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Jealous

slowly letting go

About Me

Updated 10 Mar 2007:
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I figured it was time for a rehaul.
I'm a recent graduate from Neumann with a BS in Psychology. Due to the stars not aligning in my favor, I've got a year to work before heading to grad school and I'm not sure what I'll be doing yet. I have a boyfriend that lives 300 miles from me and it's tough, but we make it through. I've gone through a lot of crap in my life, and am coming out the other end a pretty OK person. I care more about how I treat others than how I am treated by others, and as we all know that can backfire pretty badly. I spend a lot of time in deep contemplation, and the rest is spent playing WoW. Sometimes I multitask and do both, sometimes I don't do anything but sit in a state of stuper and watch TV and/or listen to music. The few people out there I call friends I hold very close and would do anything for. Mostly everyone else I consider an acquaintance and enjoy being around but I don't feel a connection to them as much as they probably do to me. I'm a very lonely person even when surrounded by people.
Even if you have read nothing else, just know that I'm growing as a person and am having an interesting time doing so.

My Interests

Hockey (ice and field, mostly), reading, writing (not so much anymore), movies, music, concerts, playing instruments, art (mostly photography, but I do other sorts as well... check it out if you want ), hot air ballooning, being random, history, poetry, World of Warcraft, hanging out with friends, lacrosse

I'd like to meet:

Gordie Howe, Bernie Parent, and all the bands I like.

Anyone who just likes to be crazy and active.

I miss this job.

Music:

3 Doors Down, 311, 4 Non Blondes, 88 Fingers Louie, Ace of Base, AC/DC, American Head Charge, the Beastie Boys, the Beatles, Beethoven, Bobby Darin, Bobby Short, Bush, Chevelle, cky, d.d.f., Devil Driver, Distubed, the Doors, Drowning Pool, Eve 6, everclear, Fastball, Fear Factory, Fenix TX, Foo Fighters, the Frustrators, the Goo Goo Dolls, Good Riddance, Green Day, Guttermouth, Hi-Standard, Hope, Ill Nino, Jane's Addiction, the Jimi Hendrix Experience, Joshua's Habit, Led Zeppelin, Less Than Jake, Liszt, Lit, Machine Head, Makeshift 3, Midtown, Mighty Mighty BossTones, Millencolin, the Misfits, Motorhead, Mozart, Mudvayne, Mushroomhead, MxPx, Nine Inch Nails, Nirvana, Oasis, the Offspring, Paperback Tragedy, Pearl Jam, Pink Floyd, the Pixies, Pulley, RHCP, Reveille, Rob Zombie, the Rolling Stones, Semisonic, Sevendust, Sheryl Crow, Slipknot, the Smiths, Soil, Staind, Static-X, Stroke 9, Sublime, System of a Down, TbR, Ten Foot Pole, Theatre of Ice, Third Eye Blind, Thornbird, Tool, Type O Negative, Unwritten Law, Voodoo Glow Skulls, Weird Al, whatever it takes, Wolfsheim

Movies:

10 Things I Hate About You, 50 First Dates, Adventures in Babysitting, Airplane!, Airplane 2: The Sequel, Aladdin, Along Came a Spider, American Beauty, the Amityville Horror (all four of them), Arizona Dream, Back to the Future Trilogy, Bad Santa, A Beautiful Mind, Beavis and Butthead Do America!, Benny and Joon, Billy Madison, the Blair Witch Project, Blazing Saddles, the Bone Collector, the Boondock Saints, Bowling for Columbine, But I'm a Cheerleader, Casper, Catch Me If You Can, Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, the Corpse Bride, the Craft, Don Juan DeMarco, Don't Tell Mom the Babysitter's Dead, Drop Dead Gorgeous, Dude Where's My Car?, Dumb and Dumber, Edward Scissorhands, Elf, Encino Man, the Eternal Sunshine of a Spotless Mind, the Exorcism of Emily Rose, the Exorcist (all of them), Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, Fight Club, Finding Neverland, From Hell, Ghost World, Girl Interrupted, The Girl Next Door, Godsend, the Goonies, Gremlins, Halloween (all of them), Hamburger Hill, Happy Gilmore, Harold and Kumar Go to White Castle, Home Alone, I am Sam, Ice Age, IQ, It's A Wonderful Life, Kiss the Girls, Legally Blonde, Legally Blonde 2, Liar Liar, Little Monsters, Looney Tunes Back in Action, Lucas, the March of the Penguins, the Mask, Mean Girls, Meet Joe Black, Men in Black, Miracle, Monkeybone, the Neverending Story, Nightmare on Elm Street (all of them), Ocean's 11 (both versions), the Omen, Once Upon A Time In Mexico, Pay it Forward, Pi, Pirates of the Carribean: The Curse of the Black Pearl, Pirates of the Carribean: Dead Man's Chest, Pleasantville, the Princess Bride, Puff the Magic Dragon, the Punisher, Remember the Titans, Requiem for a Dream, the Ring, the Ring Two, Rudy, Save the Last Dance, Saved!, Saw, Saw II, Secret Window, Seven, Shaun of the Dead, the Shining (both versions), Short Circuit, Shrek, Shrek 2, Silent Hill, Slapshot, Sleepy Hallow, Space Jam, Spider Man, Spider Man 2, Stand by Me, Starman, Stigmata, Taking Lives, Toy Story, Toy Story 2, Trading Places, TransAmerica, Urban Legend, the Untouchables, the Wedding Singer, White Chicks, Wild Hearts Can't Be Broken

