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Mai

Let not our longing slay the appetite of our living ~Jim Elliot

About Me


There is so much to say...so much yet to be discovered... It's all a journey of the heart --this journey called life. Want to know more about me? Subscribe to my blog.
It's worth it. The love, the pain, the going around in circles to move forward... it is worth it -all of it. Life will never be the same once we grow in love. Small steps at first then it becomes larger leaps until at last we are frolicking like our hearts have always longed to. And we'll wonder at the strides we took, the ache of our hearts that learning to love required, and we will say, I would do it all over again.
I just want to love people. I want to see people become who they were created to be and nothing less. I want to peel off the layers and look straight inside. Oh, hi... how can I be of service to you?
And I want to do this all over the world. I love the nations. I'm going to Israel (July '08) and China (Aug '08). If you'd like to partner with me financially, please do so here with my newest friend, PayPal.
Oh, and I love burning hearts =)
Like this one, CHECK HIM OUT, literally. Jared Morgan, one of my favorite friends and worship person...

My Interests

Showmanites
Real McCoys
Bethany Joy Swift

Love. People. Family. Culture. Missions. Traveling. Communication. The exposing of hearts. The coming out from hiding places. Discovery. Coffee. Creativity. Beauty. Depth. Reconciliation. Community. Healthy physical affection. Sound of the ocean waves crashing on the shore. Process. Sushi. Sunsets. Stars. First breaths after the rain. Hot spiced chai on a leather couch and a cold day. Holding hands, I like it a lot. Impartation. Growth. Challenge. The feeling of the breeze against my skin. Fairy Tales. Learning. Singing. Choirs. Orchestras. Dressing up. Hot baths. Writing. Telling stories. Drinking tea from porcelain cups and eating crumpets on a rooftop when the moon is out.

My most enjoyable moments are sitting with friends...skipping the shallow and diving right into the deep. I want to know the REAL you.

Cuddling...I love to cuddle! I love talking into the night...unearthing the places hidden.

Kisses...I am publicly proclaiming my love for kisses on my forehead and the top of my head.

I enjoy dancing....I love to travel....I love people!

I'd like to meet:

anyone with a hunger for depth, an appetite for Love, a reverence for the Holy... anyone who loves and lives for Jesus. Friends who are consistent in love...that would be beautiful.

Old Friends, New Friends, but most of all YOU!

Leave me a comment!

The People I'm in Love With
Mai has 675+ fabulous friends.

James

Johanna

Amy

Sweet Bethany

Kim

Ti

David

Tarah

Ann

Felipe

Scott&Laura

Jared

Isaiah

Deborah

Chris&Jess

Jillian

Jihrleah

Spencer

Jessica

Lisa

Bridget

Angel

Rise Above

Derek

Brandon

Karye

Kara Beth

Jeremy&Sandy

Neelka

Kate

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Music:

Bethany Swift, Misty Edwards, Brandon Hampton, Traveler~Scott Isaacs, Isa Couvertier, Jason Upton, Rita Springer, Cold Play, Enya, Kevin Prosch, Damien Rice, Sean Feucht, Over the Rhine, Nora Jones, Chris Stewart, U2, Plumb, Sia, Waiting for Iris, Philip Zoellner, Suzy Wills Yaraei, Brian Whalen...

Books:

Favorites: The Final Quest, Deep Unto Deep, Pride & Prejudice, Rich Dad, Poor Dad

Currently reading: People, The New Testament, Rilke, The Knowledge of the Holy, Needless Casualties of War

Heroes:

Jesus

Parents who really parent
Fathers who don't walk out
People who are willing to communicate through conflict even when it is painful

My Blog

Do it, or I’ll kick you to the curb

Hey guys,Ok, so after a long long time, I'm gonna do some new things....1) I'm gonna make some changes on my top friends... so if you think you deserve to be on there or stay on there, message me back...
Posted by Mai on Sat, 05 Jan 2008 10:24:00 PST

Like dirty socks excuses stink

I'm on a quest to find love Love of the most divine kind The one that won't drive you away On those hard days Weeks, months, years&whatever.   I want to know what it is to love& seriously. ...
Posted by Mai on Fri, 04 Jan 2008 10:34:00 PST

Im not that easily lost

Seasons come and seasons go But, they always return If we could only be so consistent   But instead we crave the flame and despise the average and mundane.  We grow accustomed to our own des...
Posted by Mai on Sun, 23 Dec 2007 07:01:00 PST

Why why love?

I want to lash out, speak my mind& and there have been times when I have, but that's not love.  Love doesn't force its beloved's hand.    Love is such a painful lesson.    Y...
Posted by Mai on Thu, 20 Dec 2007 11:15:00 PST

Back and forth

I am much like a kite wanting freedom in the heights.  There is something about allowing the Wind to lift me towards the Sky.   And on days, it looks like I'm mostly flighty without directi...
Posted by Mai on Sun, 16 Dec 2007 11:19:00 PST

Return...

The hardest part was watching my uncles cry, their eyes reddened by sorrow.  My grandfather, who has been suffering dementia, was incredibly sober the final hours.  It hit me hardest when th...
Posted by Mai on Thu, 13 Dec 2007 11:18:00 PST

I should tell you I love you today

I feel pretty shielded from the emotions of it all& tears come but I am not feeling their impact.  I can sense the stress, the fear, the loss, the guilt even but they are not mine.  Mournin...
Posted by Mai on Sat, 08 Dec 2007 09:11:00 PST

When all of life quakes

Even when the tremors come And all of life quakes I will stand   When my eyes see darkness And soul feels overcome I will stand   My heart will see The history of our dance So I can stand &n...
Posted by Mai on Fri, 07 Dec 2007 12:47:00 PST

Catch me

My soul waits for You In You alone, I delight I have chased my other lovers But You are here in my night   You are sweet You are tender And this, exactly what my heart needs   I've been chas...
Posted by Mai on Wed, 28 Nov 2007 10:57:00 PST

Blue cold distance

I don't understand.    I'm a good faker.    Bubbly& but it's not always real.    So how do I let go?  How do I open my hands and release?  But really, how do...
Posted by Mai on Wed, 28 Nov 2007 10:48:00 PST