MY WINDOW
There’s a picture out my window
Reminds me of you
There’s a picture out my window
That brings me to you too
When I see it
I smile
When I feel it
I remember awhile
I remember what it was like
To hold you near
To kiss your lips
To whisper in your ear
And tell you how much I love you
That picture out my window
Is so bright
The Love, the Caring,
Were so full of life
It shines like no other
And is always close to my Heart, never cease
You are my light in the Darkness and
You are my Peace
I see the Moon in my window and
I think back, times so true
My memories of us
My Love, it is You!
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Begin Anew
Less Dreaming, More Creating
Always an ink stained world
Your dreams of escape,
Self made nightmares
Every ray of light chased out by the shadows
Tell me of your broken soul
Of the release so desperately awaited
Let me take in your words
Sweep up the pieces of yourself
Place them in the garden of the mind
Open the shades for a glimmer of golden hope
Stop this cycle of self inflicted mutilation
Warm yourself in the sun
Let me help you stand
Take strength from the faith I have in you
Beauty suffers, but should never cry defeat
So, from the depths of your pain
A new beginning
Of inner self creation
Let the crimson bleed away and
Leave a White Rose
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I would love to meet
people who know about or,
have had experience with
Panic/Anxiety Disorder and/or Depression
or PAD/GAD/PTSD
as we call it in Medical Practice
This HELL that over 42,000,000 people
walk through on a Daily, Hourly, Secondly basis
is as Real as Heart Disease, Diabetics or
any other Disorder one can name yet
so many are Ignorant to how this Demon
can ruin a Life,MANY lives if left untreated
Not only does the person with it Suffer Horribly
the family of that person also goes through this Hell
Some family members can just " not care "
some can " look past it "
choose to " Ignore It " BUT
that alone can and will DESTROY the loved one
who Suffers this
Most will Suffer In Silence
some just HIDE it
Others Break with no one to turn to
cry to
just talk to for awhile
I am Educated in this Disorder
I suffer this Disorder
No I am NOT crazy...I AM HUMAN!!
Like one that on a lonesome road
Doth walk in Fear and Dread
And having once turned 'round, walks on
And turns no more her head
Because she knows, a frightful fiend
Doth close behind her tread
( This is a VERY brief description of
GENERALIZED ANXIETY DISORDER )
My love of Music is very Versatile
Country, KISS,
Country, Classic Rock
KISS, Ambient,
Country, KISS
Chakra Meditation Music, KISS
80's Hair Bands, Oldies,Country,
KISS
Oh, did I mention KISS & Country??
ANY movie by the Masters Of Macabe
Stephen King AND Edgar Allan Poe..
They are Genius's ( or Insane )
LOST!!!!
Survivor!!
Those are the 2 most important
but,really to many to name
NO DAYTIME TV, It will melt your Brain
Again, The Masters
Stephen King
Edgar Allan Poe
Anne Rice
All 3 are Absolute Geniuses
Hey, maybe she likes Horror best * sly smile*
MYSELF!!
I am my Hero...
I have had to be an Adult
since age 5..
Far to much responsibility
for a Child but, I HAD to..
So today, " I Am The Me Out Here,That I HAVE To Be
I Am The SHE Within,That I WANT To Be "
Also my 2 kids WHIZKID355 and LadyVamp
If not for them I wouldn't be here today.
And my Beautiful Grandkids
They ALL Truly are
the reasons I have for being!
Thank you kids I Love You All So Much
Also a VERY Honorable
and Loving mention
to one( You Know Who You Are GF )
You were/are my SoulMate and
maybe, just maybe one day...