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Kristen Suagee-Beauduy

the source of all true art and science is a respect for mystery. --einstein

About Me

"I am a Westernized individual. I do not say I am a Western individual, because I did not create this culture-- I am a product of colonization . . . We have to face that reality. To face it is to acknowledge my mixed race, to acknowledge that I am not Indian, and that I am not white. That does not mean I have an ambiguity, but that I have a new identity: the identity of a colonized individual. I feel hurt when I see what colonization has made of the people I come from-- the mixed race. I am not an Indian person, I have both heritages (Miller 1995: 95)." (((image courtesy of blueroebuck.com/images/bilibin_skull_fence.jpg))) (((image courtesy of danmccarthy.org/JPEGS/PRINTS/06.01.03.3ofhearts.jpg)))

My Interests

finding real documentation of people's movements, uprisings, and empowerment/ culture jamming/ D.I.Y. anything/ street art

I'd like to meet:

those dissatisfied with the status quo & working toward a more just and open society that promotes individual creativity and community development. (among others, artist Stella Mars, authors Emma Goldman, Audre Lorde, Bell Hooks, and Assata Shakur.)

Music:

i don't really know music like i should. i like massive attack/ radiohead/ denali/ portishead/ bjork/ manu chao/ erik b and rakim/ dj diplo/ cool g rap/ mf doom/ dj shadow/ j-live/ z-trip/ coco rosie/ the gossip/ m.i.a./ yeah yeah yeahs/ ben harper/ ciara/ el cat power/ ten eleven/ sigur ros/ james brown/ we are wolves/ outkast/ dead prez/ tribe called quest/ mos def/ blackstar/ blackalicious/ beatjunkies/ digable planets/ basement jaxx/ gorillaz/ de la sol/ zap mama/ lauryn hill/ the roots/ eryka badu/ res/ missy elliot/ micheal jackson/ the jungle brothers/ le tigre/ deerhoof/ mirah/ neutral milk hotel/ the rapture/ nina simone/ lila downs/ broadcast/ nina simone/ damien marley

Movies:

the edge of america/ medicine river/ teen witch/ death in gaza/ black cat, white cat/ wave twisters/ city of god/ wild style/ style wars/ little miss sunshine/ the science of sleep/ the freshest kids/ paper moon/ little voice/ the million dollar hotel/ harold and maude/ the triplets of bellville/ jean-pierre jeunet/ spike lee/ the war photographer/ born into brothels/ the yes men/ 16 candles/ the breakfast club/ the princess bride/ run lola run/ benny and joon/ eternal sunshine of the spotless mind/ dance me outside/ smoke signals/ the business of fancydancing/(the original) willy wonka and the chocolate factory/ adams family values/ what to do in case of fire/ party girl/ the life aquatic/ you me and everyone we know/ the corpse bride/ miss sarajevo/ brother to brother/ the terrorist (filmed in india)/maria full of grace ... and any cheesy dance movie

Television:

maybe if i had it

Books:

books about Art Nouveau, Victorian patterns and artists Mucha, William Morris, Erte, Gustav Klimt, and Egon Scheile. plus Rohinton Mistry's "A Fine Balance" bout life for the working class in India/ Tom Robbin's "Jitterbug Perfume"/"Enrique's Journey" bout a Honduran immigrant to the states/ Naomi Shihab Nye/ Bell Hooks/ Howard Zinn/ Paulo Cuehlo's "The Alchemist"/ Saul Williams/ Patricia Smith/ Guillermo Gomez Pen~a/ Sandra Cisneros/ Leslie Marmon Silko/ Joy Harjo/ Sherman Alexie/ Louise Erdrich/ Henry Miller/ George Orwell/ Ken Kesey's "One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest"/ Alduos Huxley's "Brave New World"/ "Assata" by Assata Shakur/ Angela Davis' "Are Prisons Obsolete?"/ Raoul Veinegem's "The Revolution of Everyday Life"/ Hakim Bey's "TAZ. The Temporary Autonomous Zone, Ontological Anarchy & Poetic Terrorism"/ "How to Get Stupid White Men Out of Office"/ "The Autobiography of Malcolm X"/ Sylvia Plath's "The Bell Jar"/ Reinaldo Arenas' "Before Night Falls"/ Eduardo Galeano's "Days and Nights of Love and War"/ Ann Petry's "The Street"/ Richard Wright's "Black Boy"/ Crimethinc./ Adbusters/ Harold and the Purple Crayon/ Harriet the Spy/ James and the Giant Peach/ "Big Up" by Ben Watts/ Gabriel Garcia Marquez's "One Hundred Years of Solitude"/ Emma Goldman's "Living My Life"/ "We Are Everywhere: The Irresistible Rise of Global Anti-Capitalism"/ Audre Lorde's "Zami"/ Ruth Ozeki's "My Year of Meats"/ "Middlesex" by Jeffrey Eugenides/ "A Cherokee Feast of Days: Daily Meditations" by Joyce Sequichie Hifler/ "Illusions" by Robert Bach/ "The God of Small Things" by Arundhati Roy/ "The Chronicles of Narnia" ...you should give me your lists

