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ShAdOw AnGeL

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About Me

Im 5'5'', 150-155lb, Built,Most of the time hazel eyed(mood changing), Dark Brown haired..... Angel of Darkness.A Shadow, always by your side, but rarely heard. Black wings, partially torn and all. A Guardian or Protector to anyone who turns my way. One who can be confided in and know that it dosent leave the room. If you cant tell already, I have a bit of an ego. I dont like games, but I love to keep people guessing.I am an Ultrakulture student at heart. Pagan as can be, and I practice my Will, and Love as its companion. I love life, and am starting to live it for myself for once. If you think I am childish or immature for it, deal with it because youth the time. Even though I am an old soul, a dear friend of mine has shown me the beauty of being young at heart. I am gonna be taking classes at CCBC Essex this year.Pissed at the fact that people cant tell the difference between music,style, and choice of religon. Loving Life...whats left of it...as it falls apart.Also in love with MY DrumSet and music, one of the only things that hasnt abandoned me yet.. And No doubt BLACK METAL, death, classic, and a little Alternative.FOLLOW THE REAPER TO LAKE BODOM.
I am played drums for Anoxia. You can find them at www.myspace.com/Anoxiated. Or just click on the banner below.
Playing drums with Ex Nihilo Live at SPHS, Thursday Feb 2 2007.
Words From MuDvAyNe:
I feel like earth's gravity is just here to pull us down!
Mother of creation, wait! Embrace the souls of the lost world, carry them away.
Darkness, negative, receptive. Pour firmament between our waters, separate the space.
Mother of destruction, wait! With a belt of skulls, tie me down and send the ship away!
Progress with the process! Mine the souls from their casts, pour, form, and reshape!
This dark womb wraps and covets me, redefining, understanding if you open up
the heart.
Nurturing this phenomenon. We can carry on our wings, our wings through the dark.
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WHAT RELIGION BESTS SUITS YOU?

Pagan/Occultist
Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the law. Spending your entire life searching various forms of philosophy and religion, you choose to observe everything and believe little. You're personality is one of truth seeking, nature respecting and god/goddess accepting. Lastly, you don't judge anyone, but if annoyed, you will exact some form of revenge. You don't believe in the Three-Fold Law.
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How to make a Andrew
Ingredients:
3 parts pride
1 part brilliance
3 parts ego
Method:
Layer ingredientes in a shot glass. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of wisdom
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What genre of Metal are you?

Black Metal
Bands like Sothis, Stormlord, Dark Funeral, and Emperor. Music is: Evil beyond being evil, the most trend-unfriendly and purely unrelenting form of metal. You do NOT give a shit about what others think about you. You hate all forms of authority and you hate anyone with any power over you except yourself. You have beliefs that others might call into question, but which you would vigorously defend.

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Suicide Note by DepressedAndAlone
Name
Age
To.. my best friend(s)
I stabbed myself to death
Because too much stress
From me
Last Words i never got a chance to say i love you
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You Are a Dreaming Soul
Your vivid emotions and imagination takes you away from this world
So much so that you tend to live in your head most of the time
You have great dreams and ambitions that could be the envy of all...
But for you, following through with your dreams is a bit difficult
You are charming, endearing, and people tend to love you.
Forgiving and tolerant, you see the world through rose colored glasses.
Underneath it all, you have a ton of passion that you hide from others.
Always hopeful, you tend to expect positive outcomes in your life.
Souls you are most compatible with: Newborn Soul, Prophet Soul, and Traveler Soul What Kind of Soul Are You?
You scored as Norse Pantheonic Pagan (Asatru). You might well be Asatru, or Norse Pagan. With prodominantly Germanic and Slavic roots, the Gods of the Norse are strong, bawdy and passionate. Many men feel drawn to these gods, and this is the faith for those who celebrate courage, valor and strength. Home of one of the most well known Gods of mischief and fire, Loki, followers of this pantheon tend to be full of good humor and also strong in spirit and frequently the protectors of those they care for.
Norse Pantheonic Pagan (Asatru)


75%

Ecclectic Pagan


75%

Zoroastrian Pagan


70%

Celtic Pantheonic Pagan


55%

Eastern Pagan


55%

Egyptian Pantheonic Pagan


45%

Kabbalistic Pagan


45%

Shamanic Pagan


40%

Greek Pantheonic Pagan


35%

Roman Pantheonic Pagan


30%

Sumerian, Babylonian, and Mesopotamian Pagans


20%

Catholic (Pagan?)


