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Shekha

I am here for Friends

About Me

hmm this needs bare updating - but meanwhile:
i like it when people pronounce my name right the first time [shee-ka]. i like the sky in winter. i like picnics on beaches and in forests.
i like long drives or gazing at the world from a train window. i like animals. i like helping people. i like being trusted but i dont like to trust. i like my friends to tell me everything.
i like expressing myself and i like my point of view. i like meeting new people but ive forgotten what real people feel like. i dont like lies or hidden agendas. i dont like people who cant change their perspective and i dont like it when im nervous of saying something wrong - everytime i speak.
i dont like being lonely. i dont like old friends that lose touch and change. i dont like hanging on to this fallacy that is the object of my survival. i dont like clinging to you.
the profile music is explained (well vaguely) in my music box.
i also have a livejournal so if anyone is interested in reading it that has an account - comment and you will be added (i cant imagine why anyone would want to) my ljlyt by avlays

My Interests

things i like:
♥ star gazing ♥ painting ♥ writing ♥ the dark ♥ winter ♥ rain ♥ singing ♥ walking ♥ acting ♥ music ♥ theatre ♥ london ♥ shoes ♥ fashion design ♥ distractions ♥ screwing the system ♥ train journeys ♥ art ♥ procrastination ♥ dreaming ♥ remembering ♥ sleeping ♥ escapism ♥ shopping ♥ msn ♥ the internet ♥ absinthe ♥ croydoning ♥ photography ♥ animals ♥ my friends ♥ landscapes ♥ crappy tv ♥ films ♥ connections ♥ mystery

watching.stars.without.you.my.soul.cries.

I'd like to meet:

my muse

Music:

so much more, but these songs make me remember nice times:

Movies:

♥ brokeback moutain ♥ pretty in pink ♥ garden state ♥ the nightmare before christmas ♥ lotr ♥ pulp fiction ♥ interview with the vampire ♥ the virgin suicides ♥ donnie darko ♥ heathers ♥ edward scissorhands ♥ whats eating gilbert grape ♥ romy and michelle's highschool reunion ♥ the breakfast club ♥ ferris bueller's day off ♥ anything disney ♥ balto ♥ an american tale ♥ labyrinth ♥ the matrix triology ♥ romeo and juliet (both) ♥ the crucible ♥ breakfast at tiffany's ♥ trainspotting ♥ cruel intentions ♥ ghost world ♥ closer ♥ mean girls ♥ the notebook ♥ st elmos fire ♥ vanilla sky ♥ spirited away ♥ princess mononoke ♥ the motorcycle diaries ♥ run lola run ♥ girl interrupted ♥ requiem for a dream ♥ akira ♥ the last unicorn ♥ get real ♥ me, you and everyone we know
simply.a.look.can.break.your.heart.

Television:

♥ futurama ♥ bad soaps like neighbours ♥ the simpsons ♥ the OC and other crappy teenage dramas: one tree hill. life as we know it. etc ♥ 2gether ♥ jake 2.0 ♥ the apprectice ♥ the clangers ♥ the magic roundabout - childhood stuff ♥ america's next top model ♥ lost ♥ desperate housewives

clinging.to.a.fallacy.

Books:

got deleted?! ill update soon.

Heroes:

being honest i guess it would have to be my mom

My Blog

i was in this mood today.

Posted By:A BaNdAid 4 A bRoKen PLaNetGet this video and more at MySpace.comthe music makes me feel nostalgic....
Posted by Shekha on Sat, 30 Dec 2006 10:04:00 PST

wow

cue fangirl style squeaking and bare spackage. hehe.
Posted by Shekha on Fri, 29 Dec 2006 08:23:00 PST

orange

i can see the buttons where they fall, and it didn't last. the mirror cracked beneath my feet when i walked across the floor. writing this down will not make me comprehend any more clearly, but i can ...
Posted by Shekha on Fri, 22 Dec 2006 05:06:00 PST

butterflies

i hope this isn't what i think it is. what i think it is would be frightening and not altogether welcome....
Posted by Shekha on Sun, 17 Dec 2006 10:36:00 PST

thanks everyone

who commented / did stuff for my bday - i bare appreciate it. thought id blog it so it gets to everyone cos my comp is too slow at the moment to  reply to everything individually! :-)photos from ...
Posted by Shekha on Thu, 23 Nov 2006 04:04:00 PST

stolen bulletin - fill in lol

You can only type one word. NO EXPLANATIONS! Not as easy as you may think. 1. Yourself: Shekha. 2. Your girlfriend/boyfriend: Nope. 3. Your hair?: Shorter. 4. Your mother?: Heroic! 5. Your Father...
Posted by Shekha on Tue, 07 Nov 2006 04:03:00 PST

what i do best

and so it continues, over and over until somebody finally figures out the secret of where it all lies. and this, this has failed to move me...there must be glass in those eyes...the sun only illuminat...
Posted by Shekha on Wed, 01 Nov 2006 05:38:00 PST

just a slow train crawling up a hill

literally. i need to do something about this.
Posted by Shekha on Wed, 25 Oct 2006 04:38:00 PST

send in the clowns

you have replaced the irreplaceable.also - note to self: if this is what i can expect for the rest of my life i am out of the game....
Posted by Shekha on Sun, 01 Oct 2006 12:40:00 PST

the way you were pt. 2

i can remember the winter air, turning into crystals before us, freezing those mystical moments when you were the way you were. with the summer came the sun and it melted those ties we forged. the tru...
Posted by Shekha on Sat, 02 Sep 2006 05:50:00 PST