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~*You have to Settle with the Past, Live in the Present and Believe in the Future*~

About Me

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Hmm what to say about me? Im eccentric, blunt, very in touch with my emotions. I say whats on my mind and if you cant handle that then better to not waste your time eh? Im a dreamer, a romantacist...I finally found the love of my life.Chris.. He accepts me for me.. all of my faults, all of my defects, all my emotional outbursts.. He accepts me for my bisexuality, doesnt try to smother me, doesnt try to corner me and lock me down..and Chris.. I love you so much more for that. I write poetry(which i will post).. I sketch, paint and i write stories. I love music.. staind, godsmack, korn, limp bizkit, linkin park, petey pablo, ashanti, alicia keyes, ELO, Moody Blues.. u get the idea yet?? My Current music addiction is Staind.. i cant get enuff of them. Im a big pin up fan .. Love.. Michael Calandras, Olivia DeBernadinis, Jennifer Janesko, Dorian Clevenger, Boris Vallejo.. I could keep going.. Erotic art is one of my downfalls. I also LOVE Tinkerbell. Shes my hero.
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Name: Mona
Birthday: 07/08
Birthplace: South Dakota
Current Location: South Dakota
Eye Color: blue
Hair Color: blonde
Height: 5ft 2
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right Handed
Your Heritage: German, Russian & French
The Shoes You Wore Today: pink flip flops
Your Weakness: my kids
Your Fears: dying
Your Perfect Pizza: Canadian bacon with pineapple
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Get ME back
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: LOL or W/E
Thoughts First Waking Up: Can i just go back to bed???
Your Best Physical Feature: My eyes
Your Bedtime: Whenever i fall asleep
Your Most Missed Memory: Spending time with my Brother Wade
Pepsi or Coke: Mountain Dew
MacDonalds or Burger King: Arbys
Single or Group Dates: Date?? WTF is a date???
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton
Chocolate or Vanilla: Twist!!
Cappuccino or Coffee: Cappuccino
Do you Smoke: Yes
Do you Swear: Fuckin A!!
Do you Sing: Yuppers
Do you Shower Daily: Yes
Have you Been in Love: Uhmm.. yeah
Do you want to go to College: Yes
Do you want to get Married: NO!
Do you belive in yourself:
Do you get Motion Sickness: Depends
Do you think you are Attractive: Hell Yeah!!
Are you a Health Freak: Noperz
Do you get along with your Parents: My Momma Yes, Daddy No
Do you like Thunderstorms: LOVE THEM!!
Do you play an Instrument: Nope
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: Yup
In the past month have you Smoked: Yup
In the past month have you been on Drugs: Nope
In the past month have you gone on a Date: Nope
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: Yeppers
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: Not a whole one no lol
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: EWWWW
In the past month have you been on Stage: Nope
In the past month have you been Dumped: Nope..ive been the dumpee though
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: Nope
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: Nope
Ever been Drunk: Yup
Ever been called a Tease: lol Uh huh
Ever been Beaten up: Nope
Ever Shoplifted: Nope
How do you want to Die: Next question please
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: Dunno
What country would you most like to Visit: England
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: Blue/Brown/Hazel
Favourite Hair Color: any
Short or Long Hair: dont matter
Height: taller than me
Weight: Dun matter
Best Clothing Style: Their own
Number of Drugs I have taken:
Number of CDs I own: too many
Number of Piercings: 9
Number of Tattoos: 1
Number of things in my Past I Regret: Lots
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My Interests

Hmm thought I covered this .. (note to self...gonna have to change that) Uhmm.. i dunno hell ask me!!!

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Brian.. Natz... Stacy.. Sissy...Tony.. Hrm...Tricia..Paul... Wanda..Storm..my other Brian.. Josie..Terri...Shar0n..Meggy.. too many people!! also.. Oprah, Maya Angelou, Jeremy Bentham, Jesus, Too many people to think of...

Music:

Okies..here we go... Staind, Korn, Buckcherry, Silverchair, Chevelle, Guano Apes, Metallica, Mudvayne, Godsmack, Velvet Revolver, INXS, David Bowie, John Lennon, The Beatles, Dr Hook, Elton John, Kris Kristopherson, Waylon Jennings, Brad Paisley, Keith Urban, Sara Evans, Martina McBride, Patsy Cline, Petey Pablo, Led Zeppelin, Nazareth, Usher, Sarah McLachlan, Sheryl Crowe, Heart, Jefferson Airplane/Starship/Jefferson, Ferlin Husky, The Bee Gees, Smokey Robinson, Stevie Wonder, Jamie Foxx, Kanye West, Gwen Stefani, No Doubt, STP, Alice in Chains, The Killers, Killing Hannah,Blue October, Orgy, Linkin Park, Franz Ferdinand, Modest Mouse,SoundGarden, Nirvana... do ya get the idea yet???

