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Machine

Pleasure In Pain

About Me

I never like talking about me but I might as well. I'm crazy, deranged, stupid, I like pain as you can already tell. I am sane, boring, intelligent and hate mental anguish. Above all I am creative, strong, wise beyond my years, I wish to dominate and sometimes be dominated. I love seclusion, but can't stand to be ignored. I am powerful but restrain my fist. I'd love to be the hero but can't help it when the Villain rushes through me. I am a legion, but a coward at times, I am human like everyone else with delusions of granduer. I love and hate myself!

My Interests

Music,drawing,literature,movies,games, anything challenging

I'd like to meet:

Someone who is creative,intelligent,doesn't mind sayin whats on thier mind,who likes trying new things,and knows how to take a good spanking! " ACHTUNG ! [email protected] may actually be a spider-human hybrid
Username:
From Go-Quiz.com

Music:

I'm into all types of music :blues,jazz,latin,world,alternative,classic rock,classical,some hip hop,and a little old country. But what I mostly listen to is goth/industrial.I'm always open to something new.Bauhaus ,Siousxie and the Banshees,Alien Sex Fiend,Two Witches,Switchblade Symphony,Brotherhood of Pagans,Eva O,Dead Can Dance,Damned,Christian Death(Roz Williams) Chameleons,Gitane Demone,Wake,Advent Sleep,Rosetta Stone, Nosferatu, Corpus Delicti, Cramps, .45 Grave, Suspiria, Clan of Xymox, Peter Murphey, Sisters of Mercy, Echo & the Bunnymen, Mission, Sex Gang Children, Gene Loves Jezebel,Psyhic T.V., Mephisto Waltz, Razed in Black, Joy Division....etc. Skinny puppy, Throbbing Gristle, Einsturzende Neubauten, Ministry, Frontline Assembly, Front 242, Nitzer Ebb, Pig Face, Foetus, Bigod 20, Oomph!, Die Form, Ikon, Icon of Coil, Haujobb, Suicide Commando, Decoded Feedback, Velvet Acid Christ, Informatik, Mentallo & the Fixer, Numb, Apoptygma Berzerk, Funker Vogt, :WUMPSCUT:, Project Pitchfork, Covenant, VNV Nation, Wolfsheim, Din Fiv, Snog, Bile, Grendel, Leather Strip, Converter, Fiendflugg, Pierrepoint, Assemblage 22, Asche, Inure, PAL, Aural Blasphemy, Seilwulf, Terminal Choice, Noisex, Accesory, KMFDM, Aslan Faction, Hocico .....etc

Movies:

my favorite movie is Legend,then Bram Stokers Dracula, Iterview with a Vampire, Neverending Story, Labyrinth, Dark City, Crow, Brazil, Baron Munchausen, Time Bandits, Fear & loathing in Las Vegas( basically anything Terry Gilliam), most of the Tim Burton movies except, planet of the apes, Quentin Tarentino movies, Ray Harryhausen movies, Kevin Smith movies, Starwars, Aliens movies, Predator movies, Most of the John Hughes movies, some John Cusack movies, Fight Club, Donnie Darko, Great Expectations, John Pierre Juenet movies, City of God, Whale Rider, Stanley Kubrick films, and etc...if you want to know more please do not feel afraid to ask me..

Television:

I'm not too into television i watch ifc every now and then & cartoon network

Heroes:

My Mom and Dad, my friends and a alot of artists too many to list though!

My Blog

Goin where the weather suits my clothes

Well It's been a crazy summer full of ups and downs well...  alot of downs. I have had a new job for about 2 weeks now and its ok at least I have a job now, but now that I've been thinkin more ab...
Posted by Machine on Sat, 30 Sep 2006 01:15:00 PST

You can never go back

Ok it's been about 3 days since I've been back from Texas and honestly with everything thats transpired makes me think I should've stayed there. I felt something there that I haven't felt in many year...
Posted by Machine on Thu, 27 Jul 2006 10:58:00 PST

ONE DAY

One Day - Dorian Lopez   One Day everything you have will be lost, one day all your dreams will stop dreaming, one day the things that made you smile will no longer exsist, one day everyone you l...
Posted by Machine on Tue, 06 Jun 2006 10:31:00 PST

If your girl loves you

Body: when a guy calls u,he wants to be with youWhen a guy is quiet,He's listening to you...When a guy is not arguing,He realizes he's wrongWhen a guy says, "I'm fine, " after a few minutes,he means i...
Posted by Machine on Sat, 01 Apr 2006 12:02:00 PST

INSANITY!!!!

Some times I just wanna let go and destroy all that I love and this song helps me break a link of that chain that keeps me bound to all things moral.....Maybe one day I'll be free.   InsanityI'm ...
Posted by Machine on Tue, 14 Mar 2006 06:53:00 PST

Lyrics again

Ryan Adams"So Alive"Today I watched the boatsMoving through the harborWalking on waterIn your arms I'd stayForever if I couldForever if I mayKeeps me in your thoughts, don't disappearI am on your side...
Posted by Machine on Tue, 28 Feb 2006 06:43:00 PST

Crap in HAT!!!!!!!!!!

Dammnit my phone is broken so i'm sorry if you cant get a hold of me its because of that, and I will immediately try to aquire a new phone.Sorry for the inconvienience.
Posted by Machine on Sun, 06 Nov 2005 11:26:00 PST

Time isn't my ally

Time slowly moves through this place no longer shall brief moments make it go faster no more smiles will captivate me inspire my busy hands. All I do is watch time go by in my place passing me by wa...
Posted by Machine on Sun, 09 Oct 2005 11:43:00 PST

today was a good day...(well sort of)

Today was a good day I am trying to make amends for drunk and disorderly cunduct and being a prissy love fool bitch. It seems to be getting better, however its only the beginning, I also realized toda...
Posted by Machine on Thu, 29 Sep 2005 08:08:00 PST

The only sane man in existence

Sometimes I look at the world around me and try to figure whats going on, and everytime I do I am sick, disgusted, and even more confused about the way things work. When did everyone become so damned ...
Posted by Machine on Mon, 26 Sep 2005 07:51:00 PST