10%
What kind of Pagan are you?
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Your results:
You are Iron Man Iron Man 85% Batman 80% Hulk 75% Green Lantern 75% Superman 65% Supergirl 65% The Flash 65% Spider-Man 60% Robin 52% Catwoman 50% Wonder Woman 40% Inventor. Businessman. Genius.
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What Kind Of Weapon Are you?

Nuclear Bomb
You're a Nuclear Bomb! You are by far the most dangerous and destructive of all the weapons. You're also the most advanced. You're cold and completely indifferent, destroying everything you can without feeling, remorse or regret. You also leave a nasty aftertaste: Radiation. You plague people for years, poisoning and killing the ones you didn&..39;t destroy from the get-go. You are the only weapon with the true ability to destroy mankind. You're horrible.
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Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||||| 43%
Stability |||||| 23%
Orderliness |||||||||| 36%
Accommodation |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Interdependence |||||||||||||| 56%
Intellectual |||||||||||| 43%
Mystical |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Artistic |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Religious |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Hedonism |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Materialism |||||||||||||||| 63%
Narcissism |||||||||||||| 56%
Adventurousness |||||||||| 36%
Work ethic |||||||||| 36%
Self absorbed |||||| 30%
Conflict seeking |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Need to dominate |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Romantic |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Avoidant || 10%
Anti-authority |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Wealth |||||| 23%
Dependency |||| 16%
Change averse |||||||||||||||| 63%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Individuality |||||||||||||| 56%
Sexuality |||||||||||||||| 70%
Peter pan complex |||||||||| 36%
Physical security |||||||||||||||| 70%
Physical Fitness |||||||||||||||||| 77%
Histrionic |||||||||||||| 56%
Paranoia |||||||||||| 43%
Vanity |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||||| 63%
Female cliche |||||||||| 36%
You scored as Violet. Your predominant color is violet.You are a visionary and love to inspire higher ideals.The decline of humanity pains you,and you wish to heal it.You know you are on this planet to do something important,and you've known this for a while.You would do great in the Peace Corps.

Violet


88%

Blue


75%

Yellow


65%

Abstract Tan


60%

Red


58%

Crystal


56%

Green


54%

Lavender


52%

Orange


52%

Magenta


52%

Indigo


50%
Your Aura Color
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You are The Hermit. You sometimes turn away from
society to focus on the inner world. You
sense that there is a deeper reality and wish
to find it. You are a seeker, and are a wise
teacher. You are The Hermit, seek and ye
shall find.
Which Tarot Card are You?
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My Interests

MUSIC!!!!, Playing Music, DRUMS,Weight Lifting,Magick, Furthering my knowledge of the Old Ways, Friends, lots of things....

adopt your own virtual pet!Best Fucking Game Ever http://www.addictinggames.com/kittencannon.html

I'd like to meet:

Alot of Bands and of course. People who dont stereyotype by music, lables, or Cliques.Really cool people who like to chill and party. People who can teach me things... If you want to Aim me send me a message for my S/n cause I wont just put it on my profile. If you want to chat just ask.

Music:

Black Metal, Death Metal, Metal.....and More Metal....I Live For It....In Love with Children Of Bodom. Metallica, Dimmu Borgir, Dark Haven, Children Of Bodom, Amon Amarth, AgathoDaimon, Immortal, Cradle of Filth, God Smack, Trivium, Zakk Wylde...BLS, Lacuna Coil, Nightwish, Leaves Eyes, Blind Guardian, Novembers Doom, Demons and Wizards. To name Just a few.

