guys, always trying to make my self better for him, making all my friends crack up, hanging out with Shae (Skittlez) all school year, playing vollyball with Trina, Sitting in the bathroom writing with Taylor, talking to Maison on the phone, Writing notes to Vanessa all during SSR, Being hugged by Saige and talking about Twilight to her, drawing broken hearts, and bleeding roses, being hated by half the school, not giving a fuck what you think, helping my friends when they're down, cutting when I'm down, and always being in love with him

Music:

My Chemical Romance, AFI, Flyleaf, Taking Back Sunday, HIM, Avenged Sevenfold,Blue October, Eminem, Hawthorne Heights, He Is Legend, Rise Against, System Of A Down, The Killers, The Raconteurs, The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, UnderOATH, 30 Seconds To Mars, Panic! At The Disco, Killswitch Engage, This is Hell, Everytime I Die, Saosin, Black Label Society, Fall Out Boy,

Movies:


Heroes:

I SAID:

I miss Chris, I miss my life, my love. I miss it all, even when I'm with him. Because one day, I know we'll no longer be together. I know most of you get the wrong impression of him, because of my blogs, because of my tears, my pain. It's not like that. Me and him have our issues, everyone does. We always get through it,unlike half of you reading this. Our love makes 1,000 miles seem like nothing. Christian is one of the only people who I can talk to, the only person who makes me feel complete. While I was searching for myself, I found him. He led me to discover who I am, where I belong, what I want. Without him, I'd be just another number in this world. But at least now, I'm his number. I'm his angel, and he's my savior. You're hate and jealously will never change that. You'll never be able to change the smile on my face when I see him calling, the butterflies I get when he says my name, and the never-ending love I feel for him. I'm not going to tell you guys that we're engaged, how long we've been dating, cute things we've said to one another, memories, I'm not going to try and show you that we're better. Because I already know. I don't care about high school dating, I don't care about prom, I don't care about the distance, I don't care about the age...I just care about him. And you all better start getting used to that idea. It's not changing any time soon.
HE SAID:
“ Our love is beyond what people will ever give it credit for. However, I'm content with that. As long as you know what we have is beyond our hearts. This isn't a school relationship. Neither is it a teenage relation bound to end like everyother. I am not your boyfriend, you aren't my girlfriend. We aren't even a couple. I refuse to lable. Never have I been touched by such a miracle and have gone on to lable it anything less then what my heart can put into words. We both know what this is. And however it may be. I may tell the world I don't deserve you. I may tell the world I'm the luckiest man in existence for embracing you. I may tell the world that your real savior is out there waiting to come and steal you away, but untill that day comes, when I am force to give away what God has given to me as his gift. You belong to me. You beautiful Angel of mine. And I'll make sure this never ends for you. Because aslong as I am to breathe in this life, so will you're initials be incarved within my Heart. For aslong as our souls are. We belong together. Hand in hand. No matter what anyone believes of us ”

My Blog

Memories...

If your eyes are passing over this right now, even if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and me. It can be anything you want, food or bad. When you're finished, post this...
Posted by Your Personal Vampire [MOTGT] on Fri, 03 Oct 2008 05:47:00 PST

My life just ended..

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Posted by Your Personal Vampire [MOTGT] on Tue, 16 Sep 2008 05:16:00 PST

I’m about to kill someone.

My grandmother. Seriously, whenever we go somewhere she has to TOUCH my fucking shoulder or back, and go "This way Sarah" or just touch me!   WHY DOES SHE HAVE TO TOUCH ME?!?!?!?!Seriously. Why! ...
Posted by Your Personal Vampire [MOTGT] on Wed, 10 Sep 2008 04:28:00 PST

Fuck.

I don't understand myself anymore. I don't remember when I became this kind of person. When my thoughts went  mad and everything turned into choas. I just hate everyone but him. It hasn't al...
Posted by Your Personal Vampire [MOTGT] on Thu, 14 Aug 2008 11:49:00 PST

blehhhh

okay. i kind of feel bad.for being so bitchy.whiny,and needy lately.i've just been stressed out.with shit that shouldn't be happening.and i think you should understand.so sorry to everyone,for being a...
Posted by Your Personal Vampire [MOTGT] on Thu, 12 Jun 2008 06:57:00 PST

I hate everyone.

Okay maybe not everyone.But really fucking close.I've realize how my whole school is full of fakes.And they're all talk.Do me the favor, and if you have shit to say.grow some balls and say it to my fa...
Posted by Your Personal Vampire [MOTGT] on Sat, 07 Jun 2008 08:20:00 PST

I’m going to Germany!! :D

During September, about two days after school begins. My trip is going to be around two weeks long. I'll be traveling with my Grandmother to meet my family. Which, being in a plane with my Grandmothe...
Posted by Your Personal Vampire [MOTGT] on Sun, 25 May 2008 12:20:00 PST

I love these guys <3!!!!!!

Chris- If there was a word to describe how much I love you, I'd fill this page repeating it over and over again. You ARE the best thing that has ever happened to me. My life would be chaos and such a...
Posted by Your Personal Vampire [MOTGT] on Tue, 22 Apr 2008 06:33:00 PST

TO ALL TWILIGHT READERS!!!!!!!

Well, the Twilight movie is going to suck. I'm thinking about bombing studio before they can finish it. The actor that plays Edward Cullen, well simply is ugly. He is NOT how I pictured Edward. Every...
Posted by Your Personal Vampire [MOTGT] on Mon, 14 Apr 2008 06:29:00 PST

Roar.

 Save me, And yourself. By hating me, Destroy the part in your heart That has written my name. Tear us apart, Light us on fire; Hiding away all your shame You soft skin,Compared to my scarred fle...
Posted by Your Personal Vampire [MOTGT] on Mon, 03 Mar 2008 05:37:00 PST