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♥JESTICLE♥

Say,how bout a fat lip to go with the rest of ya!!!

About Me

There is no pain you are receding A distant ship smoke on the horizon You are only coming through in waves Your lips move but I can't hear what you're saying When I was a child I caught a fleeting glimpse Out of the corner of my eye I turned to look but it was gone I cannot put my finger on it now The child is grown The dream is gone And I have become Comfortably numb.♥♥♥The night broke.The thunder cracked my brain finally. The rain is coming. I promise you. I didnt mean to but your tears will bring life back. Purple flowers grow, the color blood looks in the veins. They'll sprout out of my chest. I promise you they'll crack the ground,grow over the freeways, down the slopes to the sea. Ill be in their faces. Ill be in the waves coming down from the sky. Ill be inside the one who holds you and then i wont be.♥♥♥
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TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Jessica
Birthday: 5/11
Birthplace: Chatt.
Current Location: Chatt.
Eye Color: brown
Hair Color: blackish
Height: short
Right Handed or Left Handed: right
Your Heritage: Scott,German,English and Native American
The Shoes You Wore Today: my unholy converses
Your Weakness: everything
Your Fears: drowning,fish,slugs,etc...
Your Perfect Pizza: TONS of veggies..and maybe some hot sauce
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: stop being a total loser-freak
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: chocolate eggs are best when hatched fresh,ya know?
Thoughts First Waking Up: what happened last night???
Your Best Physical Feature: my kidneys...mmm damn those these look hot
Your Bedtime: when I decide to chill the fuck out
Your Most Missed Memory: ???
Pepsi or Coke: blood
Single or Group Dates: whats a date?
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: herbal tea fuckers
Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate..but given the choice..PEANUT BUTTER
Cappuccino or Coffee: anything that'll tweak me out
Do you Smoke: yep
Do you Swear: me?swear? Im offended...
Do you Sing: only when Im too drunk to know any better
Do you Shower Daily: yes
Have you Been in Love: Im bitter so I'll say no
Do you want to go to College: maybe
Do you want to get Married: sure..
Do you belive in yourself: not by a long shot
Do you get Motion Sickness: nope
Do you think you are Attractive: sometimes
Are you a Health Freak: nah
Do you get along with your Parents: i dont even know anymore
Do you like Thunderstorms: yes yes YES!!!
Do you play an Instrument: does drumming on a beer belly count?
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: hahahahahaha yeah
In the past month have you Smoked: yep
In the past month have you been on Drugs: ............................drugs?hahaha
In the past month have you gone on a Date: yipyip
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: nope
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: no
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: yep
In the past month have you been on Stage: nooooooooooo
In the past month have you been Dumped: nope
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: nah
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: yes..AND ITS MY TWINKIE NOW!!!!!!! HA
Ever been Drunk: my liver hates me by now
Ever been called a Tease: yes..just not often enough ;)
Ever been Beaten up: no
Ever Shoplifted: nope
How do you want to Die: death by jellybeans..dundunDUN!!!
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: a Bearded lady
What country would you most like to Visit: Ireland or Japan
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: blue
Favourite Hair Color: whatever
Short or Long Hair: short..damnit
Height: tall
Weight: more than me
Best Clothing Style: anything but thug or white trash
Number of Drugs I have taken: ummmmmmmmmm..idk
Number of CDs I own: ALOT
Number of Piercings: 3
Number of Tattoos: none yet
Number of things in my Past I Regret: ALOT
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My Interests

body art,music,movies that make me cry,and a bunch of other shit,partying,cuddling,nature,licking people,picking my nose lol,going to haunted houses,going barefoot,breaking things,chillin with the family, playin with my beautiful pussycats
Your Heart Is Blue
Love is a doing word for you. You know it's love when you treat each other well.
You are a giving lover, but you don't give too much. You expect something in return.

Your flirting style: Friendly

Your lucky first date: Lunch at an outdoor cafe

Your dream lover: Is both generous and selfish

What you bring to relationships: Loyalty What Color Heart Do You Have?
Advanced Global Personality Test Results

Extraversion |||| 20%
Stability |||| 20%
Orderliness |||||||||| 40%
Accommodation |||||||||||||| 56%
Interdependence |||||||||||| 50%
Intellectual |||||| 30%
Mystical |||||||||||| 50%
Artistic |||||||||||||||| 70%
Religious |||||| 23%
Hedonism |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Materialism |||||||||||||||| 63%
Narcissism || 10%
Adventurousness |||||||||| 36%
Work ethic |||||||||| 36%
Self absorbed |||||||||||||||| 70%
Conflict seeking |||| 16%
Need to dominate |||||| 23%
Romantic |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Avoidant |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Anti-authority |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Wealth |||| 16%
Dependency |||||||||||||||| 63%
Change averse |||||||||||||||| 70%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||| 70%
Individuality |||||||||||||||| 63%
Sexuality |||||||||||||| 56%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Physical security |||||||||||||||| 70%
Physical Fitness |||||| 30%
Histrionic |||||||||||| 50%
Paranoia |||||||||||| 50%
Vanity |||||||||||| 50%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Female cliche |||||||||||||||||||| 83% Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test
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The Part of You That No One Sees
You are aloof, mysterious, and distant.
People feel like they really don't know the true you...
Yet they're still drawn to you, almost by magnetic force.

