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~Madalena~

...she looks ahead...she paints her toe nails red...

About Me

"I cannot live...I cannot breathe...Unless you do this with me. Here we go, life's waiting to begin." AVA

My Interests

The Sun. That's it folks, simple and easy...I love the sun. And my friends and family! :)Sun = Happiness = Nice LenaIf you invite me into the sun we will run off as long-lasting friends for-absolutely-ever!p.s. - i love to hear new opinions because i believe it broadens my horizens, but if i don't like your opinion don't be offended - you may not like mine! great conversations make great friends...

Music:

Music has helped me get through my life in it's entirety - all the good times and all the shitty (!). I can relate to almost all of it and it helps me remember those times i may have forgotten...only wish i could write as well. for now...i just listen and learn and hope it heals.***AVA came into my life and changed it forever. The lyrics to "The Adventure" brought a new light into a dark place. It's truly amazing what music can do for the soul:
lyrics - the adventure The first time I heard Incubus' I Miss You was in the KMART parking lot in CR. The lyrics are so simple, but powerful...have you ever felt this before?
lyrics - i miss you "Fix You" by Cold Play was not a favorite until my aunt passed in a horrible tragedy. I only wish I could have fixed her like she had fixed me once. RIP: Aricle Perez-Rangel
lyrics - fix you To Cameron Everett: Do you remember that party I had on Finch Ct where you sat downstairs and played "Patience" on the Lies album all nite? I do...and this song will forever remind me of that nite, your song, and ... more to come ...
lyrics - patience ... continued ... and I cried all nite and played "November Rain" infront of a totally hot upperclassman (Nick...) and made a complete fool out of myself. By the end of the nite, I was seeing straight altho I was upside down while JC Hinz slept on the top bunk!
lyrics - november rain "Don't Cry" was noticed way before the above mentioned. This song can only remind me of a huge part of my life...spent in my best friend's house while I dreamed of dating her brother...no names, my friends. Those dayz are totally over!
lyrics - don..'t cry Mike B., Do you remember me listening to this fuckin' album over and over when I first moved to PHX? It's all I listened to for over a year straight. But, there's no reason why....now, at least!
lyrics - i miss you Oh boy...back to the Kennedy dayz when a certain wrestler decided he'd drive down the street past my house standing on-top of his truck (while my 'best friend' drove) singing this song at the top of his lungs....after he broke my heart
lyrics - stay today...i heard this song on my el-favorito "Grey's Anatomy and had to listen again. Isn't this how every relationship should be?
lyrics - chasing cars

Movies:

CRASH, garden state, the departed, office space, eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, goonies, say anything, napoleon dynamite, parenthood (too funny)...a really old movie i a can never find: made in heaven, sixteen candles, pretty in pink, some kind of wonderful, clerks I/II...plenty more

Television:

so i just got direct tv after 6 years living w/bunny ears and i miss my bunnies...

Books:

right now...anything that i don't have to report on in a paper or a ppt presentation! i'm done w/school so shoot me anything i can relax with (ok, minus those romance novels...no thanks...substance please)

Heroes:

my dad, my mom, and Little J (my sis!)...also extremely important in this list are my true friends. i know we all struggle but to see them succeed (even when they think they are not) gives me the strength to continue 'w/the mission' (and HEATH)

My Blog

See Where I’m Gonna Get Hitched! :o)

"The Ceremony Spot"  (check it out!)  June 24th 2008 http://maps.google.com/maps?f=q&hl=en&geocode=&q =redondo+beach&ie=UTF8&ll=33.825649,-118.391762& spn=0.004153,0.00...
Posted by ~Madalena~ on Mon, 10 Sep 2007 05:31:00 PST

Ow

ow. i got another tat.... in honor of Little J. the original chinese symbol means elder sister the wishbone...in a dream and the stars...because she is one and she sports them! so dad is gonna be mad ...
Posted by ~Madalena~ on Sun, 26 Aug 2007 10:37:00 PST

Weddings

holy fucking shit. i'm planning my wedding. it's official. it's craziness. it's happening! HELP!...
Posted by ~Madalena~ on Sat, 18 Aug 2007 11:13:00 PST

Pure HAPPINESS

all i can say is i am fucking happy.... for the first time in my life i am not worried, i am not fucking scared, i am completely comfortable and completely...  HAPPY he came into my life after 15...
Posted by ~Madalena~ on Sat, 23 Jun 2007 07:03:00 PST

~dunno~

odd that i thought i'd left first but apparently i was the one who'd been left....long before i even knew it. "why won't you tell me that it's almost over?" why did he just pretend? where was my ...
Posted by ~Madalena~ on Mon, 23 Apr 2007 01:02:00 PST

I JUST FUCKING GRADUATED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

"Read My Mind"On the corner of main streetJust tryin' to keep it in lineYou say you wanna move on andYou say I'm falling behindCan you read my mind?Can you read my mind?I never really gave up onBreaki...
Posted by ~Madalena~ on Thu, 25 Jan 2007 09:05:00 PST

interesting.....

falling away and that's just how it goes
Posted by ~Madalena~ on Fri, 19 Jan 2007 10:58:00 PST

missing my REAL life....FUCKING THE REST

it's just ODD.  that's pretty much all i can say.  i'm 30 and i'm still DRAMA (everthing every boyfriend of mine has ever said of mine and i wish i wasn't but can't get rid of).  i miss...
Posted by ~Madalena~ on Fri, 19 Jan 2007 10:37:00 PST

circles.....

I've been here before a few timesAnd I'm quite aware we're dyingAnd your hands they shake with goodbyesAnd I'll take you back if you'd have meSo here I amI'm tryingSo here I amAre you readyCome on let...
Posted by ~Madalena~ on Tue, 09 Jan 2007 07:12:00 PST

December Rain?

today, i am ultimately sad and today, i heard this song...again.  i never wanted my life/relationship to be like this....and i will continue to do what i can so it won't [continue].  i ...
Posted by ~Madalena~ on Mon, 11 Dec 2006 05:07:00 PST