Some Photograpy of a friend
http://www.myspace.com/randomeyecandyphotography

Novembers Doom - Dark World Burden
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Nightwish - Over the Hills and Far Away

Trivium - Pull Harder on the Strings of your martyr

Children of Bodom

Your alexi, Your Crazy but cool, and u dont take
shit from anyone, they dont call u the
wildchild for nothing, UR THE CRAZIEST BODOM
MEMBER!!! Your also a very smart person.

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Movies:

The Crow....All of them, LOTR....All of them, (Anything with Kate Bekinsale) Underworld, Underworld:Evolution, Van Helsing, Vampire Hunter D, Queen Of The Damned, Interview With A Vampire, Stay Alive, V for Vendetta, Bloodrayne

Television:

Smallville, Medium, Fuse Tv, Head Bangers Ball

Books:

Eragon, The Eldest, anything by Cunningham, LOTR trilogy, As I Lay Dying, Anything by Poe, and a few others.....

Heroes:

All of METALLICA, Lars Urlich, Frost of Saytricon, Nickolas Barker Ex-Dimmu Borgir, Sully Erna of GodSmack, Jaska Raatikainen of C.O.B, and More Established Drummers..... just a few

My Blog

The Beauty of Renewal

The Beauty of Renewal A beautiful new day Brings light to the Eyes of an Olde Soul New reveries revealed Behind the jaded eyes Of the traveler of Ages. His heart beats The sound resonates A new tone ...
Posted by ShAdOw AnGeL on Fri, 22 Feb 2008 09:38:00 PST

From an Angel to an Angel

From an Angel to an Angel Put me to sleep Evil angel For to sleep Is what I fear Even though to me You are so dear   Evil I see Is your guise For it is not Behind your eyes   Wings of Silve...
Posted by ShAdOw AnGeL on Fri, 22 Feb 2008 09:23:00 PST

The Nature of the Self

I was wondering hat you guys think about the nature of the self... Let me know hat you think of the paper, and I want your opinions. What do you think?? -----------------------------------------------...
Posted by ShAdOw AnGeL on Fri, 14 Dec 2007 10:20:00 PST

Breathe

Breathe Love is like breathing Where in a moment Time stands still The pieces of the puzzle Fit seamlessly together The full picture is revealed   Every inhale is sustenance As the oxygen that...
Posted by ShAdOw AnGeL on Wed, 12 Dec 2007 07:07:00 PST

ReBirth of Will

Re Birth of Will Symbiotic pain Reveling in anguish Ruled by Hatred Black hole Goetic You are not me You Will Never Be Me   Fire seares your skin The dagger pierces your being Spoke thy name and ...
Posted by ShAdOw AnGeL on Thu, 11 Oct 2007 09:51:00 PST

Forgotten and Self-Destructive Patterns

6. ForgottenYou're the one whoYou're the one who steals the life fromI'm the one who feels the fallingI believe you're nothing but a problemEverything is so fakeYou're just a motherfucking sight to se...
Posted by ShAdOw AnGeL on Fri, 05 Oct 2007 07:46:00 PST

Fire and Water

Fire and Water   I never knew how beautiful Fire and Water could be In just the right Proportions   A mix of beauty and passion As the cold water grips The skin shivers Retaliation in hope...
Posted by ShAdOw AnGeL on Sat, 15 Sep 2007 09:34:00 PST

Question Answered

Ok, here's the plan...I'm going to write an idea out, and everyone who is interested (and that better be everyone) is going to write something about it, in their own words, in their own experience, in...
Posted by ShAdOw AnGeL on Mon, 03 Sep 2007 12:26:00 PST

A Chaos Relative Perspective

Why do we see the world around us as a cold, dark place? This is due to what we perceive as true. Society strips us of our rights as human beings  at birth, none the less, in instilling systems&n...
Posted by ShAdOw AnGeL on Thu, 12 Jul 2007 09:39:00 PST

The Heart of A Fire Element

The Heart of A Fire Element   Such primal beauty We take for granted Fire on its own Is one of those elements Its beauty lost in its use I remember sitting in front of a flame And watching as the...
Posted by ShAdOw AnGeL on Tue, 26 Jun 2007 06:45:00 PST