Underneath it all, you don't even really feel like you know yourself.
It's easier to put on a front than really think about your life's purpose.
You tend to seem pretentious, but it's just a mechanism you use to push people away. What's the Part of You That No One Sees?

I'd like to meet:

the boogeyman
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Music:

Mainly any form of rock:pink floyd,the used,hinder,staind,the doors, REASONING WITH CAINE,atreyu,wallsofjericho,nofx,poison th well,the misfits,danzig,pantera,rammstein,orgy,coal chamber,metallica,dashboard confessional,armorforsleep, death cab for cutie anything along those lines classical,some reggae,tribal songs..weird stuffthe ghost of lucy...(the ghost of you)

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Movies:

A CLOCKWORK ORANGE,The Professional, Donnie Darko, All About Lily Chou-Chou, The Girl On The Bridge, Life is Beautiful, Nosferatu(both the silent and the 70s remake), He Who Gets Slapped, Dark Victory,12 Monkeys,Big Fish,American History X,The Devil's Backbone, The Eye,The Phantom Of The Opera, Joe Dirt, Little Nicky, Underworld, Brams Stokers Dracula, American Beauty, Requiem For A Dream, Princess Mononoke,The Ghost In The Shell, Fight Club, Kill Bill(vol.1&2),House of a Thousand Corpses,The Devils Rejects,The Texas Chainsaw Massacre(original only) The House of Flying Daggers, Hero, Dummy, The Pianist, Hotel Rwanda,Resevoir Dogs, Sin City, Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind(a fav.), The Nightmare Before Christmas,Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas,Ed Wood, Edward Scissorhands, Once Upon A time In Mexico(as well as el mariachi&desperado), The Labrynth,The Life Aquatic With steve Zissou, The Royal Tenenbaums, etc..too many to name

Television:

Ugly Betty,Greys Anatomy, adult swim,the winner, miami ink,csi miami,numerous cartoons Best of Stewie

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Books:

Fight Club,Lullaby,Choke,The American Night and Wilderness by Jim Morrison,educational books on diff. shit, poetry

Heroes:

My granny

My Blog

more random lyrics

Words from a friend   There's a killer in the temple And no one knows her name She came by cover of darkness On the midnight train She's a cool one in the summer sun A fire in the snow I warm my ...
Posted by ♥Always,and Never♥ on Sun, 15 Apr 2007 04:58:00 PST

beautiful!!!!!!!!

from some random bulletin from some random friend   Late NightSyd Barrett When I woke up todayand you weren't there to playthen I wanted to be with youwhen you showed me your eyeswhispered love a...
Posted by ♥Always,and Never♥ on Wed, 11 Apr 2007 09:17:00 PST

sweet song

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Posted by ♥Always,and Never♥ on Thu, 05 Apr 2007 01:08:00 PST

more stuff..tired of fuckin namin these things

Your face remains unchangedmy heart corrodes in blackpetals from the flames adorn the thorns      wrapped around my neck.For wanting of your smileapproval in the leastam I to ...
Posted by ♥Always,and Never♥ on Mon, 02 Apr 2007 10:38:00 PST

Desire

To not desire, but your kiss makes a fool of meHave I only hoped for something so realEven if this just turns out to be a dream Will you wake me before I see too much,feel so much that I vanish in my ...
Posted by ♥Always,and Never♥ on Tue, 27 Mar 2007 02:29:00 PST

Just a dream

Tell me how this is so conveniantthe look in your eyes and how you lean in do you want to tell me your secrets or are the things you want to say locked in our lipsdont say anythingthat cant be sa...
Posted by ♥Always,and Never♥ on Tue, 24 Oct 2006 10:06:00 PST

letting go

I'll be holding onwhen you gasp for your last breaththe burning air fills your lungsclose your eyes,get some restNever to open, never to awakelife is but a dream within a dreamand all these hopes will...
Posted by ♥Always,and Never♥ on Tue, 24 Oct 2006 09:54:00 PST

how i want you

Her face rests on the cold tilewhen she thinks of loveshe realizes its been a whileand can you hold me nowbefore i lose the thoughtbefore i lose the feelingof what little remains of my heartthat nothi...
Posted by ♥Always,and Never♥ on Tue, 24 Oct 2006 09:45:00 PST

I Wont Say Im Sorry

My heart explodes under your rubber solesyou walk all over mebut i dont even cryand viscious stares greet mewhen all ive said is i love youand its just not fair to be so hatedbut youll understand the ...
Posted by ♥Always,and Never♥ on Mon, 16 Oct 2006 05:54:00 PST

Things will never change

Time has come to shed your skinOf your weakened heart weighted with sinNow or never to see the truthOf the ones you love,and the things you doYou'll never know the pain you giveThough you say your sor...
Posted by ♥Always,and Never♥ on Fri, 06 Oct 2006 11:49:00 PST