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free falling aspiration

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About Me

Hmm... So you want to know about me? I guess you'll have to ask me yourself... i hate changing my damn phone number 907 750 1922 now dont say you didnt get the memoIF fighting for what you believe in is wrong then im a criminal.. IF your friends dont support you for the things you do then they arent your friends."I'm a leading man, and the lies I weave are oh-so-intricate, oh-so-intricate "I AM LOST IN ENDLESS EXAGGERATIONS!!!!!!! Click here to get your own Unique Contact Box - Over 300 to choose from

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My Interests

NEW people CARShorses stars movies computers snow rain not becoming the next jaws victim......in the words of dane cook "tell me you never swim faster then when a shark lets you go."

I'd like to meet:


EveryoneSo... talk to me on aim if you want AIM= al0n3andus3l355"Note To Self"Two roads... split off from here, and my life goes running in opposite directions. Exaggerating the barrier between who I am, and who I want to be.I wanted to be that breath of fresh air, When everything smelled so insincere. But this taste still lingers in my mouth, Deceit has ways of sticking around. And I'm ready to disappear, Vacation seems far (seems far) from here.Note to self: I miss you terribly. This is what... we call a tragedy. Come back to me, come back to me, to me. Note to self: I miss you terribly. This is what... we call a tragedy. Come back to me, back to me, to me.I can feel my mind, wandering again. Into where I don't know, and will I ever get home? Time starts moving, faster than I can. And I'm sick of this scene, I need to break the routine.I can feel my mind, wandering again. Into where I don't know, and will I ever get home? Time starts moving, faster than I can. And I'm sick of this scene, I need to break the routine.Two roads... split off from here, and my life goes running in opposite directions. Exaggerating the barrier between who I am, and who I want to be.Which part of me is lost? I feel so close, and yet I am so far. Which part of me is lost? I feel so close, and yet I am so...Far!...

Music:

If you believe its in my soul i'd sing all the words that i know just to see if it would show that i am better off on my own(snow patrol "run")Ill sing it one last time for you but then we really have to go youve been the only thing thats right in all ive done and i can barely look at you but every single time i do i know well make it anywhere away from here.... ....to think i might not see those eyes makes it so hard not to cry and as we say our long goodbyes i nearly do....(eagle eye cherry "save tonight")...well we know im going away and how i wish it werent so so take this wine and drink with me lets deley our misery save tonight fight the break of dawn come tomarrow tomarrow ill be gone...(staind "Its been awhile") Its been awhile since i could hold my head up high and its been awhile since i first saw you and its been awhile since i can stand on my own two feet again and its been awhile since i could call you and everything i cant remember has been f***ed up as it all may seem ...(Offspring "Gone Away") Maybe in another life i could find you there pulled away before your time i cant deal its so unfair and it feels and it feels like heavens so far away and it feels and it feels like the world is stone cold now that youve gone away leaving flowers on your grave to show that i still care black roses and hail marys cant bring back whats taken from me i reach to the sky and call out your name and if i could trade i would and it feels and it feels like heavens so far away and it stings ya it stings now the world is stone cold now that youve gone away gone away....(staind "so far away")this is my life its not what it was before all these feelings i shared and these are my dreams that i never lived before somebody shake me cause i must be sleeping...(Trapt "still frame") please help cause im breaking down this pictures frozen and i cant get out please help me cause im breaking down this pictures frozen and i cant get out believe me im just as lost as you and everytime i think ive finally made it i learn im farther away than i have ever been before and i see the clock and its ticking away and the hour glass empty wtf do i have to say....

Movies:

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Television:

Family guy

Books:

best book ever the great gatsby1979 smashing pumpkins -shakedown 1979,cool kids never have the time on a live wire right up off the street you and i should meetjunebug skipping like a stone with the headlights pointed at the dawn we were sure we'd never see an endto it alland i don't even careto shake these zipper blues and we don't know just where our bones will rest to dust i guess forgotten and absorbedinto the earth belowdouble cross the vacant and the bored they're not sure just what we have in the store morphine city slippin dues down to see that we don't even care as restless as we arewe feel the pull in the land of a thousand guilts and poured cement, lamented and assured to the lights and towns below faster than the speed of soundfaster than we thought we'd go, beneath the sound of hope justine never knew the rules, hung down with the freaks and the ghouls no apologies ever need be made, i know you better than you fake itto see that we don't care to shake these zipper blues and we don't know just where our bones will rest to dust i guess forgotten and absorbed into the earth below the street heats the urgency of sound as you can see there's no one around

Heroes:

If your reading this you are my hero.. my friends who are always there when i need them"perfect pictures fade to black as you turn out the lights"

My Blog

more poetry god i must be bored

left behind with a simple act i cant seem to find where i am at the heart grows cold with many sorrows just like the begger that always burrows nights are longer with sweet misery and days feel cold w...
Posted by free falling aspiration on Tue, 15 Jan 2008 11:14:00 PST

random poetry for the night

theres a light at the end of a tunnel it flickers in the distance my eyes get tired and my vision starts to funnel my eyes begin to strain and my legs feel the resistance i continue to push  to t...
Posted by free falling aspiration on Tue, 15 Jan 2008 11:05:00 PST

polite phone usage

ok for all you rude inconsiderate jerks who think its cool to call someones phone 9 times within an hour read here. 1) If i dont pick up the first time maybe im not near my phone. 2) So to stay polit...
Posted by free falling aspiration on Wed, 09 Jan 2008 01:11:00 PST

thanks

im back in alaska safely dispite all the difficulty getting up here. thanks for everyones concern.
Posted by free falling aspiration on Mon, 28 May 2007 05:18:00 PST

my mom

well as some of you know my mom recently passed and im in georgia right now helping my sister deal with it. as of right now i dont know im still kinda shocked. i went to her apartment where she was fo...
Posted by free falling aspiration on Thu, 17 May 2007 04:53:00 PST

to let ya know

well i have no decided officially i hate alaska. its boreing and i would rather be at home sitting on my couch watching tv and working at payless. another thing that bugs me is... wait back it up firs...
Posted by free falling aspiration on Sat, 03 Mar 2007 03:21:00 PST

bored

the easiest way to move is on 2 legs so there i go walking away. but part of me still sits and then i wonder if i have moved anywhere or if it was just a cruel dream ment to persuade my mind into thin...
Posted by free falling aspiration on Mon, 05 Feb 2007 09:05:00 PST

frustrated

as i have proven time and time again i am better off on my own. why do people always appologize for something they did that they enjoyed forgive the ignorance but if you enjoyed it and it felt good to...
Posted by free falling aspiration on Thu, 01 Feb 2007 05:08:00 PST

grr

something has been stolen that can never be returned. i ask why are people so retarded and they gotta always want more. but what ever i dont care i now cut my losses and move on. hopefully the sun wil...
Posted by free falling aspiration on Thu, 01 Feb 2007 11:34:00 PST

true thoughts

i have found even the slightest change in your life can lead to an unimaginable feeling of happiness and now that i have finally challenged myself to take a plunge i have found the rewards are warmer ...
Posted by free falling aspiration on Wed, 10 Jan 2007 10:53:00 PST