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About Me

I dreamt of a fever,one that would cure me of this cold, winter-set heart With heat to melt these frozen tears burned with reasons as to carry onInto these twisted months I plunge without a light to follow But I swear that I would follow anything just get me out of hereBut you get six months to adapt and you get two more to leave town And in the event that you do adapt we still might not want you aroundBut I fell for the promise of a life with a purpose but I know that that's impossible now And so I drink to stay warm and to kill selected memories cause I just can't think anymore about that or about her tonightAnd I give myself three days to feel better or else I swear I'll drive right off a fucking cliff because if I can't learn to make myself feel better how can I expect anyone else to give a shit?and I scream for the sunlight or a car to take me anywhere. just get me passed this dead and eternal snowcause I swear that I'm dying Slowly, but it's happening and if the perfect spring is waiting somewhere just take me there just take me there just take me there and say and lie to me and say and lie to me and say it's gonna be alright it's gonna be alright it's gonna be alright it's gonna be alright it's gonna be alright it's gonna be alright it's gonna be alright it's gonna be alright it's gonna be alright..Say this blanket represents all the matter and energy in the universe, okay? You, me, everything. Nothing has been left out, all right? All the particles, everything. - What's outside this blanket? - More blankets. That's the point. - Blanket's everything. - Exactly. This is everything. Let's just say that this is me, all right? And I'm, what, 60-odd years old and I'm wearing a gray suit. Blah, blah, blah. And let's say over here, this is you. And, you're... I don't know, you're 21. You got dark hair, etc. And over here, this is Vivian, my wife and colleague. Then over here, this is the Eiffel tower, right? It's Paris. And this is a war. And this is, uh, a museum. And this is a disease. And this is an orgasm. And this is a hamburger. - Everything is the same even if it's different. - Exactly.whateverlife.com
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My Interests

plants. sunshine. chuck taylors with no socks. hoodies. fine wine. hookahs. coffee. school. music. ipods. zodiac. morning.

Music:

311. 1959. The Academy Is. AK1200. Angels and Airwaves. ATB. The Beatles. Billy Joel. Blink 182. Phil Collins. Bob Dylan. Boy Kill Boy. Boy Least Likely To. The Bravery. Bright Eyes. Cat Stevens. Clap Your Hands Say Yeah. Daftpunk. Damien Rice. Dara. Death Cab for Cutie. Dez Drastic. Dido. Diesel Boy. Dresden Dolls. Elton John. Eminem. The Faint. Fall Out Boy. Fleetwood Mac. The Frames. Franz Ferdinand. Freeze Pop. Green Day. Hello Goodbye. Hot Hot Heat. Interpol. Iron and Wine. Jack Johnson. Kanye West. The Killers. Kitsonic. Led Zepplin. Madonna . Bob Marley. DJ Milo. Mindless Self Indulgence. Modest Mouse. My Morning Jacket. No Doubt. Oasis. Panic! At the Disco. Peaches. Pink Floyd. The Postal Service. The Quitters. Red Hot Chili Peppers. Rockamapopolis. The Shins. Simon and Garfunkle. Sinister. DJ Skillz. Smashing Pumpkins. The Streets. The Strokes. Sublime. Tegan and Sara. Third Eye Blind. Tiesto. Justin Timberlake. The Used. Weezer. Yes.

Movies:

Girl Inturrupted. Almost Famous. Fight Club, American Beauty. Party Monster. Elf. Clockwork Orange. Requium for a Dream. Napoleon Dynamite. The Breakfast Club. Monsters Inc. Finding Nemo. Saw. Erin Brockovich. Happy Gilmore. Lord of the Rings. Crash. Kinsey. The Life of David Gale. Full Metal Jacket. Dumb and Dumber. Stigmata. Pulp Fiction. Shaw Shank Redemption. Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas. Kill Bill vol. 1 & 2 (but especially 1). Stepmom. As Good As It Gets. I

My Blog

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-Top 10- First Best Friend : Tom First Screenname: i dunnoFirst Pet Name: Flipper First piercing- ears First Crush: Ryan Barnes probably in 1st grade. First CD: lol--Ace of Base First School : John G...
Posted by little b on Mon, 04 Dec 2006 01:12:00 PST

sunshine

this is what my room looked like this morning when i woke up.it had been days since ive seen the sun.and it made me feel so good.i just wanted to share it....
Posted by little b on Wed, 25 Oct 2006 08:25:00 PST

stupid survey

80 things you might not know about me. 1. What is your middle name?marie 2. How big is your bed?twin long 3. What are you listening to right now?Melanie talk 4. What are the last 4 digits in your ...
Posted by little b on Wed, 18 Oct 2006 05:15:00 PST

Lesbian Confessions

Lesbian Confessions [x] I'm not easy. [ ]I do wear make up [x] When I walk by mirrors, I can't help but look. [/] wear a bra to bed [ ] I wear toe nail polish. [x] I have cried at a movie theater. [x]...
Posted by little b on Thu, 12 Oct 2006 08:31:00 PST

stolen from katryn

Two Names You Go By:1. Beth2. little BTwo Parts of Your Heritage:1. Sweedish2. ScottishTwo Things You Are Wearing Right Now:1. Chuck Taylors2. Kent State t-shirtTwo Things You Would Want in a Relation...
Posted by little b on Sun, 24 Sep 2006 06:25:00 PST

Rather Than Homework...

1. Do you follow your heart or your mind? the mind. Cuz I know better usually. 2. Where were you when you heard the news of the crocodile hunter passing? on the phone with my friend kelli at ho...
Posted by little b on Thu, 21 Sep 2006 03:39:00 PST

A Different Kind Of Information.

1.You and Jesus go out to dinner - who pays?Me. For sure. 2. You suddenly have to flee the country and adopt an alias who is it?Id just disappear into the mountains of Scandanavia. 3. Pick one state...
Posted by little b on Tue, 12 Sep 2006 08:49:00 PST

Delicate

We might kiss when we are alone When nobody's watching We might take it home We might make out when nobody's there It's not that we're scared It's just that it's delicate So why do you fill my sorrow...
Posted by little b on Mon, 11 Sep 2006 11:50:00 PST

New Style.

how did i get so lucky? thanks for making my world beautiful.xo
Posted by little b on Mon, 11 Sep 2006 06:29:00 PST

I wonder what will happen...

new relationships always make me a little nervous. moving back to school, i have formed a lot of new relationships with a few people that i really think ill get along with. its great, you know?&...
Posted by little b on Thu, 17 Aug 2006 09:00:00 PST