Movies:

Full Metal Jacket (My No.1 fave!!!) The Chronicles of Narnia, Monster, Solaris, 12 Monkeys, Natural Born Killers, Kalifornia, The Vagina Monologues (funny shit!! Eve Ensler ROCKS!!!)....Hamburger Hill, Dude, Wheres My Car, Harold & Kumar Go To WhiteCastle, Super Troopers,Elizabethtown,Hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy, Hackers, Con-Air, Armageddon The Cell,The Matrix Trilogy, Lord of the Rings Trilogy, Inventing the Abbots, Benny and June, Something wicked this way comes, Legends of the Fall, Interview with a Vampire, Blackhawk down, Apocolypse now, Platoon, Snatch, Hustle & Flow, Seven, Fight Club, Boondock Saints, League of Extraordinary Gentlemen.

Television:

CSI, CSI:Miami, American Idol, Criminal Minds, Law & Order, Law & Order SVU, The Heist, Las Vegas Uhmm too many more

Books:

stephen king, eric segall, dean koontz...too many!!!

Heroes:

My Mom!! Brian!! Brad!! Maya Angelou!! My Daddy!! Me!! (yes i am my own freakin hero! gotta problem with that???) My Brother Wade, My Brother Chad! My Grandpa (rest in peace granddaddy) My Grandmamma (In Memory 7/14/22 to 3/18/1996)...Hmm i dunno too many others.

My Blog

The shit thats in my head

Sometimes, I really wonder about myself. About my frame of mind. About my ... ability to function in this world. Do you ever sit there and wonder how truly warped you are??  I have NO idea where ...
Posted by ··¤(`×[¤_Møñå_¤]×´)¤·· on Fri, 01 Jun 2007 03:25:00 PST

Survival

Well, I survived the dreaded day. I knew I would, I just wasnt sure in what... frame of mind I would be in. I did not sleep well, havent been sleeping well for the past 2 weeks or more. There are a lo...
Posted by ··¤(`×[¤_Møñå_¤]×´)¤·· on Sun, 27 May 2007 10:34:00 PST

Need to feel comfortable in my skin...

Ok.. time for an update. Im getting more and more terrible about these things. Things have been pretty much the same, kids, Chris, work, kids, Chris, work..etc etc. You get the idea. Yesterday I wor...
Posted by ··¤(`×[¤_Møñå_¤]×´)¤·· on Mon, 21 May 2007 12:29:00 PST

Tick tock tick tock goes the clock

Time is going to fast.. things are happening to fast (tick tock.. .tick tock.. tick tock.. the clock in the background.. can i kill it??)... The days coutning down to Wades death.... 16 days... then 1...
Posted by ··¤(`×[¤_Møñå_¤]×´)¤·· on Wed, 09 May 2007 10:01:00 PST

Mean Moms... For all Moms

I found this in a local paper called Whatz Up?!? Its a free paper put out by a local printing company. And with Mothers Day fast upon us.. I found it appropriate and thought I would share it with you....
Posted by ··¤(`×[¤_Møñå_¤]×´)¤·· on Wed, 09 May 2007 09:54:00 PST

Not around much..

First off... let me start by saying.. Sorry I havent been around much. *shrugs* I know I have said that in the past, but the thing is.. .I have been wrapping myself up in work, kids, chris, and life s...
Posted by ··¤(`×[¤_Møñå_¤]×´)¤·· on Mon, 07 May 2007 08:59:00 PST

out of my head, off my chest

I havent been around much lately. I guess I could/should say ,.... Im sorry?? Theres been not much really going on.. thats one reason. I havent had a lot to say, thats another and well... (clock in t...
Posted by ··¤(`×[¤_Møñå_¤]×´)¤·· on Wed, 25 Apr 2007 01:25:00 PST

Update from Dr Appt.

Well, I  had my check up appointment. My post-op appointment. My cervix healed nicely. Which is a great thing considering, I had surgery the 24th, wasnt supposed to be fooling around till AF...
Posted by ··¤(`×[¤_Møñå_¤]×´)¤·· on Thu, 05 Apr 2007 06:29:00 PST

Journal entry 3/28/2007(reflections of Wade)

5 days since my last entry. Not much has changted in that time. I still feel the same about the kids, about Chris, about the house. I am still struggling with the whole Wade thing. SSDD syndrome (Same...
Posted by ··¤(`×[¤_Møñå_¤]×´)¤·· on Mon, 02 Apr 2007 11:16:00 PST

Journal entry from 3/23/2007(Reflections of Life)

Its so hard to believe that its been almost a year since Wade died. God, I miss him so much. I cant even find the words to describe the empty feeling that I have. The sense of loss that I feel. The an...
Posted by ··¤(`×[¤_Møñå_¤]×´)¤·· on Mon, 02 Apr 2007 08:57:00 PST