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*♥BeAuTiFuL dIsAsTeR♥* [R.I.P JOSH]

..and when you find yourself in doubt all you can do is follow your heart and trust in God because t

About Me

and if you come from under that water
then there's fresh air
just breathe baby, God's got a blessing to spare
yes i know the process has so much stress
but its the progress that feels the best
cause i came from the projects straight to success
and your next, so try they cant steal your pride its inside
then find it and keep on grinding
cause in every dark cloud theres a silver lining
..giving up doesn't always mean you're weak..
..sometimes it means you're strong enough to let go...
♦ the name is *chelsey rae* ♦
♦ i am currently a little lost in life ♦
♦ kinda feel like i have no heart left ♦
♦ but one day i'll be strong again ♦
♦ i am a mutt - 1/4 french canadian, german, dutch, & english ♦
♦ i am outgoing, yet shy ♦
♦ i definitely have my blonde moments ♦
♦ i'm a little too forgiving ♦
♦if i bump into a chair - i promise, i'll prolly apologize ♦
♦ i'm very stubborn ♦
♦ once my mind is made up - there's really no changing it ♦
♦ i'm completely random ♦
♦ i'm a hopeless ROMANTIC - & it will be my downfall one day ♦
♦ i am very loving & care WAY too much ♦
♦ but i love having a big heart ♦
♦ no matter how much pain it's cost me in the past ♦
♦ i have the best of friends the world can offer ♦
♦ i love my girls to the fullest ♦
♦ they're beyond the BEST ♦
♦ i'm not much of a "partier" ♦
♦ i'm much more of your small-gathering type of girl ♦
♦ i'm as much of a tomboy as i am a girly-girl ♦
♦ i love to be goofy and laugh ♦
♦ i love music - it's the window to my soul ♦
♦ i am a NERD, and i LOVE it ♦
♦ i'm a total bookworm...reading is my passion ♦
♦ i hate school, yet love to learn ♦
♦ i hate hate HATE drama ♦
♦ let me repeat that, I HATE DRAMA ♦
♦ not too fond of girls who like to start it either! ♦
♦ i hate girls that think they're the shit ♦
♦ i hate people who try to change you ♦
★ i love being me :) ★

My Interests



R.I.P. Josh - you will be greatly missed...

I'd like to meet:

First and foremost God...and honestly -- anyone who considers themselves to be real, and LIVES their life without bringing down others

Music:

Make sure you check out Hood Hard Ent. ft. B-Mac @ www.myspace.com/bmac503

Movies:



Television:

Ahh!! TV...yes yes, I love the following shows.......WWE RAW! Monday Night Football, The Hills, American Idol, Family Guy, Futurama, Viva La Bam, Punk'd, Friends, Making The Band, Jackass, Made, Will and Grace, ER, Crossing Jordan, Invader Zim, Exposed, and just about anything on FUSE

Books:

Harry Potter series, Lord of the Rings trilogy, Eragon, Eldest, the Chronicles of Narnia, the Da Vinci Code, and anything Steven King

Heroes:

My grandma Robbie (may she RIP), my grandparents, my mother and father, my sister, my friends, and Dustin for showing me the brighter side in life ♥

My Blog

wow... this is a serious mood helper! :)

Ten things you wish you could say to 10 different people (don't list names):1. i wish you would realize the way you make me feel sometimes.. i don't think you quite realize how you affect me or how yo...
Posted by *♥BeAuTiFuL dIsAsTeR♥* [R.I.P JOSH] on Wed, 28 May 2008 12:49:00 PST

Talk about deep..

20 deep questions that could really tell you something.1. Is it difficult for you to look into some one's eyes when you are telling them how you fe...
Posted by *♥BeAuTiFuL dIsAsTeR♥* [R.I.P JOSH] on Mon, 07 Jan 2008 04:45:00 PST

The Dirty Truth..

HE'S JUST NOT THAT INTO YOU.(BEST BOOK EVER.)He's just not that into you if he isn't asking you out.An excuse is a POLITE REJECTION.Men are NOT afraid of "ruining the friendship".If you can find him.H...
Posted by *♥BeAuTiFuL dIsAsTeR♥* [R.I.P JOSH] on Sat, 08 Dec 2007 08:10:00 PST

Quizzes that describe me a little too closely :)

Well I had these on my page, and couldn't bring myself to delete them....sooo....I decided to put them here!! :)..>Your Birth Month is JulyIntrospective and intense, you tend to be a deep thinker.You ...
Posted by *♥BeAuTiFuL dIsAsTeR♥* [R.I.P JOSH] on Wed, 15 Aug 2007 11:02:00 PST

*A Deep Gaze Within*

A Deep Gaze Within (Different and Difficult Questions)Here's the deal. One word answers are almost impossible, so, feel free to answer normally. When I ask you to define a word, I ask you to define th...
Posted by *♥BeAuTiFuL dIsAsTeR♥* [R.I.P JOSH] on Wed, 20 Jun 2007 08:19:00 PST

Oh blessed blues...

Well, well it seems I'm stuck here again, and oh how many times I've been here before...why is it that I always put myself in this kind of situation, and always get burned and hurt in the process...I ...
Posted by *♥BeAuTiFuL dIsAsTeR♥* [R.I.P JOSH] on Thu, 07 Jun 2007 11:46:00 PST

Quite Amazing Really...

Recently, I must admit, my days have been quite insightful, I've seen the pain, hurt, and anguish that life that can leave upon a person, and yet at the same time, see all the wonderful gifts and mome...
Posted by *♥BeAuTiFuL dIsAsTeR♥* [R.I.P JOSH] on Sun, 27 May 2007 12:52:00 PST

My oh My...

Hmm....well I'm writing this blog due to this oh so wonderful week that I've been having and a growing concern of my mood. See, I'm the type of girl that has always been strong, hardly anything could...
Posted by *♥BeAuTiFuL dIsAsTeR♥* [R.I.P JOSH] on Fri, 18 May 2007 06:07:00 PST

O but it gets better folks...

ok everyone....this is a command NOT a request....heheGO....HERE! and check out the vids but you HAVE to do it this week...pay special attention to what mr. michaels did to rated rko...haha rated r su...
Posted by *♥BeAuTiFuL dIsAsTeR♥* [R.I.P JOSH] on Wed, 17 Jan 2007 07:42:00 PST

MeRrY ChRiStMaS!!!!!!!! =]

Hey everyone! Well I don't think I'm going to be able to get online on Christmas so I just wanted to say...MERRYCHRISTMASI hope you guys have a wonderful holiday season and I'm going to miss you until...
Posted by *♥BeAuTiFuL dIsAsTeR♥* [R.I.P JOSH] on Fri, 22 Dec 2006 10:59:00 PST