Ruben

Summer Kisses, Winter Tears

Summer kisses, Winter tears That was what you gave to me Never thought that I'd travel all alone The trail of memories Happy hours, lonely years But I guess I can't complain For I still recall the Sum...
Posted by Ruben on Mon, 18 Dec 2006 04:04:00 PST

I feel like talking...

To night I have a tale to tell. It's about a little boy will call...Jimmy. Jimmy was a bad little boy who liked to play in the "snow" in the 90"s. He lived fast, in hoping to die young. He thought if ...
Posted by Ruben on Fri, 01 Sep 2006 02:03:00 PST

Realizing? Maybe?

Tonight I feel so cold and alone, I miss those I love tonight more then I have in a long time. Why tonight? I don't know. Maybe I've been alone to long? Maybe I just need to get layd? No, there someth...
Posted by Ruben on Thu, 01 Jun 2006 02:39:00 PST

Once again.

My path has crossed once again with someone I love, someone I thought I would never see again. Someone I thought would never want to see me again. By if some strange way, he and I where to love again....
Posted by Ruben on Tue, 23 May 2006 04:42:00 PST

Remembering Tony 3

After that night we became lovers and I was happy, but I have to say I was not in love. He would tell me that he loved me, but I could never say it. I couldn't lie to him the way I had been lied to. I...
Posted by Ruben on Wed, 10 May 2006 06:23:00 PST

Remembering Tony 2

This one time we where walking  in silence just enjoy being in each others company, or so I thought. "Ruben without you saying anything I can tell that you have been through something, something ...
Posted by Ruben on Tue, 09 May 2006 05:05:00 PST

Remembering Tony

I could have been very happy laying in the cool grass late at night, by the old deserted school that was once Mesa Vo-Tech. He was my biggest secret no one knew of him.I could let my every worry slip ...
Posted by Ruben on Tue, 09 May 2006 03:58:00 PST

I told him what would happen.

 It had become to hard working with him (526), being around him. People started to make small cracks to me, about us. I thought if this got back to him, he might stop liking  me. So I had qu...
Posted by Ruben on Tue, 09 May 2006 02:22:00 PST

Love is a enormous contradiction... for me now. part2

I found myself drawn to 526 over and over again. He was your everyday "Joe" as any other man. Why he stood out to me I'll never know? He was in his mid 30's (I at the time, I in my mid 20's....
Posted by Ruben on Sun, 07 May 2006 06:30:00 PST

Love is a enormous contradiction... for me now.

I wanted to be loved, somethings are universal. And I thought I was, but the workings, and misterysof it, I now see would never be known to me. But when 526 would grin at me and look at me in a w...
Posted by Ruben on Sun, 07 May 2006 05:44:00 PST