Heroes:

ALCHEMISTS who know how to stand up for what they believe and believe in themselves.

My Blog

a love poem by john trudell

From "Stickman: John Trudell: poems, lyrics, talks, a conversation" by Paola Igliori. Inanout Press. New York. 1994.the first timeyour eyes caressed mineto sayit was like magicis to tame the gentle pa...
Posted by Kristen Suagee-Beauduy on Sat, 10 May 2008 03:54:00 PST

excerpts from love poems by Hafiz

O pious of the heart, I am lost in a love, so great O pain the hidden secrets will become open debate. Shipwrecked we just float, O favorable wind arise, ...
Posted by Kristen Suagee-Beauduy on Tue, 18 Dec 2007 03:50:00 PST

quote from Baudrillards America

I tried to read this book on a recommendation from a friend of another friend...I couldn't read it with pleasure because of it's density. We had to read excerpts from his "Simulcra and Simulations" in...
Posted by Kristen Suagee-Beauduy on Tue, 18 Dec 2007 03:14:00 PST

making art quote

"talent is common but character is rare, and if your talent develops ahead of your character, you're done for."
Posted by Kristen Suagee-Beauduy on Wed, 12 Dec 2007 01:46:00 PST

Why I want to write about the social movements of ethnic minorities in the U.S.

I define anti-racist action as a process by which individuals are evoked to address racism within their own capacity as individuals within their private and public lives. Anti-racist action must begin...
Posted by Kristen Suagee-Beauduy on Thu, 06 Dec 2007 02:46:00 PST

I want to help my uncle write a book about my grandfather. Maybe this would be my forward.

My identity has been as deeply influenced by my inherited indigenous culture as it has by my experiences of rejection by people of color within native and activist communities for being white. I have ...
Posted by Kristen Suagee-Beauduy on Thu, 06 Dec 2007 03:07:00 PST

Henry David Thoreau quote

"I went to the woods because I wished to live deliberately . . . I wanted to live deep and suck out the marrow of life, to live so sturdily and Spartan-like as to put to rout all that was not life, to...
Posted by Kristen Suagee-Beauduy on Sun, 05 Aug 2007 04:27:00 PST

strength in conflict quote from emma

"When conflict arises we compulsively choose from a variety of ill-fated responses. A common one is to close our ears and hearts so we can disengage from what is going on.The appearance of conflict do...
Posted by Kristen Suagee-Beauduy on Mon, 30 Jul 2007 02:56:00 PST

black sabbath lyrics stolen from emma's page

"a bit of finger" Now the first day that I met youI was looking in the sky, When the sun turned all a blur and the thunder clouds rolled by The sea began to shiver and the wind began to moan, It must ...
Posted by Kristen Suagee-Beauduy on Mon, 30 Jul 2007 02:53:00 PST

vagabond quote from tomek

"I didn't have money to pay for a furnished room or a place on a roof. During the day I lived at the university doing this, that, and the other and at night I lived the bohemian life and I slept at fr...
Posted by Kristen Suagee-Beauduy on Mon, 30 Jul 2007 09:36:00 PST