Before I go any further, R.I.P. to my Father, I love you, and I miss you...you always told me that this day would come..and to be prepared when it did, but no matter how much I prepared myself for it...when the time came, I still wasnt ready for you to leave here. Damn Dad I miss you, I constantly wake up in tears, hoping that this is all a lie..but when I open my eyes, reality hits...and tells me..THAT'S IT. I was your only son, and you were a perfect Father..far from rich, but still struggled to place a smile on my face. One day, when I..get of the age, to bring another life into this world, I hope I can be as perfect as you were to me...to my child. Once you left here, you took half of me along with you, and that contributes to me feeling incomplete, the other half of me lies with Mom. Sometimes I feel that..since you're not around, my whole life'll come to an End..because not only were you my Father, but you were like my best friend! It hurts so bad!! I went to seeing you in a physical form...to having nothing left of you, but memories, and a box of ashes :( Each day, I contemplate death, and say to myself, that it would be much easier than suffering here everyday...but before you left here, you told me that, once you left..I would become the man of the house...therefore I must hang in there, and take care of my Mother...and I promise you I will. And even though you and me are soooo many worlds apart from each other...you are still in my heart. And I pray to God that..when it's all over, I get to see you again. I love you. ;(Pain surrounds me, just got out of a relationship that I expected to go for the long run, but was cut short...lesson learned, always expect the unexpected. Ever felt like you did all you could, and it still wasnt enough? It is what it is. On tha realz, it still hurts like shyt, but why shed tears over someone who isnt doing the same? There's only been one female in my life who has never let me down, and that's my Momz. With everything I've been through in my life, involving pain, I should have seen it coming. I'll continue to walk through the flames, I always have, and always will be. I'm more cautious than ever now. Shouts out to my pplz Tiara and Larrence, you built me up when I was broken down, and I appreciate that. The past must be placed behind me, so I can now move forward. But I'ma keep my head up, stay strong, walk along, and hold my ground till I'm under it!For everything there is a season,
And a time for every matter under heaven:
A time to be born, and a time to die;
A time to plant, and a time to pluck up what is planted;
A time to kill, and a time to heal;
A time to break down, and a time to build up;
A time to weep, and a time to laugh;
A time to mourn, and a time to dance;
A time to throw away stones, and a time to gather stones together;
A time to embrace, And a time to refrain from embracing;
A time to seek, and a time to lose;
A time to keep, and a time to throw away;
A time to tear, and a time to sew;
A time to keep silence, and a time to speak;
A time to love, and a time to hate,
A time for war, and a time for peace.Ecclesiastes 3:1-8Reinhold Niebuhr:
Nothing worth doing is completed in our lifetime,
Therefore, we are saved by hope.
Nothing true or beautiful or good makes complete sense in any immediate context of history;
Therefore, we are saved by faith.
Nothing we do, however virtuous, can be accomplished alone.
Therefore, we are saved by love.
No virtuous act is quite a virtuous from the standpoint of our friend or foe as from our own;
Therefore, we are saved by the final form of love which is forgiveness.Get Your Own! | View SlideshowThere is a time for departure even when there's no certain place to go.MY NEW SITE WITH MUSIC'LL BE UP SOON, SO TO ALL MY FRIENDS THAT WANT TO ADD ME, THE SITE IS....http://www.myspace.com/ey3zoffir3 SEND ME A FRIEND REQUEST AND I'LL ADD YOU ASAP. Thanx!
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My name ia Austin a.k.a FlatlineBut first off I would like to Thank God, 4 creating this beautiful earth, and giving creation to my Mom and Father, which would later gave creation 2 me......I love you both, it`s unconditional. I try and avoid trouble as much as possible, but being a product of my environment, it can be difficult at times, although I do feel that I owe it to my parents to be the best I possibly can. Secondly, I want to thank all my ppl on tha friend list, everybody bein down 4 a nicca, it's greatly appreciated.I`m 1-gun and 9-bullets, 5`9, 155 all muscle, short hair now, caramel skin, brwn eyez (slanted/asian-like), two earrings in my left ear, one in the right....I`m mixed, Black, Native American and German. I'm the most laid back person you'll ever meet, and I'm easy to adapt to. I'm observant, random and spontaneous. I'm alot more cautious now. I Write lyrics more than anything (rap and rap r&b lyrics), My rap name is Flatline. Never mistake my kindness for weakness....cold blood pumps through these veins, but I also I'm warm-hearted....that's a product of being a Gemini, you know? I'm willing to shed blood for anyone or anything that I love. I've had a devastating life, being just 19, at a young age, with many mental scars, that'll never be healed, no matter what. I've been through more mental pain than most have been through in their whole lives. I feel like, everything I seemed to love, I've lost it. I`m still a 19 year old child at times, yea I still got that side, but I also know when to be serious, but despite of what anyone says, nobody wants to grow old, so everyone will have that child side in some way or another. I'm not the type of nicca to switch up attitudes when I get around my ppl, I mean what's the point, your girl gon deal with you when you get back home lol......But yo on the realz, I'm not fake at all, I'm authentic to the bone. I despise those who are fake. I hate GOLDIGGIN females. And I hate when these lil niccas out here refer to females as bitches, I aint coo with that, you know......cuz 1st of all, where would us males be in our lives, if we didn`t have ya`ll in our world?......we would be nothing.......yea it`s a man`s world, but it`s nothing without a woman.
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