Television:

the 4400, Cold Case Files, Family Guy, Forensic Files, History's Mysteries, King of the Hill, Law and Order: Special Victims Unit, Malcolm in the Middle, Married! With Children..., Modern Marvels, Mythbusters, the New Detectives, Ren and Stimpy, Rescue Me, the Simpsons

Books:

Alive, Along Came a Spider, Being and Nothingness, the Big Bad Wolf, Bloodline, the Bone Collector, Cat and Mouse, Chicken Poop for the Soul, the Coffin Dancer, the Diagnostic and Statistics Manual IV-TR, the Egypt Game, the Empty Chair, Flowers for Algernon, Four Blind Mice, the Green Mile, Jack and Jill, Kiss the Girls, London Bridges, the Lovely Bones, Lucky, Mary Mary, the Minds of Billy Milligan, the Miracle Worker, The New York Trilogy, Nothing Lasts Forever, Pet Sematary, Pop Goes the Weasel, Roses Are Red, the Stone Monkey, Sybil, Tell Me Your Dreams, the Twelfth Card, the Vanished Man, Violets Are Blue, a Wrinkle in Time

Heroes:

Kelly Wojciechowski, Bernie Parent, Gordie Howe, Manon Rheaume, Ron McIntosh, Mary Zupan, George Corcoran, Doug Baran, Kurt Wallen, Sondra Sherman, Aaron Wemer, and my father

My Blog

Hockey - 4.11.6

There's nothing that comes close to hockey.  I value every minute I get to spend on the ice, especially these four short years I get to represent my college in the game that I love.  It pain...
Posted by Jealous on Sun, 05 Nov 2006 08:16:00 PST

26.10.6

I love my sister.
Posted by Jealous on Fri, 27 Oct 2006 07:14:00 PST

Home Schedules - 22.7.6

Here are my HOME schedules for this coming school year.  If you'd like to know the away games as well (especially for the field hockey because a lot of those games are nearby), go to http://www.n...
Posted by Jealous on Sat, 22 Jul 2006 03:47:00 PST

I swear... - 17.7.6

If I get dicked over ONE MORE TIME this summer, I'm going to go completely insane, check myself into a psych hospital, and never come out. Yes, it's that bad. And yes, I'm serious. Though I'll probabl...
Posted by Jealous on Tue, 18 Jul 2006 06:03:00 PST

Much Ado About Nothing - 26.6.6

So yeah.  This time next week I'll be laying on the beach.  Ok, not this early in the day... I'll probably be running/biking the boardwalk... Maybe sleeping, but I doubt it.  I don't sl...
Posted by Jealous on Mon, 26 Jun 2006 05:38:00 PST

Yay!! - 11.6.6

I've done absolutely nothing this weekend, and it's been amazing.I watched "Transamerica" yesterday for the first time, and again today.  It's a great movie, I highly recommend it.  It's abo...
Posted by Jealous on Sun, 11 Jun 2006 11:51:00 PST

Haha... - 18.5.6

I so could've been killed last night...  I went over someone's house that I met online.  This would be my second time doing so, and my third time meeting someone from online (the third, whic...
Posted by Jealous on Thu, 18 May 2006 02:48:00 PST

Why I hate PUNKS - 2.5.6

Or at least people who think they're punks... They're so fucking retarded.  They try to claim that image is nothing, but somehow all look the same and look down on people who dress/act differentl...
Posted by Jealous on Tue, 02 May 2006 01:22:00 PST

National Day of Silence - 26-4-6

This is the tenth year of the National Day of Silence.  What is it, you may be wondering.  Well, it's a day to recognize the GLBT (Gay-Lesbian-Bisexual-Transsexual) community.  What it ...
Posted by Jealous on Wed, 26 Apr 2006 09:24:00 PST

Ugh... 24-4-6

I still care.  And that worries me.  Not that I care, but a certain something I've noticed in the past month.  Oh well.  Nothing I can do about it now. So I worked 28 hours Saturda...
Posted by Jealous on Mon, 24 Apr 2006 08:33:00 PST